Just Being Me - Sippy

a simple plain jane who believes Jesus is her only saviour. she has an awesome family but in need of salvation. her current addiction is 2pm but shinhwa will always remain as the love of her life.
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
im ugly.
I feel ugly rite now.. very ugly..
Not only on my appearance, but also on my heart.
I feel ugly.. very very ugly..
So ugly that I feel like disconnecting myself from the rest of the world.
I feel ugly.. exteremly ugly..
It makes me feel nobody else understands my feelings.
Dun ask me what I'm going through but I'm trying to hold on to GOD.
So if u're reading this, pls pray that I will hold on strongly to GOD & not fall.


I haven't have insomnia for so long but I experienced it yesterday nite.. waking up faling to have insufficient amount of sleep.
I went to bed at 1.. finding myself still awake at 1.30, proceed to watch tv until 4 instead.
With the help of tv & my bro's alchoholic drink, I could proceed to sleep & found myself waking up at 7.
Hopefully I'll be alrite again tonite.. cos I really really need my sleep. Lol~
Good morning & good day.

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Thursday, December 20, 2007
puzzling??
I guess once u've walk away from something, things will be different once u walk out & it wouldn't be same anymore no matter how important or how special it is to u once
This is the moment where u feel the sense of belonging is not there anymore & then u know another chapter of your life might hv started.
The question is should u go back or rather move on instead?
They said it's easy to walk away but it'll be hard to go back in.
Hopefully the answer will come to me shortly.
Till then, tas.


Btw.. ACT was awesome, proud of the Cf-ers. U guys did a good job :)

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Friday, December 14, 2007
i feel like crying
I felt like crying..
It's not bcos I was sad.. It's not bcos someone hurt me.
I want to cry bcos of what my "tutor" - the lawyer who took me in had said.
She gave me very good feedback which I feel I'm unworthy.
She said she gave it based on her honest opinions.
It really makes me feel like crying bcos I feel touched with what she had said.
I am lucky to be in this firm, to have known so many nice colleagues.
I am lucky to be in this firm, to have someone teaching me & not throw me aside.
I am lucky & I'm ashamed I do not know how to appreciate it.
With the little time that I have until I finish my period here, I wish to do as best as I can, to help as much as I can, to pay back the kindness that I have shown during this period.
God, I wanna thank you for all the kindness & grace that you have shown me without me realizing it.
Thank you & hope I'll be able to show my gratitude to them when the time ends. :)

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Sunday, December 09, 2007
sharing
Sometimes I wish I'm smarter.. then I know how to change my template & blog's name.

Aarogon.. upon ur request, I'm writin this for you. *wink*


Sharing.. it seems easy but it seems tough.
It's easy if you share something tangible, such as ur food, ur drinks, ur books & anything that you can think of.
But sharing feelings & thoughts is tough cos u do not know whether the person that you it with is interested in whatever you have to say or whether u'll offend the person.
I hate it when I try to share something & the person is not listening, I'll get super duper piss off & having 2nd tots of sharing anythin to that person the next time.


I do have something on my minds that I'll like to share but if I were to share, it will be my problem that I face.
If you're interested to know, then go one and read.
If you dun, pls come again visit next time. *smile*


Should I force another person to hold on to any promise??
A friend of mine help me to realize that it's selfish.
It might be unfair to a 3rd party if the promise continues to hold on.
Should I let it go & let that person seeks he/her freedom??
This is the problem that face, the doubts that lingers in my mind for now.


That's all I have to share.
Good nite. :)

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