a simple plain jane who believes Jesus is her only saviour.
she has an awesome family but in need of salvation.
her current addiction is 2pm but shinhwa will always remain as the love of her life.
| Thursday, March 10, 2005 |
| the fear within me.. |
i had this fear in me rite now
i fear that i can't enter law cos i hvn't been doin fine for this sem
i'm not sure how much will i get for my CPGA but i'm sure i won't be doin great this sem
i regretted for the time i hv wasted
i regretted for everythin that i should done but i didn't
just talked to a senior
accordin to the way he described, mmu law wasn't as good as me n kl expected
he didn't really say it specifically, his answers were mostly no comment, but a smart person like u should understand why a person is givin no comment for an answer
either the person didn't know anythin or either somethin's too terrible until he didn't feel like shattered ur dream
a lot of people wanna get into law but the intake is so few
the senior was surprised when he heard the next intake will be 15 students, his immediate reaction was saying "so many"
guess what n i kl felt when he said that, both of us were startin to get worry
kl shouldn't be, she's a 4 flat student
but what about me?? my result wasn't that good n there's so many awesome competitors out there
the only thing i'm confidence in is my english, at least my mid-term mark wasn't too bad
but what if i did terrible in final, i'm sure i'm not gonna enter law course
could i manage to waste another 1 n a half year in other coll??
could i be able to make new friends n left all the close friends i hv in mlk??
could i be able to cope up with my studies if i left mmu n go to another coll??
or what if i didn't leave mmu, would there be any course i wanna study here??
i dunno, i'm so lost now, i really dunno how things will turn out
i dun hv faith in myself, i'm lackin confidence
did i make the rite decision of comin to mmu??
i'm fear to know the bad outcome that's goin to turn out
i can only pray n leave the rest to god's hand
hope my english is able to get at least A- for this sem
i can only wish, hope n pray now.. |
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