dedicatin it to a special friend

Recently I found back an old friend, an old friend which I was once close with, a friend which I had neglected for a long period of time, a friend which I ought to feel guilty & be shameful of myself..
This special friend of mine, she's from my primary school & she's been in the same class with me for 6 years.. if I recall it correctly.
I remember her a girl likin barbie doll, always designin clothes & house for her barbie.
She's a nice girl & she's one of my closest friends.
But well.. things that aren't nice happen in primary school too.. so figure out urself.

During primary, I think there were times I failed to stand up for her.
I can't remember what were the incidents but I did feel so.
After we finish our primary school, I never once contacted her.
But to be frank, I'm not one that good in keepin in touch with ppl.
In fact, I didn't contact with most of them unless they contacted me.
The principle of "out of sight, out of mind" applied to me perfectly.
I am a terrible person rite??

I met her back durin my 2dary, we were in the same tuition.
Talked to her, even promised to teach her English in the next class but I dunno y.. I stopped going to the tuition center & broke my promise.
The guilty still set in when I think back the past.
I wish I could have chosen a different route, I wish I could have been there to teach her.
Yeah.. I wish I'm a better person.

I'm not sure whether she still remembers the time that I failed her..
But I'm pretty sure she's still the nice girl that I have once known cos she still have the same smile, she still calls me Apple.
I miss her.. I really really do miss her..
I'm glad I found her back in Friendster.

The lovely girl who likes airplane & pursuin her dreams now.
Even though she might not be readin this, I still want to say this to her:

"Suvenn dear, I'm sorry & I miss you."