Just Being Me - Sippy

a simple plain jane who believes Jesus is her only saviour. she has an awesome family but in need of salvation. her current addiction is 2pm but shinhwa will always remain as the love of her life.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
awesome sermon =)
Today is Sabbath Day, is a day for the Christians to go church.
As a Christian, of course I went to church. I make it a point to go church every time I'm in Melaka.
I'm glad I went to church today, course it's Brother Fook Meng speaking, and his words speak truly into my heart.
The topic is about "Prayer".
He listed down a few misconceptions of prayer and I only remembered 2.
i) Don't be repetitive in your prayer.
ii) You don't need to be a prayer warrior to pray.
iii) Praying for others is good, but most importantly pray for yourself, cause it's between you and God.


i) Check your prayer.. is it the same every day, every week, every month?? Did you bother to tell God something different that you do everyday??
If your mom prepare the same food everyday, u'll be bored as well rite??
So don't be repetitive.. you can entertain God by telling Him a joke (this is from me.. :P).


ii) Not many people can pray for 2, 3 hours. You don't need to be strong to pray. Prayer is for the weak in fact. Brother Fook Meng did mention that prayer is a skill; to master it you have to pray often, and have solitary time too. So yeah.. pray often, doesn't need to be 2 or 3 hours long. If you can only pray for 10-15 mins, then do it.. it's better than not. *wink*


iii) We all know Christianity is about the personal relationship one have with God. True friendships are those that you're able to tell your probs to your friends. I have a lot of hi-bye friends, but such friendships, only a few. It takes time to develop and trust a person. God wants that. He wants to hear your problem even though He knows it. He wants you to say it, ask him so that He can help you


But the strongest words that I heard in this sermon were "Tell God you need him". These words really hammered into my heart, and made me cry. I hate myself at time for the sins I have committed. I turned away from God everything I felt defiled by sin, feeling worthless, shameful in front of God. Turning away from God is painful, and I felt lonely. And I was glad I came, cos He was speaking to me, and tell me not to stay away, come back to Him and restore back the relationship I had with him.


The 2 verses that touched my soul:
i) Psalm 36:4 - 6
I sought the Lord, and He heard me,
And delivered me from all my fears.
They looked to HIm and were radiant,
And their faces were not ashamed.
This poor man cried out, and the Lord heard him,
And saved him out of all his troubles.


ii) 1 John: 9
If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all righteousness.


They were powerful versus indeed. For now.. I have to learn to confess the sins that I have done instead of staying away from him, feeling shameful and ugly.


I doubt anyone would read such a lengthy post. But for whoever finish reading this, I respect your patience and hope you are also blessed by the word of God. :)
Have a pleasant evening. ^_^

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Thursday, March 27, 2008
Happy Birthday to Su Be~~!!!!!!!
Today is our dearest, sweetest gal in CF's bday.
And now I shall present to you her pic..


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Presenting to you.. Su Be and Grace!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Su Be is the one on the left, flashing her sweet wide smile. =D
Su Be is nice.
Su Be is kind.
Su Be is sweet.
Su Be is gentle.
Su Be is innocent.
She is one of the nicest person I ever met, caring for every person and tries to be as helpful as possible.
She is also smart, hardworking, the ideal dream girl that every guy wants.
She definitely has a beautiful soul & is an obedient child of God.
She is special, elegant and not forgetting mature too.
Well Su Be.. I just hope God will bless you abundantly and you will always be so sweet and pretty.
You're one great girl that I'll never regret knowing. Hehe~


Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Thursday, March 20, 2008
Guru of Life. =D
Dad forward this mail to me.
I know i must post it on my blog, cos it's just too true!! Haha~


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Hope you guys have fun reading it. *wink*


Btw.. I have a super fruitful shopping trip today, spend more than RM ___ (fill in the blank)
I'm so super duper satisfied now.
Thanks mommy for bringing me shopping.
Lalala~ *big big grin*


Have a fun nite ppl~ XD

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Monday, March 17, 2008
an unexpected dream
Sleep at 4 last nite and woke up at 11 this mornin, it's still a sufficient 7 hours sleep. Hehe~


I dreamt last nite, it's about me running away.
The background was somewhere far from Melaka, and I was with people that I know.
In the dream, I was very sensitive, vulnerable too.
There were things that hurting me.. can't remember what it was, but I know I ran away, run as fast as possible from that place, wanting to go back where I felt safe most.
After running a while, I hide. People were catching up & they found me.
Then for some reason he appeared there.
He took me away and told them, "Let me talk to her."
I was surprised cos I never expect him to do so.
And then they left, he talked to me.
He carried me to a higher platform, and started talking to me, very gently and patiently.
Again, I was surprised by the way he talked to me.
It made me cried, my heart ached for that side of his.
But in the dream we somehow know that it wasn't like before, things have ended long ago and we are just friends.


He brought me back to where everyone was and continue to give me support.
People were more careful with me this time, it's hard for them to pretend nothing has happened. I felt sick with the way they treated me, so I ran away again.
I tot he wouldn't follow this time, knowing the reason and pleasure of having the company of people there but he did, he came after me & talked patiently again.
I wasn't surprise.. but shocked this time. Haha..


Good dream would have to come to an end so I have to wake up.
This dream reflects my life recently, about how much I want to run and how much I yearn for ppl to care enough to come after me, not leaving me alone.
There were people who care but it's just not him.
In reality, he wouldn't do this, at least not to me. Haha~
Thus.. feel like jottin this dream down. Dreams do reveal your deepest desire and only in dreams the most unexpected things will happen. Lol~


Btw.. I know who ate my chicken wings d. Hehe~
Happy holidays *wink*

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Saturday, March 15, 2008
A letter to You
Dear Father Lord,


I'm officially 22 today. A double 2 and don't know why I'm not happy about it, feel like I'm getting old already. Lol~ I'm writing to You this letter so that I can reflect upon my life and perhaps You can give me some suggestions.


Lord, it's a bit funny without a "him" by my side this year but it's alright, compare to having a "him", it's much better to have friends who can share my laughter and tears. It's amazing that despite how childish and immature I am, I still have friends who'll be there for me no matter what happens. I'm glad to have friends who are willing to listen when I'm "emo". Not forgetting my precious family too, my father, mother, 2 brothers who will back me up no matter how many times I disappoint them, my precious family indeed. :)

Lord, I haven't achieved much in my 22 years of life. Looking back, I was wasting much of my time on manga and novels, only contributed to the amount of rubbish that I had made. I believe the actual volumn of the rubbish is scary. Hehe.. So Lord, I really hope this year would be a significant, energetic year for me, contributing my share to the community and graffitied a few spots in MMU before I graduate. :p


Lord.. the other scary part is not knowing what to do with my life. Lord.. I pray that I will plan when I would finish study, where to work, what car to buy, which house to choose, when the anonymous unlucky man suppose to marry me, how many unfortunate children I would have and etc. Wow.. sounds like a long list.. now I wish I have super smart and efficient computer to calculate the balance of probabilities for all these events.


Since I miss making this year New Year resolutions, then I shall make it today as my Birthday resolutions:
1. make myself 3 kg lighter
2. improve my CGPA at least 0._ _
3. exercise more so no more flabby arms
4. read my bible and pray everyday
Yeap yeap.. this will be my Birthday Resolutions. Haha~

Lord.. I know what type of Birthday I desire the most. I just want to have a pleasant birthday meal with those I care, especially my precious family, exchanging smiles and conversations throughout the meal. I would want to be happy the whole day too, with nothing to upset me. My 22nd birthday, is a quiet birthday but at least, I get to think about what I want to do in life, and knowing who are the people that matter to me most.


Lastly.. to end this letter, I want to wish myself "Happy 22nd Birthday, CP" and see You smiling at heaven and nodding Your head and smile. And really it's good to be a home, whether it's my physical or spiritual home. Father Lord, I have come back home and I love You. :)


Your daughter,
CP


p/s. Btw, happy midterm break, everyone. :)

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Wednesday, March 12, 2008
speeding test, again~
Okay.. this is my 5th or 6th attempt today.


You type 480 characters per minute
You have 97 correct words and
you have 0 wrong words


97 words

Speed test



It's another 3 more words to 100.
I'll make sure I reach my target tomorrow. Hopefully.
Btw.. company law is killing me.. I fall asleep everytime I read it.
Anyway has any idea how am I suppose to read it??


Hope you have a raining good day. =D

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Tuesday, March 11, 2008
my typing speed :D
Sujj.. this is my speed :P


You type 461 characters per minute
You have 85 correct words and
you have 3 wrong words


85 words

Speedtest



I'm so gonna try typing faster until i reach 100 words per minute. Lol~
Don't you just love typing~ ;)

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Monday, March 10, 2008
another feeling post. yeah~
Elections.. it's kind of late to write this entry but I have some thoughts to pen down, so there you goes.


I realise when you start knowing about politic, when you start concerning who's going to govern the country, you're a bit more mature than u're used to.


You start to realise the effect that it will bring to the country. You start to know what type of leader that you want. You start to understand how you want Malaysia to become. You start to know your rights. Lastly, you know you have the power to decide who your leader should be by holding the vote in your hand.


It's lovely to see how political campaign works. It's lovely to watch the dark side of the election. Stories, gossips & rumours were being told to satisfy everyone's curiosity. It's a sin to gossip but I can't help to hear the juicy news that are watery to my ears. The darker politic is, the more it draws me in.. Yeap yeap.. I shall study political science in the future. (just kidding)


Was just talking to a friend, about how maturity grows through diff incidents, diff circumstances. Compare to when I was in Alpha, I believe I'm more mature now, even though I'm not good at controlling my emotion but at least I can view things in different angles now. At least my emotions toward certain things are slightly diff d, not that emo anymore. Yeah~


They said promise is meant to be broken. For me, certain promises were broken. Sometimes I just want to know the truth behind it. Sometimes I just want to know what was happening. I was curious, I am curious and I'll always be curious. I just want to know the truth that lies behind it rather than having to hear from a 3rd party. After all, I believe I'm tough enough to face any situation, or am I?? *puzzling*


Alrites lar.. thanks for hearing me rambling to those who read until the very ened. It will be amazing if you did.
By the way.. I still want to know who ate my chicken wings?? Confess kay?? Won't eat you up lar. Haha~


Happy having midterm test. *wink*

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Thursday, March 06, 2008
my life purpose *big big grin*
I found my life purpose, my life purpose is to do a cartwheel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alright.. I'm kidding here.
Doing a cartwheel is not my life purpose but if I can do it, I'll be content with the rest of my life.
So yeah.. there you go :)


Was googling about doing a cartwheel yesterday night.
From the description, it doesn't look hard but when I actually tried it, I failed miserably.
Instead of a cartwheel, I ended up rolling front. Geez.
So I hope I'll be success in doing this before end of this sem. *grin*


By the way, sweating is fun, ninjutsu is fun.
Even though I'm not so smart, even though I have no stamina, I found joy and satisfaction learning it.
Hope I'll be able to learn somethin more, and trash up ppl who make me cry next time. *wink*
Just kidding, hope you guys have a nice day ahead.

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Monday, March 03, 2008
I started a joke
A 1968 song that sang by Bee Gees. Didn't know there's actually 5 members in their group.
Dunno y this song keeps playin on my head.
Perhaps the tune is catchy.
Oldies are so much nicer.
Yeap, I'm old.


I started a joke, which started the whole world crying,
But I didnt see that the joke was on me, oh no.


I started to cry, which started the whole world laughing,
Oh, if Id only seen that the joke was on me.


I looked at the skies, running my hands over my eyes,
And I fell out of bed, hurting my head from things that Id said.


Til I finally died, which started the whole world living,
Oh, if Id only seen that the joke was on me.


I looked at the skies, running my hands over my eyes,
And I fell out of bed, hurting my head from things that Id said.


til I finally died, which started the whole world living,
Oh, if Id only seen that the joke was one me.
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