a simple plain jane who believes Jesus is her only saviour.
she has an awesome family but in need of salvation.
her current addiction is 2pm but shinhwa will always remain as the love of her life.
| Tuesday, September 27, 2005 |
| wrote another crappy entry.. yeah.. |
I try updating yesterday but the entry didn't update to my blog so I was frus about it and decided not to rewrite. Just imagine ur 30 mins' worth of effort was wasted, don't you feel like screaming?? I know I wrote craps all the time but still it's what I feel within me. Aiks..
I just woke up, wasn't on my tip-top condition, having a slight headache now. As for my mood.. feeling a bit annoying, can't even get myself to smile. If I look into mirror, I'll sure be looking at a sulky ugly face. Looking at the books that around me, be it textbook, reference book or even comic book, I don't have the urge to open and read at all. I need some study mood now.. Will eating my lunch help me to gain that back??
Yesterday I was chatting with a guy friend of mine. He told me to grow up and stop being childish. He said he can tolerate me acting childish but not in thinkingwise. The funny part was this guy is younger than me. I feel like I got lecture from a younger bro. =P Now whatever he told me is stucked into my mind, makes me wonder whether I'm as childish as he think or only my words and actions give him this false impression?? To me, being childish is a form of protection, protecting me from the real world. Without it, I don't even know how to get along with ppl. When there's ppl around me, I tend to disturb them, tease them or doing childish acts. If I'm able, I hope to irritate them to the max. Friends from old time said I'm loud. I admitted and even until now I still talk loudly, trying to get ppl's attention. I might be one of the LOAs. =P Haha.. this entry is starting to get emo and I don't like it when it is. Sometimes I kind of envy Jess, she never gets emo. Why and how?? Some questions will just be remain unsolved.
Chiaoz, hv to force myself study, don't wanna fail my Consti paper tomorrow. Good luck ppl, the war is still on. ^_^ |
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