Just Being Me - Sippy

a simple plain jane who believes Jesus is her only saviour. she has an awesome family but in need of salvation. her current addiction is 2pm but shinhwa will always remain as the love of her life.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Sorry..
I realise I haven't grown much, I haven't grow mature yet.
I still dunno how to deal with things & I damage things so easily.
Hate myself for tat.
I'm sorry..
I'm sorry for not apologizing sooner.
I'm sorry for not acting sooner after damaging it.
I'm just so sorry.
Pls do let me know if there's something I can do..
Or maybe I should just bang my head on the wall (with the pillow attaching to it lar).
Ishh.. I'm so so so useless.

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Wednesday, June 25, 2008
2nd post for today. :p
I feel light, burden being lifted kind of light.
But before I felt light, I was full of anger.
It's irony, it's funny when I think about it.
It's great having friends to talk to.
At least after spilling all my angers, all my tots on them, I'm relieved, pity those who had to listen. Haha~!!


When I stop crying, does that mean I have grown up??
When I stop feeling sad, does that mean things doesn't matter anymore??
I have dreams that I want to catch, things that I want to do.
Most importantly, I dun wan to remain where I am anymore.
It's time for me to march on, time for me to focus on other stuffs, time for me to make my dream come true.


All the nice food in Mlk, here I come!!!!!!!
All the nice manga that I have not read, here I come!!!!!!!!!
All the remaining books in bible I haven't read, here I come!!!!!!!!!
All the remaining Shinhwa posters & albums I haven't collected, here I come!!!!!!!!
I have so much things to do, looks like I'll be busy for a long long long long long while.
Haha~


Tas. I'm off to hikin Bunga Raya Hill again, 43kg weight here I come!!!!!!!!! :p
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Short, random updates. :P
I didn't cry despite what I heard last nite. I think I'm getting mature. I think I realise it's not worth crying.
There are lots of things & lots of ppl who deserve my tears, my happiness, my attention more than certain things & it's so silly of me to not appreciate things around.
I believe one day all these thoughts, emotions, & experiences will turn me into a great women. It definitely will. *wink*


Skipped my morning tutorial.
I didn't intend to skip it but well I skipped in the end.
There are a few reasons why I skipped tutorial:
1. I felt tired.
2. Wanted to print my notes, the printer doesn't want to co-operate.
3. Besides, I hate the tutors that tutoring this subject. If I go there empty-handed, I'll be so dead.
Feelin frus rite now but I'll definitely go to my lecture later.
Why can't they have the same person lecturing & tutoring?
Sigh..


It's fun cf yesterday.
Thanks to Elaine, I now know how old I am now. Ishh.. :p
Got to know the Alphas. Quite a number of them, but I only know a few.
Laser Bean Ray, Alex without the A, Malini & Deborah.
Hope to know more of them during CG or Mlk tour.
But some of them does look mature lar.. where are the cute cute Alphas waiting for me to bully?? *sulky face*


That's all from me.
Will update more when there's any interesting stuff happening.
May God bless ur day. ^_^
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Sunday, June 15, 2008
results.. oh well.
Results out & I didn't do badly as I have thought.
I thought my CGPA is going down to drain, seeing the way I answer my paper.


The first day of exam my pen is not working & I dun hv a watch.
My bro borrowed me his alarm clock & I didn't realise the battery felt off.
Alrites.. it's my bad, my carelessness for not preparing the things that I need beforehand & always waiting for last minute.
Btw.. thanks Khan Ling for borrowing me her pen. She's a sweety :)


For each paper that I did, I was zoning for at least the 1st hour & for some even more.
I was tired & couldn't concentrate. During the next 2 hours, I was rushing like mad, hoping I can write everything down, which was of course quite the contrary.
The 2nd lesson I learn was not to study last minute, & always have enough sleep before sitting for paper.
No more zoning during exam again, or at least zone only for 1/2 hour.


The worst experience that I had in this final is during Land Law.
I wish I can curse with the "f" word but I'm just too polite to write it out, so yeah, you understand can already.
It's so scary to have 3 papers in a row. I wasted not only 1/2 hours but also whatever I had wrote.
I requested for a 2nd book & rewrote it.
This paper is screwed, I considered myself lucky if I dun need to sit for supplementary.
I felt like crying right after the paper.
It's not that the questions were too tough, but my mind was blank & empty.
I felt so disappointed with myself.


3 papers in a row is one of the most horrible experience that I can ever have.
I know I shouldn't blame the university administration but can't you be considerate a bit more?
2 papers in a row is tough to handle but it's still possible.
3 papers in a row is what I call madness.
Maybe it's selfish for me to say but I do not need my holiday to prolong by having my paper to end earlier than the rest, I would rather be given more time to prepare for my paper.
At least than I can score better than what I have now.


Still, I want to thank God for having such mercy on me.
My God is indeed a wonderful God.
At least my CGPA improved slightly rather than dropping.
Gotta work even harder next sem.
Lol.. wish me luck.
Tas.

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Monday, June 09, 2008
my 2nd CD :D
Got my 2nd Shinhwa CD.
The first one from my bro, it's their 9th Album, I haven't took a nice pic of it yet.
Hehe~ wait till I go back Mlk, I left my precious back there. :)
Wanted to listen to the 2nd CD that I bought, it's their concert in Japan in 2006, but it's so hard to get out from CD case, was so afraid to break it.
You know how fragile CDs are..


My love for Shinhwa is still growing & I'm learning hangul just for them. Haha~
If I'm crazy enough, I might take Korean Language for coming sem (which I might). :p
I'm so in love with them. *happy, floating around*
Btw.. I'm able to pronounce them already, but not sure whether the pronounciation are correct or not.
Was trying to get Korean dictionary but ended up getting Korean flashcard instead, it's funny that none of the bookstore in Sban actually sell Korean dictionary. This shows it's time to go shopping in KL. Yeah~


What I desperately need now is a Korean dictionary & super duper lots of Shinwha posters & CDs. Most music stores I visit only sell DBSK or Super Junior CDs & I'm not interested in any of them.
I'm desperate for Shinhwa stuffs now. Aiks~
So yeah.. if u happen to see any Shinhwa CDs or posters, help me to buy kay??
I'll promise to pay back.
If you want to give me for this year Christmas or next year birthday present, I don't mind too. :p


K lar.. enough of my gibberish.
Can't wait for new sem to start. Hope it will be a great academic year ahead. :D
Cherish ur remaining holidays. Haha~
Nites.

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Thursday, June 05, 2008
random
I'm trying to learn Korean now.
It's hard & fun the same time.
Wish me luck.
Cherish ur remaining holiday. :)

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