Things happen recently and I had learned a painful lesson.
In the process, I guess I had hurt some ppl, perhaps directly, perhaps indirectly.
Causing other ppl to stumble, guess might be my biggest sin of all time.
My immature, incapabality caused me to make the wrong decisions, did the wrong thing.
It was tiring to go through this process.
If time could turn back, it wont have to be this way.
But it cant, what I can do now is tried to make things better, change myself.
It took a long time for me to realise that, and it cost a lot, to see other ppl sad bcos of me.
I guess if Jesus is here, He would have give me a sad sad look and a good scolding. After that, He might hug me and teach me to do things the right way,
"Sorry" sounds cheap, when it is used too often but I never seem to learn my lesson and thus the history itself repeat over and over again.
Yet, I still want to say "sorry" for my wrongdoings.
And lastly, there is always 2 sides to a coin, and this is one of the most painful lessons that I have learnt.Labels: feeling, lesson, sorry |
