Today is a Sunday. I skipped Church. I anger my mom. She scolded me for staying up until 2:30am. I told her it's Sunday, I'm entitled to do what I want. She got very angry. I know she's disappointed at me but I'm not going to say sorry this time. I should have gone to church, tat was my 1st mistake. I should have never come home, tat was my 2nd mistake. The bakery business.. I know it's booming. But the thing is.. I can't handle it. She didn't want to teach and I didn't want to learn from the workers. I feel so out of place. Why can't she guide me step by step? Why must she be so negative? She forgot that she's the boss and I'm not. She knows everything and I don't. I feel so uncomfortable down there.. not knowing where my place. Staying at home makes me even more depress. At least when I was working outside, I feel I can capable of something. At home.. I think sooner or later I'll feel like committing suicide. >.< (just kidding) God.. if u're there.. help me out will u?? |
