my daily does on Mar 15

The Daily Dose I'm support to read on my bday, which is Mar 15:

Instead of running away from God, we need to run towards God.

I only read it today.
And yeah, this is kind of the situation i'm in now.
When I read it, it makes me wonder whether it was just a coincidence or God trying to reveal to me.

I do not know why I'm running away from God..
Perhaps bcos I gave him too many empty promises ande I felt to keep it.
Or perhaps I'm skipping church too often, and I felt guilty to face Him.
No matter what the reason it is, God is telling me not to run away from him.

I guess lacking of Christian friends in my life really makes a difference.
I can't help but to compare during my uni life and now.
I miss going CF every Tuesday, going CG every Thursday, and going church to serve on Sunday.
(I was too lazy to go for prayer meeting on Friday. :p)
And I think I'm much happier having God in my life than now. >.<

So dear God, if U're listening, please dun let go of my hands no matter what kay.
If I'm not running towards U, well.. U can always pull me back to U, since I'm tied to U d. *wink*

On another note, I'm losing the "sparkleness" I once have.
Working life really does change me.
I wonder what am I gonna do to gain back my "sparkleness".
I miss those moments that I can smile without worries. >.<

Good nite ppl, if any of u still reading my blog. :p