a simple plain jane who believes Jesus is her only saviour.
she has an awesome family but in need of salvation.
her current addiction is 2pm but shinhwa will always remain as the love of her life.
| Monday, January 31, 2005 |
| debate show in KL :D |
my weekend's awesome
despite the test, quiz n alpha to beta briefin (which i considered wastin time)
went to see a debate match in KL
my favourite debater, hu jian biao went
for those who dunno him, i'm goin to introduce him briefly
he graduated in MU/UM
is a debater since 2dary school
studied in catholic high school
he's one of the top chinese debaters in Malaysia
a handsome young man that works in ntv7 as the chinese news reporter
he's also the coach for MU/UM debater team
in conclusion, he's good, he's just good, he's just so damn good
wish i can shake hand with him one day, that will be my dream come true.. :)
frankly speakin, i was lookin at him the whole nite when the other debater's not tlakin
so basically my eyes are lock a him unless someone brings a key to set the poor guy free :p
the cross talk by lit khang n guo wei is also good too
guo wei is an expert in the cross talk thingy
he wrote all the script n they performed it so well
we were all laughin there though
what i can is that the show's just great, i dun regret goin for it :p
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will write more tomorrow
feelin sleepy rite now
nites guys
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~HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KHAN LING~
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~HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FONG~
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~HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CATH~
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luv all 3 of u n hope all ur dreams come true in the comin future
if it doesn't, then tell me
i'll try to be the fairy godmother and make it real :D |
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| Friday, January 28, 2005 |
| sometimes, somewhere, somehow n someone |
yesterday, my PCA teacher asked us to download Paint Shop Pro 9
okay, so as a good student, i'm tryin to follow her words n download it
but what's gettin my nerve is the studpid EP server
the transfer rate is only 2Kbps n the file size is 107.91Mb
so i hv beent downloadin since 12 until now, n only 8% of it is downlaoded
well, i guess i'll be using the whole day to download this thingy
sigh~~ (looks like my life has been shortened 3 minutes again)
i'll be havin my test at 3, it's PBU, Business Management
tried to understand, read n memorized, i dunno how much has gone into my mind
i just know that i'm tired of readin it addy n i need some rest
that's why i'm bloggin n readin manga now
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i wanna go out n hv some fun
wanna go and play pool
wanna play mafia
wanna borrow lots n lots of manga
wanna see debate match
wanna eat somethin nice (tired of EP food)
wanna go home n hv a good sleep n meal
wanna go shoppin
wanna by books n comics
wanna spend time readin my "da vince code"
all these are what i desire to do now
but then there's no time for them
can only hv my wishes come true after mid-term
suddenly, i miss my 2dary sch friends, andrew bala, fong n burger
andrew bala --> my best guy friend in sch, a guy who promised to play pool with me :p
fong --> goin away soon, wanna hv a long talk with her :)
burger --> my chattin companion, always share my miserable moments :p
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thanks for readin all these craps that i wrote
i ought to start studyin again
wish u a good day everyone, dun lead a "miserable life" like mine (i'm insane rite now, so dun take my words real :p) |
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| Thursday, January 27, 2005 |
| sometimes, somewhere, somehow n someone |
yeah!!!
my blog finally has a title addy
i announce that in my previous blog addy
but guess none of u guys know why i put this as my title, rite?? ;)
my previous blog title "i could not think of any title" is not created by me but by miss dayze
was in her place when i started this new blog n nothing comes into my mind
so miss dayze, with her super creative mind put that title for me
but since it's 2005 now, i'm finally changin my title in to this "some" thingy title :D
well, the mystery still remains
what does my title means??
now i shall reveal it to u...
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sometimes when u are alone, bored, dunno what to do, sad or depressed
there's somewhere will always welcome u
n somehow u will always find a bunch of friends to help u solve the probs u hv
n someone like me will always be there for u :)
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life's always full with strugglin, pains, doubts n so on
n an individual couldn't handle all the prob by himself
at times, he needs someone where he can go to n share his probs
at times, he needs someone to be there to care for him, n to feel he is wanted n loved
at times, he doesn't feel a sense of belongin, feel there's no place to fit him in
at times, instead of him needin n takin all these, he wanted to give out instead
that's why we hv family, friends n relatives
but not much people will be willin to sacrifice their time for u
will be willin to listen n hear ur pain
will be wantin to involve in ur life n share ur joy
will be wantin to be there for u when u're depressed
in this moment, u may say that u won't betray ur friend, u will always be there for them
it's true that u meant what u say
but when comes to action, u might not able to stick to what u say
frankly tellin me do u like to hang with a depressed person?
will u always be there for that person, acceptin his sorrows n all
bein a good friend, the 1st n 2nd time u might be patient with him
but what if he's the same everyday, will u still be patient with him or give up, treatin it as an everday occasion, not wantin to help him gettin over his depression n be someone cheerful??
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i'm not sayin i can be someone as loyal or helpful as that
i might be the first one to turn away when facin the same situation
since i'm terrible in dealin with them
but still when u need a pair of listenin ears, when u need someone to be there for u, accompanyin u, i'll be willin to be the someone that will care n wipe away ur tears
n for the somewhere, u guys probably hv a clear pic of where it is
n lastly, dun forget that GOD is there to help n guide u seek what u need :D
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~GOOD DAY TO EVERYONE~ |
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| hangin out with someone cuter than louis~~ :p |
my dinner was great tonite
food wasn't the one great in my case
the people i ate with was the one that makes my dinner great :)
i hvn't been seein this person for a few weeks
or should i say i did meet her in campus but there's no time for both of us hangin out together n talk?
this is somethin that i miss doin a lot
cos i hv been typically hangin out with her everyday durin NOC3
still no clue who i'm eatin with?
she's an angel who likes to smile n laugh a lot
a friendly, carin, considerin n generous person that can really brightened ur day
at least mine did bcos of her :)
has a clue who she is now?
still no, then she's black belt in karate
got it??
yeah, u're rite, she's none other than our -----> MISS JASMYIN
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i had a great time eatin with jasmyin
went to chicken chop rice n eat
dun ask me where the location is, i'm terrible with directions, just know it's somewhere in bukit beruang, a few minute's walkin distance
our dinner was from 7 to 8:30
the reason we took so long to finish it wasn't bcos the food we ordered was in large amount or somethin
it's bcos we had a great talk there
seriously, she's one of the fewest person who i can really talk for a long time without either party bein bored
who i feel comfy n natural tellin her whatever is in ur mind
so for the 1 n a half hour we were sittin there talk n hvin our dinner the same time
n that's why i felt great the whole nite after seperatin with her
but the feelin has gone cos my excel assignment wouldn't wanna cooperate with me
thanks GOD that it is finally ended :p
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oh yeah, i changed my title
the sometimes somewhere somehow n someone i'll explain it later
cos i can't help but feelin sleepy now
nites everyone~~ |
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There were two nuns...
One of them was known as Sister Mathematical (SM), and the other one was known as Sister Logical (SL).
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It is getting dark and they are still far away from the convent.
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SM: Have you noticed that a man has been following us for the past thirty-eight and a half minutes? I wonder what he wants.
SL: It's logical. He wants to rape us.
SM: Oh, no! At this rate he will reach us in 15 minutes at the most! What can we do?
SL: The only logical thing to do of course is to walk faster.
SM: It's not working.
SL: Of course it's not working. The man did the onlylogical thing. He started to walk faster, too.
SM: So, what shall we do? At this rate he will reach us in one minute.
SL: The only logical thing we can do is split. You go that way and I'll go this way. He cannot follow us both.
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So the man decided to follow Sister Logical.
Sister Mathematical arrives at the convent and is worried about what has happened to Sister Logical.
Then Sister Logical arrives.
SM: Sister Logical! Thank God you are here! Tell me what happened!
SL: The only logical thing happened. The man couldn't follow us both,so he followed me
SM: Yes, yes! But what happened then?
SL: The only logical thing happened. I started to run
as fast as I could and he started to run as fast as he could.
SM: And?
SL: The only logical thing happened. He reached me
SM: Oh, dear! What did you do?
SL: The only logical thing to do. I lifted my dress up.
SM: Oh, Sister! What did the man do?
SL: The only logical thing to do. He pulled down his pants.
SM: Oh, no! What happened then?
SL: Isn't it logical, Sister? A nun with her dress up can run faster than man with his pants down.
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And for those of you who thought it would be dirty, I'll pray for you!
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haha, a neat story rite?? ;) |
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| Tuesday, January 25, 2005 |
| i could not think of any title. |
it's almost 3 now n i'm not sleepin
i bet i'll be sleepin in class tomrrow n that's not somethin to be proud of
u ask me what i'm doin?
i'm readin other people's blogs, readin their pass post, the moments where i dunno them
i luv readin a person's blog rite now, the way he/she view things truly amazs me, that's why i can't stop myself from readin the certain blog
it opens my eyes, tells me there's a lot of ways to view stuffs n so on
ask me who the amazin person is??
this will remain a secret ;)
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hvn't been bloggin for quite sometime
comparin rite now n last time, i didn't blog that much
i remember used to blog everyday
there's this period of time where i blog at least 3 times a day
but nowadays there's so many things to do
bloggin seems to be the least important thing in my life
but still i won't give it up
no point hvin a blog without updatin it rite
this reminds me of another blog i hv
i neglected the poor thing :p
despite of my busy life, there's another reason to the reason why i'm not bloggin
there's so many stuffs inside my mind
there's so many experiences i want to share
but i dunno which to choose
i dunno how to write it out since my vocabulary is limited
thank GOD that there's somethin call dictionary in this world, u can always check from that thing
but still i lazy tp blog them out
my learnin camp
my yam cha with the CF-ers
the japanese exhibition where i checked it out
the lecturers that were lecturin me
n so so so so so so so so on~~~
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i admit i'm goin crazy soon
eye lids wanna close addy
whatever crazy feelins i hv, please fade away cos i dun hv time n energy to deal with them rite now
really gotta get some sleep
if not, i'll be crazy soon or perhaps i really am rite now??
nite guys
oh yeah, if u're hvin a bad dream next time
remember to call aaron liu
he's good at fixin this prob
rite, aaron liu, rite?? :p *showin evil smile* |
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| Wednesday, January 19, 2005 |
| there's no title for this |
i'm free rite now
that's why i wanna blog
lately there's a few things happened in my life
feel like bloggin them out
but this will waste my time bloggin n ur time readin
so i guess i'll blog it some other time
if i can recall them :p
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i hv this habit of scribblin anytime anywhere
if there's a pencil n a paper/table in front of me
i can hv fun scribblin addy
if u ask me what hobby i hv
my answer will be puttin my tots in words
a single small thing like watchin people trimmin their hair
will let me hv the desire to scribble
so i'm kinda addicted to scribblin but not to bloggin
everytime i sit in front of the com, wantin to blog, somethin will definitely be distractin me
so it will be takin me a long long time to blog
sometimes i blog halfway n decided to put if of :p
concentratin seems to be the hardest thing for me now
haha~~
sorry if this bored u guys
mind's not functionin properly
perhaps i should indulge myself to somethin else :p |
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| Tuesday, January 18, 2005 |
| A Successful Relationship |
A boy was born to a couple after 11 years of marriage.
They were a lovingcouple and the boy was the apple of their eye.
When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open.
He was late for work so he asked his wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard.
His wife, preoccupied in the kitchen, totally forgot the matter. The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle and fascinated by its color, drank it all.
It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages.
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When the child collapsed, the mother hurried him to the hospital, where he died.
The mother was stunned.
She was terrified how to face her husband.
When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just four words.
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QUESTIONS:
1. What were the four words?
2. What is the implication of this story?
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ANSWER:
The husband just said, "I Love You Darling."
The husband's totally unexpected reaction is proactive behavior.
The child is dead.
He can never be brought back to life.
There is no point in finding fault with the mother.
Besides, if only he had taken time to keep the bottle away, this would not have happened.
No one is to be blamed.
She had lost her only child.
What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband.
That is what he gave her.
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If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world.
Take off all your envies, jealousies, unforgiving attitude,selfishness,and fears.
And you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think.
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"A successful relationship requires falling in love many times - with the same person." |
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| Saturday, January 15, 2005 |
| me, a born-loser |
from mornin itself, dunno why i have this pathetic feelin
i feel like i'm a loser, someone who's lame
someone who couldn't get things done
someone who couldn't let things to be under her control
someone who couldn't let things go accordin to her ways
i know there's GOD
GOD decides which way to go n so on
if things out of control, then it's a test from HIM on how i'm gonna handle n solve the situation
but still i hate hvin troubles
i hate it when things go out of my hand
i hate it when i cannot get things i want
i hate it when GOD's givin me a test
n i hate it when there's pressure in the thing i'm doin
cos i can't take much pressure
it will drive me nuts
perhaps that's the reason why i'm feelin i'm a loser now
in conclusion, i'm just lame
time to do somethin about that... |
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| Friday, January 14, 2005 |
| archery n pool |
hv to wake up early this mornin
bcos there's a so-called career talk
wasn't payin much attention bcos there's nothin to do with me
they invited 3 speakers n lawyer is not in the list
so u can guess how bored i am
i ended up sleepin when the first 2 speakers were givin speech
n started disturbin the 2 persons beside me for the last speaker
kesiannya kl n k lyn for sittin beside me :p
k lyn damn good in drawin faces lar, they are so so so cute :D
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yesterday famiglia cg went for outin
alvin, deric, aaron, daniel, adrian, apple, tw, louis, sullivan n me
i hv nothin to say excpet that u guys rockz
we went to play archery yesterday, hopin to be as good as robin hood or legolas
but sadly to say, only 3 were qualified
proudly to present ts, aaron liu n famiglia cg's leader, alvin!!
they were really good
compare to them, my results for the 2 rounds teruk sial
too embarassin to tell
but then i had fun tryin it out
oh yeah, there's a moto outside the archery shop
---> dun be shy, give it a try!! :D
this moto's for louis, cos tw kept tellin him that
please dun ask my why :p
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compare to archery, i like pool more better
both sports also aims for accuracy
but pool's much more simple
at least i dun need to carry the bow which is consider quite heavy
since i'm a weak girl with not much strenght :p
but can't deny that archery is much more challengin n unique comparin to pool ;)
compare to the last time i play, i felt i hv improved much
probably bcos aaron gave apple n me some basic tips
at least i managed to enter a few balls into the holes
anyone up for pool playin?
call me next time, i wanna excel in this sport
haha~~
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this week has been busy for me, quite tirin n lots of work to do
hope i can finish doin my power point for PBU
if not, i'm in dead dead dead meat
GOD, please bless that i'll survive for the next few weeks, in the name of jesus, i pray to u, Amen.
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~GOOD DAY TO EVERYONE~ |
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| Thursday, January 13, 2005 |
| interfaith 8 n taska trip |
today is a beautiful mornin
but what my heart desire to do is lyin on the bed
cover myself with the warm comforter
n continue sleepin, dreamin of my prince charmin
but reality is cruel
i hv to get myself up to hv somethin done
sigh~~
is this the life of a uni's student?
then i'm definitely not fittin in well cos i'm too laid-back
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the interfaith talk yesterday is kinda nice
this is my 2nd time of bein usherer
and also the 2nd time i'm wearin my high heels
the 1st time i wore them was for MUET
that wasn't too terrible
at least i didn't fall down
just that i had to walk a slower pace, which is so not for me
i prefer sport shoe more cos it's not a burden for my leg, i can jump n run as much as i can
the event yesterday was definteily killin my feet
i never know that worin it for long hours will be such torturin
especially walkin a long distance with it
think back of what happened yesterday i rather bare-footed
it's so much comfortable
but i admit that i sat down whenever i got chances
GOD, forgive me in doin so, i still hv long years in front of me dealin with my feet. Amen.
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there's 4 speakers speakin on the interfaith talk
guiltily speakin i only listened to the Buddhismn the Christianity speakers speakin
wasn't payin much attention to the other 2, busy chatterin away
proudly to present CP the chatter box ;)
but i find the Christianity speaker, Yvonne Raj fascinatin
she's the only woman that nite n a lawyer too (just the type i like :p)
her voice superb, so nice to listen to, she's just way damn cool
whoa~~
wonder will i be able to become a lawyer like her *ponderin look*
oh yeah, for those who didn't attend the talk, the title's "status of women in the eye of GOD"
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compare to the interfaith talk, doin social work in the taska was much more tirin
dealin with kids are definitely not easy but enjoy doin so
cos they are so so so cute
the 6 of us, huiyin, kl, loo mun, k lyn, jonathan n me went to this taska bside the indian temple
if i'm not mistaken, the name of the taska is "kasih sayang"
the owner of the taska's a lady n also a christian too
she has fascinatin stories to tell
durin the interview session, she's doin a one-man-show
providin us all the infos that we need
u rockz, sarah (that's her name :p)
the tirin part while in there wasn't the cleanin part where we sweep, mope n wipe the cupboards n tables
it was dealin with kids, teachin them drawins n piggy back them
reminds me of my old days when my cousins were still in kindergarten
used to piggy back them a lot
n that time there's only 2 kids to deal with
this time is 20 somethin
so u can figure it out
the 3 girls, huiyin, k lyn n me continously piggy back them until we were exhausted
n no strenght to entertain them
so the task was then continued by the remainin 2
n mr. jonathan was busy talkin with kenny, sarah's son, who's studyin in UM (whoa~~)
but dealin with kids are really fun though
it's much more easier gettin closer with them than the grown ups
sometimes i wish i'm in a kid once more... |
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| What Is Your True Hidden Power? |
Your Hidden Power Is Light
Angel
You have a happy yes quite soul. You keep
somethings to yourself and like to be alone but
don't mind showing your bright side to your
friends. You find that hell is the worst of all
scince your an angl from heavan. You use your
powers for the forces of good to protect gods
creatures.
Gem Stone: Canary Diamond, Eye
Color:Golden,Hair Color:Blonde that
goes to your shoulders
Quote:In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lulaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
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spent my weekends back in hometown
only came back this mornin at 7 somethin
i had to wake up at 6 to come back here
thanks dad for drivin me back
i have the best dad in the world!! :D
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not feelin so well
that's why i'm skippin class rite now
tryin to get some rest
but still i'm sittin in front of my darlin com
guess that's the way i relax myself
i can't bear not touchin the com if it's in front of me
sort of addicted to it now
scary~~~
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it's kinda late talkin about NOC3 now
it ended on last thurs n today is mon
but still i'm gonna talk about it
cos this is my blog n i'm gonna write whatever i like :p
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NOC3 is a blast to me
i hv so much durin that day itself
even though i had to wake up 8 in the mornin
what i can say is that the CF fellars are really creactive
u should see the publicity stunt that we did
went all over the campus n EP
yellin and shoutin when we saw one of the banners
the students that were havin lunch that time were lookin at us in one kind
not forgettin to mention we are wearin our costume
my "pickpocket" costume turned out to be the "beggar" costume in my housemate, sham's eyes
aiyaya~~~
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everyone looks different after applyin make up
i'm not gonna describe how they look like
u can always see it from the pics that they took
that nite durin fagin's scene, everythin went okay for me
i was havin butterflies in my stomach before my scene
but after i was on the stage, the feelin's gone
n i felt good bein on the stage
since i didn't wear my specs
everythin is blur vision to me
GOD did perform some miracles that nite :D
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MOB scene is kinda sucks for me
i admit i did some mistakes
i came in wrongly in the techno part
wasn't nervous, just not concentratin n lost count
that's why i came in wrongly
sorry to the MOB fellars
i didn't mean to do so
thousand apologizes to u guys :(
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to those who dunno what role i play in JOB
i'm the brusher in the scene, the one and only brusher, this shows how special i am!! (just kiddin) :p
i had to wear skirt in that scene
n i kinda enjoy wearin it though :p
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durin the phinalea (think i spell it wrongly)
i can't really see where lucius was
since i'm not wearin specs n he's wearin a dark colour suit
but i recognized him by his white gloves
saw 2 white thingy movin left right up down
was able to look at the conductor n smile the whole nite
*the statement up there is stated specially for janet n sharon* ;)
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i really enjoy participatin in NOC3
it's already ended
so my timetable's back to normal again
looks like i'm gonna have my bored but peaceful life back again
neway, wanna thank everyone who's help out in NOC3
n bein nice to me
i'm so glad to be closer to some CF members
u guys really makes my life interestin
million of thanks to all of u out there who came and watched the show
everyone of u is just so so so great!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| Wednesday, January 05, 2005 |
| I wish u enough |
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments
together at the airport. They had announced the
departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said "I love you and I wish you enough".
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The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough.
Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you
enough, too, Mom".
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They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the windowwhere I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?".
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"Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking but why is this a
forever goodbye?".
"I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for myfuneral" she said.
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"When you were saying goodbye, I heard you say 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?".
She began to smile. "That's a wish that has been handed down from othergenerations. My parents used to say it to everyone".
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She paused a moment and looked up as if trying to remember it in detailand she smiled even more. "When we said 'I wish you enough' we were wanting the other person to have a life filled withjust enough good things to sustain them".
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Then turning toward me she shared the following as if she were reciting
it from memory ---
I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright.
I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more.
I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive.
I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger.
I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.
I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.
I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye.
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She then began to cry and walked away.
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They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour
to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to
forget them.
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TAKE TIME TO LIVE.....
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To all my friends and loved ones, I WISH YOU ENOUGH. |
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