im ugly.

I feel ugly rite now.. very ugly..
Not only on my appearance, but also on my heart.
I feel ugly.. very very ugly..
So ugly that I feel like disconnecting myself from the rest of the world.
I feel ugly.. exteremly ugly..
It makes me feel nobody else understands my feelings.
Dun ask me what I'm going through but I'm trying to hold on to GOD.
So if u're reading this, pls pray that I will hold on strongly to GOD & not fall.

I haven't have insomnia for so long but I experienced it yesterday nite.. waking up faling to have insufficient amount of sleep.
I went to bed at 1.. finding myself still awake at 1.30, proceed to watch tv until 4 instead.
With the help of tv & my bro's alchoholic drink, I could proceed to sleep & found myself waking up at 7.
Hopefully I'll be alrite again tonite.. cos I really really need my sleep. Lol~
Good morning & good day.