Just Being Me - Sippy: my farewell speech for CF.

Just Being Me - Sippy

a simple plain jane who believes Jesus is her only saviour. she has an awesome family but in need of salvation. her current addiction is 2pm but shinhwa will always remain as the love of her life.

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

my farewell speech for CF.

Today is the last time I'm going CF.
I'm going to blog about the things which I intend to say on my farewell.
Things that I have said and things that I didn't get to say.
It might be long, it might be medium length, but it wil definitely not be short. :p
So yeah, hope you have the patient to read until the end.

This year, a lot of us graduating together.
Female: Sharon, K Lyn, Jess, Joanne, Renee, Elaine, Shih Wen, CP
Male: Wayne, Louis, Lucius, Julian, Kok Phin, Sylvester, Ezra, Joel
So yeah, I definitely won't feel lonely during my graduation. Haha~

I'm glad to graduate with u guys.
Our batch is definitely the most un-senior like batch. :p
But that's what makes us special, we can be close to both seniors and juniors.
We are pretty small in size, pretty lame, but we are pretty large in number.
In conclusion, I think we rocks~
Thanks for being with me since Alpha and experience so many events with me. :)

This farewell, is not what I have imagined.
Since Alpha, when I look at the senior giving their farewell speech, I always wonder what to say during my time.
I wasn't satisfied with my speech just now.
Felt like I miss out a lot of things and now I'm writing down whatver I missed. :p

Looking back at my 5 years of uni, many things had happened.
But most of them were related to CF so it's kind of true that CF have nurtured me.
I say this this before, "If it weren't for CF, most probably I won't be a virgin now."
It brought me to where God is, it brought me to church.
If there's someone I ought to thank, they have to be Dayze, Louis & Lucius.
Dayze let me know the Lulus and the Lulus brought me to CF.
So yeah, thanks for the 3 of u for making CF such a major part of my uni life. ^_^

Thank you for playing such a major part in my Alpha year. :)

Thank you for being my CG member during Alpha & Delta. :)

My Alpha year was the most fulfilling year here.
So many events had happened, so many friends I had met, whether it's through CF or not.
It was an eye-opening year to me.
My most fond memories of CF is doing NOC3.
It's the key turning point of my life.
If it's not for NOC3, I guess I won't be in CF today.
So many interesting people that I have became close with.
Many of them graduated.
Katherine, Ben, George, Tze Wei, Tze Seong, Asher, Kok Wei, Belle, Aaron, Jasmyin, Jessica and many more.
I'm too lazy to name them d. Haha~
But they are the reason why I'm still in CF today, the reason that I still get to know my juniors.
I would never ever forget their warm friendships.
To Jasymin & Jess: I always love watching what we did at during the credit part. XD

Thanks for always being there to hear me whine. :p
Jasmyin and u are like sis to me. Hehe~

During my Beta & Gamma year, I can't remember what I have really done besides joining NOC4.
I did hope there was a NOC5 during my Gamma year but it didn't happen.
I do understand why the decision is being made but well.. some part of me just hope it did happen lar. :p
But I do want to thank this person for being an important part of my life.
He had taught me a lot during this period of time.
I guess I finally know what relationship is about & also the value of money, even though I'm still a big spender. :p

Thanks for photoshopin my pics, especially my pimples.
Thanks for teaching me what love is about.

Did I tell you there's this period of time which I stop going CF?
It was during my Delta 1st sem & 2nd sem.
2nd sem is due to legal attachment and as for 1st sem, dun ask me why, but somehow I just don't feel like going.
So I only got to know the current Beta in my Delta 3rd sem.
I name Zi Jian as the most annoying Alpha & Albert as the 2nd most annoyin.
But in actual, I find both of them cute lar.
They were the first 2 Alphas that approached me & talk to me.
From them, I started to know the other Alphas in their batch.

Didi, thanks for playin such a major part in my final year.
I would definitely miss u after I graduate. :)

Sorry for the things that I have said and done.
No matter what, you're always be my favourite junior. :)

There's also another thing that I want to write down.
I finally moved out from EP during my Gamma year.
I moved in with the Tiun sisters. Haha~
It's not directed to CF, but it's indirectly.
I was a terrible housemate and yet they tolerated me for 2 years, so I wanna thank them for their patient.
The Tiun twins encouraged me to go CF & CG too. Thanks babes.

Thanks for entertaining me when I'm bored.
Bcos of u girls, I got to know Shinhwa & also Suju.
U girls are definitely my favourite twins. (I do like the other 2 pairs, but my feelings for them slightly more lar. :p)

Never tot I'll get close to u but eventually we did.
Thanks for being close to me.
Thanks for hearing me when I needed someone. :)

Finally it's time to write about my final year, Epsilon.
This year is very fulfilling indeed. Haha~
I have done so many things, taken so many pics with my pink camera (7000+ pics).
I guess I have posted enough pics for my Epsilon year d. :)
My year is indeed a transition year, experiencing the transition from YAC to campus.
I'm glad Jia Tsing's batch are given this task cos.. it's just seem so right for their batch to do. Haha~
God really does thing in His own timing.
He knew the foundation of CF is not strong to enter the campus in the beginning and so MMUCF started with YAC
And now CF had matured and grown, so we are where we are today.
Saying goodbye to YAC is difficult (I do wish my farewell to be there, surroundin by ppl who are in circle) but coming into campus means there's a more important purpose for CF.
Like I said before, make friends other than those who are in CF, it's important to know what the non-Christians are thinking, and let them know the wonders of God.
I fail to do it and so I hope my juniors could actually make it happen.

Thanks for performing the 2 songs.
I know it's pretty de-moralized when nobody hears u sing but u guys still went on.
Cheer to u guys for having such strong and beautiful spirit.
U guys (also to those not in pic) are the future of CF, I know CF will be a strong shelter for who those needed souls.

My advice to the juniors:
i) Do study hard and don't fail any subject kay? (btw, i never take any supp b4. hehe~)
ii) Attend both CF and CG. I love going CG, especially during my ____ year (actually every year lar).
Oh yeah, thanks to Alvin (graduated), Joel, Rachel, Jou Chean, and Merilyn to be my CG leaders in all these 5 years.
You guys have blessed me with fun, joy & laughter through outing and bible study.
Bcos of u guys, I look forward to CG every Thursday and I really couldn't imagine what my life would become if it's not for CG.
iii) Make a lot of friends, whether it's Christian or non-Christian.
iv) Attend prom at least once in ur uni life.
Girls: Dress ur best and camwhore the whole nite.
Guys: Gather courage to ask the girl, dun forget to get her flowers too. ;)
v) Can skip class but skip safely (not until got barred lar)
vi) Dun sleep in class (even though i do it all the time).
vii) Go around Mlk and find good food to eat from time to time.
viii) Always make time for God and serve in CF/Church if you can.
I guess for now tat's all lar. Haha~
Can't give much advice myself. I'm not really a good student you know. Haha~

Next, a few ppl that I want to dedicate to.

(Thanks CF for giving me such a unique gift but it would be better if it's not this pose lar. :p)

Thanks for introducing me online manga.
Thanks for sitting beside me in CF every time.
Thanks for the friendship that started in Alpha and which will last forever.

Thanks for the time we walked to JJ.
Thanks for all the talks that we had.
Thanks for the closeness that we have.

Thanks for not forgetting my birthday.
Thanks for being so nice and responsible.
Thanks for being you. :)

Thanks for huggin me everytime u see me.
Ur hug always make me feel complete.
And thanks for hvin an awesome personality. :)

Thanks for doing asst with me.
Thanks for hving lunch with me at times.
Thanks for not leavin me alone. :)

Thanks to God for drawing me closely to You at all time through the sermons and workshops in CF.
Thanks to all the CF Committees from my Alpha year to my Final Year.
Thanks for making CF a place that I know I can be myself without any pretending.
Thanks to pastor for being a constant factor there and always ensure things will work out in the end.
Thanks to every single person that I have met in CF for bein an awesome friend to me.
Thanks for tolerating my childishness & crappiness, despite how they irritate u.
To those that I didn't dedicate personally.
It's not that you aren't special or equally important in my heart.
Just that my head is exhausted after writing so much. Haha~
But really, I wouldn't want to miss knowing anyone of u.
Cos each of the person that I meet form the CP now u know.
I dunno whether it's a good thing or not but at least I find myself adorable lar. XD

Lastly I want to say sorry to whoever that I have hurt in these 5 years.
If I did, you can go to Wayne and give him a punch lar, he would accept on behalf of me (just kidding).
Anyways, sorry for all the mistakes that I have made, all the inappropriate words tha I said and all those unproper behhavrious tha I have done.
I'm sorry and I hope you'll forgive me so I can graduate in peace. ^_^

Lastly.. really lastly this time.
Thanks for reading it from the start till the end (hope u dun look at pics only)
And I just want to say this.
To the girls: My dearest sister, I love you.
To the guys: My dearest brother, I love you too.
Hope that CF will continue to grow and produce good servants of the Lords.
That's the end.
Yeah~!!
Good nite~ XD

[it's not the place tat's important, but the ppl who are within it]

posted by sippy @ 11:57 PM

5 Comments:

At 1:06 PM, Anonymous said…

I know I'm not reli there anymore, so technically my farewell was already said.
But I'll still miss you guys somehow.
If I'm in Seremban, i'll let you know ya? ;)
At 2:30 PM, Alan Yang said…

Oh, Really going to miss u la CP.
No people buy Siew Pao for me ody. Sob Sob.
At 11:12 AM, reenz said…

aiyoh ur entry made me tear lah
At 12:45 PM, Zj said…

Love you jie!! :'(
At 9:29 PM, sippy said…

kenny: u saw me in jon's house d. hehe~

alan: there's always fabian, esther, joshua, and dennis kok to buy u siew pau :)

renee: yea! i achieve somethin XD

Zj: love u too. ^_^