Just Being Me - Sippy

a simple plain jane who believes Jesus is her only saviour. she has an awesome family but in need of salvation. her current addiction is 2pm but shinhwa will always remain as the love of her life.
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
i could not think of any title.
at last, i had my hair trimed
my hair is kinda messy
and my bro urged me to do somethin about it
so i took his advice
went to the saloon with him
it's so nice to hv my hair trimed
my mom said i look better and neater
and it's so refreshin after hvin my hair cut :)
the best thing that happened to me wasn't the hair cut
i got to go to the comic shop nearby the saloon
i hv been hopin to read this set of manga for a long time
that's the only comic shop in Sban that i found this manga with
so i finish readin the whole set yesterday
i'm so so delighted :D
*
tried watchin the movie "taxi" yesterday
u're rite, i didn't watch in the cinema
it's another pirated DVD ;)
the subtitle doesn't match with the dialogue
and the volumn is low
so that my parents were not awakened by us
i couldn't catch what the actors were sayin
and blur with what's happenin in the movie
so i gv up watchin it
and decided to go back to my manga which Mark lent it to me
thanks Mark, thanks a lot , u're the greatest!!!! :D
manga is really the greatest thing in the world
if only all my subjects are drawn in manga, then i'm definitely gettin 100 for each subject :p
*
there's somethin i hate about helpin in my mom's shop
i hate those customers who call me "xiao mei mei"
i'm sure most of u know what this means
if u dunno, ask ur friend then
it's so annoyin to be called that
people hv been callin me that since i'm young
it's okay if they call me that when i'm in primary
but rite now i'm addy 18, can they stop callin me that??
is there really no better way of callin me??
but i'm glad they dun call me "xiao di di" instead
it happened when i'm in primary 1 :p
*
~GOOD DAY EVERYONE~
posted by sippy @ 1:29 PM   0 comments

Wednesday, November 24, 2004
finally, finally my final's over
and realized that 2nd sem is also officially over
lots of happenin in this sem, sad one mostly
but whatever happens help me to grow more mature, help me to appreciate stuffs
knowin that i'm not alone
knowin that GOD is there with me
knowin that i hv friends who care
knowin that my parents are there whenever i need them
not to say i'm tougher rite now
but i guess i can face challenge with more courage now
*
courage, something i lack inside me
i need courage to let go a relationship
courage to hv a new life
courage to think positively
courage to move on
*
do u believe in fate?
some people believe and some people dun
i believe in fate
believe that GOD has a plan for each one of us
believe that He knows what's the best for us
*
here's a I.Q question for u guys to crack ur rusty mind :p
try it out
especially for those who hv nothin to do after exam over
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1. there's 5 houses on the same row
2. all the houses are different colour
3. all the owners are from different countries
4. all the owners hv different pets, drink different kind of drinks, smoke different brands of cigrattes
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Clues:
1. the Englishman lives in the Red house
2. the Swedish has a dog
3. the Denmark drinks tea
4. the Green house is on the left side of White house
5. the owner of the Green house likes to drink coffee
6. the owner who smokes Pall Mall has a bird
7. the owner of the Yellow house smokes Dunhill
8. the owner of the middle house drinks milk
9. the Norway stays in the first house
10. the person who smokes Blend stay beside the person who has a cat
11. the person who has a horse lives beside the person who smokes Dunhill
12. the person who smokes Blue Master drinks beer
13. the German smokes Prince
14. the Norway lives beside the Blue house
15. the person who drinks plain water stays beside the person who smokes Blend
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the question is who's the person who rares fish??
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~HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERONE~
posted by sippy @ 5:12 PM   0 comments

wishes...
slept kinda early yesterday
i'm exhausted so can't help fallin into ~lala land~
hv weird dream again
saw my econs paper
the mark's terrible
does this indicate i'm not goin to be able to get A for my econs
dun dare to think now
this is so so so freakin horrifyin
i hv done my best, so might as well wait and see
just hope tears won't be runnin down now
*
hvin my pape at 2:30 later
i should be busy crammin books now
i hvn't hv them on my fingertips yet
and now i'm sittin here bloggin craps again
why can't i just concentrate in my com app??
looks like another subject that i'm goin to flunk
i wish to go home rite now
wish to be pampered by my parents
wish to go kl to meet up with my cousins
wish to watch movies
wish to read mangas
wish to buy archies and read
wish to go Gold Coast
wish to lie on my bed and dream somethin nice
wish to turn back the time
wish to ...
so many wishes rite now on my head
wonder how many will come true??
i just know i'm kinda lazy to study now
can i not sit for this paper today??
looks like the answer is a no-no
so hv to go on dealin with my com app :p
*
~GOOD DAY EVERYONE~
posted by sippy @ 9:48 AM   0 comments

Tuesday, November 23, 2004
where will my future be??
*prayin to GOD*
*turn the paper over*
*look at the questions*
*goin to faint*
te 4 things above are what i did when i had my englisht test
i can only say the paper sucks
the questions sucks
my answer sucks
and the person who set the question sucks
*
thanks GOD i did not faint when lookin at the question paper
that's the hardest hardest and hardest english paper i hv ever encountered in life
okay, i'm only 18, only gone through kindergarten, primary sch, 2dary sch, 1st sem & 2nd sem of uni
so it's does make sense if i say this is the hardest english paper i ever had
besides i'm in Malaysia, the standard here is not as high as in other country
does it?
neway, let's go back to the english paper
i dunno those of u who sit for this paper will find it easy or difficult
but to a person like me, where my english is poor, and still dream of bein a lawyer
my dream is vanish, from the moment i read the questions
i flunked the whole paper
dun think i'm able to get A
the paper is 50 marks and i hv absolutely no idea how much my midterm is
i wonder, will miracle happen?
will i be able to get A for the most important paper of all 3 subjects?
will i be able to achieve my dream, enterin law course in mmu?
all these thoughts are hautin me now
where will my future be??
posted by sippy @ 5:31 PM   0 comments

good mornin :)
good mornin to everyone
good mornin to my beloved country, malaysia
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slept at 3 yesterday
and surprisinly woke up at 8
so i force myself to sleep again
if not, i will be tired for the rest of the dayso
at last, i finally woke at at 10 :)
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i always dream when i sleep
and i dun like it that way
my brain is still workin even though i'm sleepin
no wonder i'm tired everytime i wake up
i dream a lot, many many types of dreams
werid one
romance one
scientific one
horrifyin one
sometimes i wish i can put them in words
and this mornin, i hv a really weird dream
perhaps watchin too much of tv show
the story plots look kinda familiar
not sure whether i play a role in it or not
cos it's jumpin from 1 scene to another scene
sometimes i see myself and sometimes
i duni even dream of prince
loan shark
money
can't really remember my dream
i just know it's kinda funny and weird that's alldoes dreams mean somethin??
makin me wonderin now
but i just hope it doesn't indicate somethin badi'm sure no one likes bad luck, rite? ;)
*
~GOOD LUCK FOR THOSE WHO ARE TAKIN TEST IN THE AFTERNOON~
posted by sippy @ 10:35 AM   0 comments

Monday, November 22, 2004
at last my econs test is over
again i'm so relieved
i really really wish i can get A
do u think prayin to GOD will create this miracle?
cos my course work mark is not that high
plus the MCQ part there i did badly
i almost can't answer all
out of 40 marks, i guess i can only get the highest 25 only
luckily, the structure kinda easy
so i hv no probs answerin it
*
was hangin out in huiyin's room this mornin
her room is so need and tidy
just like her
wow~~~
why can't my room be like hers??
maybe i should check whether i'm a girl or not
cos my room's is in a mess
the messiest room one has ever seen
haha
the "messiest room" award is definitely for me ;)
*
was listenin songs in her room
heard this song that sang by 5ive, "Keep on movin"
did i ever tell u guys that i'm a huge fans of 5ive??
ever since i knew them, i started supportin them
bought every albums of theirs
their last album doesn't sound as nice as their previous one
but still i bought it
cos i'm crazy for them
rite now no so crazy
time can really change and heal a person
maybe after a few months, i'll go crazy for another group :p
but no matter what, 5ive will always remain the best group in my heart
even though the group broke up
*
the next song i heard at huiyin's place was sang by michael and victor
for those who dun listen to chinese song
dun think u guys will know them
they are this famour chinese duet from malaysia few years back
they broke up also
i start knowin them back in standard 6
sadly to say that was the time they broke up
oh yeah, they are Christians too
just hope they might get back together and produce more nice songs
that's always been rumour about their gettin-back-together :D
*
sometimes i feel like i'm kinda out-of-date
i never get to know who's the hottest singer around
or which song is in the hit
that's why i ended up listenin to the old songs instead
and disney too
in my 2dary school, i enjoy listenin to "westlife"
still remember the boys in my class
will be teasin "westlife" a sissy group
one of them even named "westlife" as "nyawa barat"
and it's all bcos they like the group
sadly to say, their favourite past time is irritate me to the max :p
*
dinner time, chiaos~~~
*
~GOOD LUCK IN TOMORROW'S FINAL~

posted by sippy @ 5:41 PM   0 comments

my brain's exhausted and glad i finally did some studyin :D
whoa~~~
feel so relieved now
was studyin ep downstair with huiyin and the rest of the engineerin gang
it makes me feel better doin group study
cos i'm missin a person a lot
by seein him, hearin his voice, help me to concentrate and focus on my studies
cos i dun need to miss him now
guess that's the reason i'm not able to study at home and in the afternoon
really really glad that i'm able to get somethin by doin those tutorial questions
thanks to huiyin
she helps me a lot
by providin me the past year questions
i hv this talent of misplacin and lose everythin i hv
and so with huiyin's incredible organizin abilities
she has all the stuffs that i need to study
so both of us were crackin our heads
figurin out the answer and the way to write it out
at least my mind's not that empty rite now
from 0% until 45%
it increases quite tremendously
i'm so so so relieved
huiyin, i wanna thanks u a lot a lot and a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*
remember in my last blog
i said i wanna crap after i finish my every chapter??
kind of finish coverin lots of them
but still not everythin goes in my head
so 1 or 2 blog is enough
btw, i dun i hv the energy to blog that much also
got to get up early and study at 8 tomorrow
hv to try my best to wake up
all for the most important final
but it's worth it
as long as i see my CGPA marks is high
and as long as i enter my dream course :D
*
my room's in a mess rite now
everythin's not in order
and so many unwanted stuffs
looks like after my final i hv to tidy up everythin
mom, can i just bring the maid over and clean all these?
i hate doin cleanin :p
*
think that's all i wanna blog
my brain's tired
and can't think much
looks like u guys are lucky not hvin to look at my lenghty blog although it's kind of long :p
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~GOOD LUCK IN FINAL FOR THOSE WHO ARE TAKIN TOMORROW~

posted by sippy @ 1:11 AM   0 comments

Sunday, November 21, 2004
feelin down and sick
dunno what's wrong with me
maybe my digestin system has prob
i end up vomitin twice
there goes my lunch
strangely i'm not hungry
maybe vegetarian food doesn't suit me
cos i'm an omnivour (did i spell it correctly?) who only eat meat, rice, and surprisinly, salad :D
*
didn't study for the whole evenin
told myself i should study
but dunno why i just can't
maybe bcos i'm feelin down
maybe bcos i'm feelin sick
that's why end up readin magazine and thinkin of nonsense
that's what "pisces" good at doin
lettin the mind wanderin to else where
buildin their castle and dreamin of their prince charmin
or go to the fairy land to see the fairy queen
or dream of divin into the sea and meet the mermaids
i admit i hv gone too far
why am i a "pisces"??
sometimes i wish i belong to some other horoscopes
so i won't be daydreamin all day
see, blamin the horoscopes now :p
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aaaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
why am i hvin econs tomorrow and why can't i concentrate in my studies???
i'm definitely flunkin my econs tomorrow
GOD, oh GOD please, please help me to concentrate in econs so that i can pass my stupid final econs paper, in the name of Jesus, i pray to u, Amen!!!!!!!!!
i'm goin insane soon
if someone's not stoppin me
think i can crap the whole day and whole way through without stoppin
but the reality is cruel
i hv to get get get get get get get back to my studies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i'll blog after finishin 1 chapter
see u l8r, guys
thanks for toleratin with me
and it's okay if u dun wanna read the other journals
it's all craps and rubbish :p
stay tuned....
posted by sippy @ 5:38 PM   0 comments

can't study...
i'm tryin very hard to study
but i couldn't
i just hv to blog
cos i'm gettin kind of frustrated
ask me why?
there's no reason to it
i dunno why either
*
life's at home is kinda bored to me
i has plainly nothin to do
the com at home
laggin and stucked all the time
so i hv no choice but to give up online
glad i can online rite now in ep :D
*
just went out to hv lunch with dayze
when to a vegetarian shop
i didn't finish my food again
cp cp, u're wastin ur food
shouldn't be repeatin this at dinner time :p
can't believe that dayze's eatin more than me
*
hvn't been puttin up stories for quite long time
but kinda lazy to put now
so i'll just upload new ones after final
econs tomolo
sucks...
goin to fail this time
hate econs...
*
been havin movie marathon with my bro
went to buy pirated DVDs
sorry, i'm only a poor student so i can only afford pirated stuff :p
we watched "u got served" last nite, "shark tale", "white chicks" and "E.T"
i really wanna watch "My Fair Lady"
anyone has it??
or know where to buy??
*
~HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HUIYIN~
*
~GOOD DAY EVERYONE~
posted by sippy @ 2:50 PM   0 comments

Sunday, November 14, 2004
i could not think of any title.
found this in renee's blog
so i tried it out :p




You Are a Life Blogger!



Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary.
If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.



posted by sippy @ 12:41 PM   0 comments

Only Time can tell
lookin at the title, does questions flowin out from ur mind?
what can time tells?
what would u want time to tell?
we all know time is precious, there's no turnin back
unless u hv "doraemon" beside u
hvin a time machine that can bring u to the future or go back to pass
or u're as lucky as Michael J.Fox in the "Back to the Future" series, knowin a talented and crazy scientist that has the capability to invent a car that can go back to the future
there's a lot of regrets in life
a lot of things that u should hv done and u should hv not done in life
when recall all these moments, dun tell me u dun wish to turn back the time and make an effort to change
for eg. ur test results, u know u can do well if only u had study hard for it
instead, u wasted ur time playin online games or PS2
ur result turned out to be terrible
aren't u disappointed with urself?
if only time can be turned back, u won't let the history happen again
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sorry for crappin a lot
the things i crapped up there has nothin to do with the story i'm goin to type
i got this from "Star" newspaper, same page and same column as my previous story
if u are lazy to read newspaper, then try to buy only the Sunday newspaper
that's the day where u can read all the wonderful stories they post
trust me ;)
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Once upon a time, there was an island where all the human emotions and desires lived-Happiness, Sadness, Vanity, Knowledge and all the others, include Love.
One day there was an announcement that the island would soon sink. So everyone flew to his own vessel and prepared to sail away.
Love wanted to presevere until the last possible moment. But when the island was almost submerged in water, he had to seek help.
Wealth was passing by in a grand boat, so he called out:"Can you take me with you?"
"No, I can't" Wealth replied. "There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."
Loved turned to Vanity, who was also passing by, in a beautiful vessel:"Please help me!"
"I can't." You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity said.
Sadness was close by, so Love called out:"Let me go with you,please."
"Oh, Love, I am so sad I need to be by myself."
Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear Love calling.
Suddenly, a voice rang out,"Come Love. I will take you."
It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he forgot to ask him his name. When they finally arrived on dry land, the elder went his own way.
Love, who realised the debt he owed,asked Knowledge, another elder:"Who was that?"
"It was Time."
"Time? But why did he helo me?"
Knowledge smiled, then said:"Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."
posted by sippy @ 12:32 PM   0 comments

Saturday, November 13, 2004
why love is blind??
before readin this story, think why love is blind?
*
my father saw this story on "Star" newspaper
so he asked me to read
again, i was touched by these 2 stories
i only posted one today
i hv trouble typin this story into my blog
this is the 4th time i typed
this com has prob, stucked most of the time
so i had no choice but to retype, retype and retype again
finally it's done
thank Lord for that
*
i dunno why love is blind
sometimes i just hope it's not
so that love can be wide awake
and lead me out of this mist :p
hope u guys enjoy this story
sorry for babblin so long here
enjoy...
*
A long time ago, before the world was created and humans could set foot on it, virtues and vices floated around, not quite knowing what to do. One day,all of them were gathered together, and feeling more bored than ever.
Suddenly, Igneous came up with an idea:"Let's play hide-and-seek!" Everyone liked the idea and immediately, Madness shouted:"I want to count, I want to count!"
Since nobody was crazy enough to seek Madness, all the others agreed. Madness leaned against a tree and started counting,"One, two, three..."
As Madness counted, the vices and virtues ran off to look for places in which to hide.
Tenderness hung itself on the horn of the moon, while Treason hid in a pile of garbage.
Fondness curled up between the clouds and Passion went to the centre of the earth.
Lie said that it would hide under a stone, but hid at the bottom of the lake instead, whilst Avarice entered a sack that he ended up breaking.
Madness continued to shout out:"...79,80,81..." By then, all the vices and vrtues were well hidden, except for Love. Fickle as Love is, he could not decide where to hide. And this should not surprise us, because we all know how difficult it is to hide Love.
Madness counted,"...95,96,97..."
Just when he got to 100, Love jumped into a rose bush. Madness turned around and shouted:"I'm coming, I'm coming!"
Laziness was first to be found, because he did not have the energy to hide. Then Madness spotted Tenderness in the horn of moon, Lie at the bottom of the lake, and Passion at the centre of the earth.
One by one, Madness found them all, except for Love. He was getting desperate. Envious of Love, Envy whisoered to Madness,"He is in the rose bush."
Madbess grabbed a wooden pitch fork and stabbed wildly at the bush. He jabbed and stabbed until a heartbreaking cry made him stop.
Love appeard from the bush, with both hands covering his face. Blood oozed from his eyes and trickled down his fingers. Madness has stabbed out Love's eyes with his pitch fork.
"What have I done? What have I done?" Madness screamed. "I have blinded you! How can I repair the damage?"
Love answered:"You cannot repair my eyes. But if you really want to do something for me, you can be my guide."
And so it came about that from that day on, Love is blind and is always accompanied by Madness.
posted by sippy @ 10:32 PM   0 comments

Friday, November 12, 2004
naruto character

Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net
posted by sippy @ 4:02 PM   0 comments

Thursday, November 11, 2004
my dad said this out ;)
Ever thought of what's the most frequently used word in the English Dictionary??
*
A lot of u might not thought about it but when u know the answer, u will find it logical and agree with it, at least I do. :p
*
What's the answer to this question?
Is it a "yes"?
Is it a "no"?
Is it a "i dunno"?
*
the answer is non other than the word "I"!!!!!!!!!!!
amazed??
surprised??
shocked??
unbelievable??
dun be, this is really true when u think it twice
*
think again, in ur daily life, do u always refer to urself first or others??
think again, when u check out one's blog, do he/she always talk about himself/herself or other thingy??
think again, when u're prayin, do u pray for urself most of the time or remember to pray for someone elses??
think again, when u do somethin, u put ur benifits first or GOD in the first place??
*
this journal might look weird to u
trust me, I'm the one who wrote this
see, I'm usin the word "I" again
this proofs it
*
the next question is, why am I writin this journal out?
what makes me do so??
all these must trace back to yesterday after I finish readin Lucius' journal...
*
I'm very very down after readin it
can't see a sign of happiness on my face :(
and me, the most stupid, ignorant, and silliest person in the world
ask my dad the most most most "______" (i dunno what word to put in, so u guys can just fill in the blank) question in the world
I asked him, "do I look happy??"
he said "no" and started lecturin me with this "I" thingy
askin me the same question, started my thinkin
and I realized I'm very self-centred, selfish
think only about myself, my feelins instead of lookin at the others' pain and sorrow
compare to them, mine's nothin
but the feelins just remain there
but after thinkin hard last nite
listenin to radio (my hp has this radio feature, Im so so so satisfied with this new beauty :D)
I told myself that I wanna give my family the brightest and biggest smile in the world
and I think I'm doin it :D
*
it's not a big deal that i'm breakin up or anythin
that doesn't mean i can't still like or love the person rite??
since my feelins are still there
so let them remain in me
who knows what happen in the future?? :p
*
wait for the grand comin of the 2 stories i hv in hand
u guys will surely surely appreciate and enjoy them
so wait till the time they come... hahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*
~GOOD DAY EVERYONE~
posted by sippy @ 11:46 AM   0 comments

Wednesday, November 10, 2004
2 stories comin soon
i hv 2 wonderful stories with me rite now
goin to post when i'm free
dun forget to visit my page frequently
even i though i didn't update that often
i still need u guys support :)
posted by sippy @ 7:00 PM   0 comments

hatin myself...
still feelin sick
not totally recovered yet
been sleepin a lot at home
gettin lazy and lazier
hope my illness recover fast
this is killin me
*
i read lucius's blog
sadness is fillin my heart again
i hate the way i am rite now
i hate the way my life is
i regret goin to MMU
regret about a lot of stuffs
i hate myself...
posted by sippy @ 6:09 PM   0 comments

Saturday, November 06, 2004
feelin sick...
i'm back in my hometown rite now
the place that i desire to be
the place where my family is
the pace i know i'm well protected
2 weeks back here will surely heal everythin
hope i'll trace back my lost heart
which is still wanderin out there...
*
i had a lot of fun last nite
playin poker and UNO with the penang kias
adeline, yen wei, cher aun, louis and leon
dayze and nick joined us a while :p
the funniest part is the "tilik nasib" part
it's sure silly
i taught them this silly game
and they were all tryin out
but that's one thing for sure
this game is not accurate
cos when i tried mine the first the first time, the result is so so so untrue :p
but then that game really brought us a lot of laughter
i felt closer to these guys :)
*
slept at dayze's place last nite
4am in the mornin
hvn't been sleepin this late for a long time
was crackin my head
there's this IQ question which occupyin my mind
i still can't get the answer after 1 or 2 hours thinkin
guess i'm really really stupid :p
think i'll upload the question when i'm free
see who's the brilliant fellar around MMU
*
when i woke up
found myself hvin sore throat
tried to drink water but it doesn't cure
but neway it got better in the afternoon
unforturnately just now it got worsen
i vomited
from my situation, i can conclude one thing
i'm sick, quite sick but not very very sick
the best prove is that i can still walk, talk but feelin sick :p
what am i crappin about?
i dun know, gone siao addy
*
~GOOD DAY EVERYONE~

posted by sippy @ 7:29 PM   0 comments

Friday, November 05, 2004
i could not think of any title.
didn't blog anythin last nite
dunno why, no intention at all
just feelin lazy, wanna lie down there do practically nothin
havin my PCA this mornin
we had our so-called-quiz
it was open book quiz
that's why i didn't study at all
told u i'm lazy :p
*
i seriously dunno how i'm gonna spend my whole day
told mom i'm goin back tomorrow
there's a CG meetin on Saturday mornin
guess i'll hv a lonely day today
just hope the internet connection runs smoothly in EP
if not, i really dunno how i'm gonna spend my whole day
i'm really a loner i guess
*
~GOOD DAY EVERYONE~
posted by sippy @ 11:49 AM   0 comments

Thursday, November 04, 2004
Worms
Experiment:
*
Little Johnny watched the science teacher start the experiment with the worms.
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Four worms were placed into four separate jars.
The first worm was put into a jar of alcohol.
The second worm was put into a jar of cigarette smoke.
The third worm was put into a jar of sperm.
The fourth worm was put into a jar of soil.
*
After one day, these were the results:
The first worm in alcohol - dead.
Second worm in cigarette smoke - dead.
Third worm in sperm - dead.
Fourth worm in soil - alive.
*
So the Science teacher asked the class -
"What can you learn from this experiment."
Little Johnny quickly raised his hand and said,
"As long as you drink, smoke and have sex, you won't have worms."
posted by sippy @ 11:06 PM   0 comments

i could not think of any title.
was really really pissed off just now
couldn't help cryin when mom called me
i dunno why i'm pissed off
i felt so frustrated but i couldn't cry out
that's why i started prayin to GOD
asked the mighty one to calm my heart
let me cool down
*
rite after that my mom called
talkin to her made me felt so much better
she's there supportin me
i felt so relieved hearin her voice
nothin seems to bother me anymore :)
a good cry does help sometime
when i'm hvin a situation like that
dunno how to release my frustration
cryin does help to clam a person
but dun do it too often
it will hv negative effects
*
i really like it when my heart is this calm
it's like nothin can really make u sad
u feel mature all of a sudden
even though u know it's fake
but then u will still appreciate that special moment
at least i do
*
thanks adeline for talkin to me
had a long talk with her
i never thought i can talk with her this much and this long
felt like havin another close friend :)
anyone wanna play UNO card?
friday 8 o'clock at EP downstair
*
~GOOD NITE EVERYONE~

posted by sippy @ 2:50 AM   0 comments

Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Feel like a women
On a transatlantic flight, a plane passes through a severe storm. The turbulence is awful, and things go from bad to worse when one wing is struck by lightning. One woman in particular loses it.
*
Screaming, she stands up in front of the plane. "I'm too young to die!" she wails. "Well, if I'm going to die, I want my last minutes on Earth to be memorable! I've had plenty of sex in my life, but no one has ever made me really feel like a woman! Well I've had it! Is there ANYONE on this plane who can make me feel like a WOMAN??"
*
For a moment, there is silence. Everyone has forgotten their own peril, and they all stare, riveted, at the desperate woman in the front of the plane.
*
Then, a man stands up in the rear of the plane. "I can make you feel like a woman," he says. He's gorgeous. Tall, built, with long, flowing black hair and jet black eyes, he starts to walk slowly up the aisle, unbuttoning his shirt one button at a time. No one moves.
*
The woman is breathing heavily in anticipation as the stranger approaches. He removes his shirt. Muscles ripple across his chest as he reaches her, and extends the arm holding his shirt to the trembling woman, and whispers:
*
"Iron this."

posted by sippy @ 4:59 PM   0 comments

i could not think of any title.
i read renee's blog, hvin the same feelin myself
a friend told me i was wearin a mask
i'm not original, not myself
this really got me thinkin
am i really hidin my real self rite now?
hidin the self-pityin, depressin self?
i dunno, perhaps i'm really losin my originality
forgot how i was the last time
am i still livin in the past?
i had a hard time crackin my head
everytime when i tot i'm recovered, sumone will actually told me "u're not yet"
puzzlin @_@ (just love this sign, it looks so cute)
*
i skip class today cos i'm feelin sleepy
dun feel like goin
so i went back to sleep instead
neway it's only english
so it makes no difference
thinkin whether to skip the next class or not
it's econs, mr. abadan is teachin
end up sleepin in his class everytime
i'm sittin in the front row
such a bad and mean student i am :p
*
connection is kind of down again in ep
but compare to last time
now's like much more better
at least i can stay online for 5 minutes and more
thank GOD for that
a computer is of no use without internet connection
----> to me i mean ;)
*
~GOOD DAY EVERYONE~
posted by sippy @ 12:12 PM   0 comments

Tuesday, November 02, 2004
the story of a cup and water
just finished watchin a flash
tellin a story of a cup's life
i didn't cry cos i watched it b4
but then somewhere in my heart was moved by this story
this flash is in chinese
but i wanna try translatin in english
just remembered i tried translatin a chinese story to english for a person before
but everythin's over
now i'm goin to tell this cup story :)
*
this story is the love story of a cup and water
the cup said, "i'm lonely, i need some water, give me some water,"
the master said, "okay, i'll give it to u, but after givin u water, u won't be feelin lonely again, rite?"
the cup said, "i think so."
*
the master pour some hot water into the cup
the water was hot, the cup felt like he's goin to melt
"this must be the power of love," the cup thought
*
the water became warm and the cup felt comfortable rite now
"this must be the feelins of livin," the cup thought
*
the water became cooler and this made the cup afraid
he did't know why or what was he afraid of
"this must be the feelins of losin," the cup thought
*
the water became cold and the cup was disappointed
"this must be the work of 'fate'," the cup thought
*
the cup said, "master, i dun need the water anymore, please pour it out."
the master' not in, the cup felt that he's bein suppressed
"the wicked water, makin my heart so cold and uncomfortable," the cup thought
*
the cup tried his best to move, finally the water was removed from the cup
the cup was happy
suddenly, the cup was dropped on the floor
*
the cup was broken into pieces
before he died, he realised he was in love with water,
water was flllin everywhere in his heart
then he realised, he was in love with water deeply
but sadly he couldn't own water completely again
*
the cup cried, his tears mixed with water
hopin that he could use his last effort to try lovin water once more
*
the master tried pickin up the broken cup
he hurts his finger while pickin him up
and there's blood on the finger tip
*
the cup smiled, what is love?
he only knew how to appreciate it after he suffered
*
the cup smiled, what is love?
he has no choice but to give up when everythin can't be saved
*
~the end~
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Two nuns and a Blind
Two nuns are ordered to paint a room in the convent,
and the last instruction of the Mother Superior is that
they must not get even a drop of paint on their habits.
*
After conferring about this for a while,
the two nuns decide to lock the door of the room,
strip off their habits, and paint in the nude.
In the middle of the project, there comes a knock at the door.
*
"Who is it ?", calls one of the nuns.
"Blind man," replies a voice from the other side of the door.
*
The two nuns look at each other and shrug,
and deciding that no harm can come from letting a blind man into the room, they open the door.
*
"Nice Tits," says the man,
"where do you want the blinds?"
posted by sippy @ 4:00 PM   0 comments

heppi bday bro & jeff :)
just finish celebratin jeff's bday
i'm waitin to say "happy bday" to my bro
which his bday falls on the same day with jeff
call him just now and he was asleep
too bad
hvn't been talkin to him quite some times
i'm a lousy sis, that's why he refused to talk to me
but then he's still my bro, my favourite younger bro
luv him lots <3 :)
dunno whether he will be readin this or not
doubt he will :p
*
lately been prayin to GOD a lot
askin for the same thing to happen
am i suppose to pray for somethin like this??
i seriously dunno
growin up in a non-christian family surely makes everythin confusin
just kiddin :p
i wan this thing to happen so badly, want this thing so much
but then i dun think GOD will allow it
guess GOD has a plan for me
that's why what i wish for is not gonna happen for now
i wonder but then i'll still pray for it :)
*
lately hv been talkin to myself a lot
am i hvin some kind of sickness or somethin?
glad people i know not beside me
if not i'll be labeled as "insane"
oops, i'm blurtin out my innermost secret of all
i'm doomed, i'm doomed and i'm DOOMED!!!!
see, told u there's some kind of sickness developin in me rite now
i even prayed like this to GOD :p
*
recently i'm quite worried about this friend of mine
u know who u are
yes yes, u are the one :)
i'm sorry i can't help u out cos i dunno how
but just like what u did for me
i'll do the same thing for u too
if u ever need me, i'll surely be there for u
cos i "luv" u lots <3 :D
*
days hv been better for me
surprisinly i adopt my life easily rite now
sometimes it's better to go places alone
u dun need to increase troubles for other people
and at the same time u dun feel guilty
besides i think single life suits me better
get to go out wherever and whenever i want
just like what my roommate, mei ling said
if u're single, u dun need to get permission from ur special someone
u can just go anywhere, without worries or thinkin about him
just give me some time, i think i dun wan to go back to couple life again :D
*
~HAPPY BDAY JEFF & CHOR SENG~
*
~GOOD NITE EVERYONE~

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Monday, November 01, 2004
500 dollar?
One evening Mike went over to his friend Terry's house to play cards with some friends.
*
Mike sat directly across from Terry's wife. Mike dropped a card on the floor and bent down to pick it up. When he looked across the table he saw that Terry's wife had her legs open and no panties on. He sat up and was flushed.
*
He went into the kitchen to get a drink of water. To his surprise Terry's wife had followed him into the kitchen and said, " Did you like what you saw?" Mike said "Yes I did." She said, Well you can get more than that but it will cost you $500." So Mike thought about this financial situation and said, "O.K." She said, "Come here tomorrow at 2:30 because Terry will be at work then." Mike said, "I'll see you then."
*
The next day, Mike came over, they had sex, he paid her, then he left. Later, Terry came home and asked, "Has Mike been over here today" She said, thinking she had been caught, "As a matter of fact, he did." Terry said, "Good because that fool came by my job this morning and asked to borrow $500 till this evening, and he said he would leave it with you."
*
no comment on this story
can't believe i paste it here
but then i'm not that innocent lar
so makes no difference in whatever a person i am, rite? ;)
posted by sippy @ 1:27 PM   0 comments

my weekend in sban ;)
at last, i'm back in mlk
woke up at 7 in the mornin
to take the cab back to mlk
was dozin all the way here
carryin a heavy luggage and a heavy plastic with many stuffs inside
my mom gave me lots of stuffs to bring back home
whew~~~
so heavy lar my stuff
sometimes hope i can hv another hand to help me carry
but i'll be a monster then :)
*
was havin lots and lots of fun last nite
i'm always hvin fun meetin my nephews
they hv put on so much weight
the older one is 58 kg
the younger ons is 36 kg
whoa~~~ look so chubby and cute ler
i gave them a big hug each
cos i miss them so so so much :D
they were playin ps1 with my bros
boys are surely boys
so i do my cross-stitch lookin at them playin
didn't manage to finish it yet :p
*
went to popular to buy books
mom brought me to buy some clothes
she tot i should get myself another sweater
i ended up buyin 4 shirts and 2 jackets
yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my mom rox, i hv the best dad and mom in the world
*showin a satisfied face* ;)
*
went back home and just realized i was actually self-pityin the whole week
wasn't that sad actually
my dad said i was "wallowin"
learned a new word :)
i dun deny it
was braggin how sad and heart-broken i were to my bros and nephews
and they were teasin me back, singin some stupid songs
bcos i said it jokinly
haha
ah hong, the older one, even asked me to cry
surprisingly, i didn't manage to do so
he said my tears were dry
i'm speechless hearin so
maybe i'm not really that sad after all :)
*
~GOOD MORNIN EVERYONE~
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