Just Being Me - Sippy

a simple plain jane who believes Jesus is her only saviour. she has an awesome family but in need of salvation. her current addiction is 2pm but shinhwa will always remain as the love of her life.
Friday, February 25, 2005
feelin proud of myself, at last a positive feelin from me!! (",)
i know this may sound nothin to u guys
u may find it ridiculous
but i dun care, i just wanna blog it here
i'm so so so satisfied with myself rite now!!!!!!!
why is that so??
i finished doin my banner assignment for PCA which is due today
and i only started doin it 12am this mornin, i forgot about it
n suddednly *poof* it just popped into my mind
not wantin to be neglected by me
since i dunno how to do, so i tried searchin websites for tutorial, hoppin there will be a brilliant master out there to teach some innocent student like me :D
can't seem to find any of them n my roommate asked me to hv supper with her n her frens
so i followed
ate a place of mee goreng, taste was not bad
as for the place i went, i forgot where it was
but i know it's sumwhere near the town area, a mamak stall which is opposite a hotel that hv 2 gold chickens in it :p
the 2 chickens kinda large, so u guys who roam out at nite should notice n know where the mamak stall is ;)
it was 2 sumthin when i came back
was feelin tired n all
cos finished watchin 3 episodes of japanese drama yesterday
n my eyes just couldn't stay awake
i'll tell u about my review on this japanese drama when i'm free :D
so i told myself i'll wake up at 5:30am to finish it
well, i didn't quite keep my promise
i woke up at 6 instead
but that's alrite
found the tutorial i need n started doin it as the tutorial told
creatin a banner usin print shop pro
my version was 7 n the campus one was 9
hope it won't affect at all
my background was blue, it looks damn way cool, just like me *postin like james bond*
haha~~ i know i memang perasan wan :p
after finishin it, did sumthin with it in jasc animation, i'm ready to pass up to lec afterward
the reason i feel proud of myself is not bcos the banner's nice, is the fact that i'm able to finish the thing all by myself even though i copied the tutorial
but that's a form of learnin rite??
i'm always relyin on others helpin me to finish my tutarial, assignment n so on
since this time there's no one to lend a hand to me, i hv to do everythin by my on
i feel kinda independant n grown up :D
i'm startin to like paint shop pro i guess
now i'll hv to start dealin with dreamweaver
creatin my own homepage n all
haha~~ can't wait for it :D
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that's all fellars
i'm late for class
but it's PBS n i hate it
so i'm gonna take my own sweet time :p
chiaoz~~~~~~~~
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~GOOD DAY EVERYONE~
posted by sippy @ 7:55 AM   0 comments

Thursday, February 24, 2005
updated my blog :D
haven't been bloggin for a few days, was busy then
thought of bloggin last nite but sumthin turned up, so i went out instead
so now this is the update of my borin life :p
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if u saw my previous blog, it was written on that day
was down n upset, prayed to GOD n hope miracles happen
well, miracles do happen at times
GOD sent an angel to save me
the angle is none other than my luvly dear mother
i called her earlier tellin her i wanna go home to get sumthin
but she refused to let me do so
instead, she insisted of comin down to mlk to pass the thing to me
i was touched by her thoughts
she sacrificed her time n put me as her first priority
even though i dun wanna troublesome her but i know i can't do anythin
my mom's stubborn at times n i inherited that from her :p (so bad of me accusin her for my stubborness)
neway, my mom came down by bus that time, quite an unusual act for her
tot dad's gonna drive her down or somethin
but then dad just drove me back to mlk that mornin
seein my mom let me gv a sigh of relief, knowin everythin will be alrite as long as she's there
i admit i rely on my mom, dependin on her a lot
since young until now, she's my lifesaver, my problem solver
can't thank her enough
this time my mom even brought porridge along for me, then had so-called lunch with me, it was 4 somthin that time n i didn't had anythin b4 that
so just wanna grab the opportunity to thank her n to tell her that i luv her
doubt she'll be readin my blog but i feel like writin it anyway
to remind me how good she treats me n how great she is to me
to remind me that i should never be ungrateful n be obedient to her
to remind me that no one will treat me as good as she treats me in this world :)
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wanna thank u guys that have been showin ur concern to me
thanks a lot, sorry if i hv worried u
i'm alrite now
n sorry if i didn't reply ur message in ym or msn
my server's cacat, can go online but ym kept signin in n out
msn just won't connect at all
was damn frustrated cos not able to chat with anyone
was accompanyin by loneliness these few days :p
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what else had i done these few days other than the one above?
1. i joined EMINA, became a member of theirs, payin them 3 bucks
2. skipped CF to go watch sullivan's drama. i felt guilty for not goin but i shouldn't miss those nice dramas in preliminary round rite?? oh yeah, forgot to mention that all 3 plays was the jade pendant. sully's group's awesome with all those props, actin n a meaninful endin. his group, PM 51 is so cooperatin, makes me so envy :p
3. celebrated my roommate, mei ling's 21th bday. she's a gama student, single rite now. quite good lookin and prefer chinese speakin guy, anyone interested?? (just kiddin :D) we went to "xuan" n "wings", 2 restaurants where there's nice drinks n people singin. their voices not bad. got to meet sum new friends too, a few girls
4. got a few cute pics in my cellphone from mei ling's friend, dennis n my groupmate, darren. thanks for contributin them. anyone else who's willin to contribute me some?? ;)
5. went n had dinner with k lyn, cindy n winee. went to rent a japanese drama, entitled "before graduation". there's this actor that i like a lot in the drama, so i dun wanna miss it. later bought 3 comic books. went to pm to buy our dinner. i had fun hangin out with them
6. had my moral presentation, the lec said was okay n i'm glad no more presentation for me again. besides jonathan, i'm the only girl who's not wearin formal i guess. i can't stand wearin skirt n high heel anymore. i wore it 3 times last week, so not goin to repeat it this week :p
6. was chap goh meh yesterday, debate group had a small gatherin in hui hui's house. so we played cards, drink "hong dou shui", later drink red wine. we gambled with peanuts. the one who lost would hv to finish all the peanuts. had a lot of fun though. there's this guy call wei qiang there. i always think of him as a quite guy. but perhaps he's drunk after drinkin the red wine, he crapped a lot last nite. glad we didn't meet any accident when he drove me home. whoa~~
7. had fun crappin with jasmyin's cousin, alex n chern lee (think i spell her name wrongly), the girl who's always with alex when comin back from the gatherin. we had fun talkin for an hour i suppose. just hope that alex will forget about the butterfly thingy, then my life will stay peaceful ;)

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i guess that's all what i did for the past few days
not that interestin, rite??
but too much fun is no good either
hope final won't come too soon, i hvn't started studyin yet
can't wait until tomorrow, goin to kl shoppin with dayze n renee
not sure who else are goin, neway, the more the merrier :D
i'm sure i'll hv a nice time seekin for my first prom dress :)
lastly, i hope tracy will get well soon
saw her today, she's not so fine
gal, u get some good rest, kay?? dun let urself too tired n take good care, kays??
will pray for u tonite ;)
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~GOOD DAY EVERYONE~
posted by sippy @ 6:39 PM   0 comments

Monday, February 21, 2005
i'm so doomed this time..
kays, i'm doomed this time
i hv met the biggest crisis in my life n i dun think i'll be survive this time
does prayer helps in time like this??
i can really try for suicide
my life's gonna ruined
my dream's gonna shattered into pieces
n i'm almost in tears now
i should hv seen this comin
i should hv change my behaviour
i should hv get sumthin done b4 this happens
aaaaaarrrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh dear GOD, please help me, only ur grace can save me now. please help me, plaese?? in the name of jesus, i pray to u, Amen.
posted by sippy @ 10:52 AM   2 comments

Sunday, February 20, 2005
reunion lunch in serdang..
i'm missin homecook meal a lot
these 3 days when i'm at home, my mom never cooked a meal
we solved our breakfast, lunch n dinner outside, in some restaurants
i'm fed up eatin in those chinese restaurant now
was eatin in 3 different chinese restaurants since Saturday's dinner until today's n dinner
i can only say this sucks a lot
i crave for the delicious white rice at home
i dun mind eatin only white rice, they are so temptin
how i wish my mom will cook some nice meals for me the next time come back
no eatin outside again, please??
what's the use of me comin back home then??
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we hv a so-called family reunion lunch today in serdang to celebrate my grandpa's bday
met up with all my cousins but somethin unpleasant turned out
ruined my moood for this lunch gatherin
my 2nd uncle quarreled with her wife before comin to the restaurant
the wife didn't come along, so there wasn't any quarrelin or fightin in the restaurant
but still their 2 daughters, 1's 19 n 1's 6 weren't in good mood, i even saw the younger daughter criyin, makin me feelin sorry for both of them
this incident let me realized 1 thing, when the parents quarreled, the innocent children are the one suffered
i dunno why they quarreled n i dun care
i just care for their children who are in dilemma situation now
n i just hope parents will put their children as first priority before startin a quarrel
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despite the unpleasant event, my lunch is considered okay i guess
at least the food were quite delicious, not much to complain about
i even saw my cousin's baby, which is 11 months now
she's so cute n energetic
when she nodded, she didn't only nod with her head, she nodded with her whole body instead
my mom's said it was normal for babies
n she ate a lot too, she's able to finish a piece of gardenia bread
saw her teeth, so small n cute
i can't help but takin her pic usin my phone :)
wish to see her more often, her name's michelle
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i tot this year i won't be gettin much ang pow
but since there's so many relatives gatherin together, i was given 10 ang pows by my aunts n uncles
i'm so thrilled about it :D
but i know my parents also gv out a lot the same time
but it's okay i guess, we only get our ang pow one year once what :p
so that's why if u dun wanna gv ang pow, then dun get married too early
that might be the reason why i wanna stay single, to get more ang pow
i'm so money-minded :p h
haha~~
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find myself more n more vain this day
i'm lookin at the mirror more n more, checkin myself from whichever angle
but still it's the same old me in the mirror
my bro still say i'm fat comparin to me
whatever, i dun care
remember the denim skirt i wore to the CF once??
i wore it again to the reunion lunch today
my mom said i look good in it n she looks kinda proud of me :p
hehe~~ she thinks her girl has grown i guess
not only my mom n a few other female relatives of mine said i look good too
they said i should wear it more often
i admit i'm flattered by their words but then i shouldn't lose my mind
it's the beauty of ur outside counts, it's the inside one that's important
but i guess it's alrite to be vain sumtimes
i dun really get praises like this often, only once in a while
that's why i should really treasure it in my memory ;)
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i'm still in sban, dad's fetchin me back tomorrow mornin at 6
well, i hv no choice but to wake up early tomorrow
i hv 8am class, thinkin of skippin my class
but i hv skipped too many times, it's time to be the goody CP again
n it's time to do my tutorials too
my life's kinda in messed rite now
i should really organize it
does anyone has any self help book that's regardin about organizin ur life or sumthin similar??
on a 2nd thought, i dun think that will help much either :p
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the best thing comin home was able to look at my fav tv sitcom, "friends" i think
i was surfin on the tv then suddenly friends show on was on 8
i dunno how to describe how happy i was
so i sat back on the couch, starin so happily at the tv screen
i'm a huge fans for this sitcom
now i really hope i can get hold of the friend's book in MPH bookstore at midvalley
i know the book's expensive, cost about 100 bucks
but i dun care, i want the book so much
the next time i see it, i'll definitely be brinin back home
so that i won't hv the same regret again.. :)
posted by sippy @ 11:43 PM   0 comments

Saturday, February 19, 2005
my diary from yesterday till today =P
yeah!! i'm at home now, enjoyin my precious weekend
u know what i wanna do most??
yes, u're rite, i wanna SLEEP most
i wanna sleep as much as i could n that's what i did :p
i dunno what time i slept yesterday but i knew my mom woke me at 9am
dun feel like wakin up but mom insisted, she wanted to hv breakfast with me n my bros
so with sleepy eyes, i had to crawl out from my comfortable bed n did all those neccessary daily routines
then after breakfast, came back about 10, went n slept again until 1pm
haha~~ i know i'm terrible but can't help it
that's the reason i come back home, sleep as much as possible
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PBS paper yesterday was terrible
there's 3 questions
i only know how to answer a small portion in ques 1 n that goes for ques 2 too
for other portions i just tried my luck, simply wrote sumthin there, hopin the lec will give me a few marks, so that i would able to pass the paper
but i do know 1 thing, my methods are wrong n the reason is bcos i never do my tutorial :p
after the test, packed my stuff n my parents came n fetched me home
dun say i'm too pampered, kays??
my parents were the one insisted to come n fetch me
but i'm grateful that they did
my parents are the best in the world, hehe~~ :)
me n my mom are gettin along well comparin to the CNY break
at least we are talkin to each other now
n i made a careless mistake
dropped my purse outside my house n didn't realize it
thank GOD that my parents saw n picked it up
if not, my precious IC n drivin license will be wavin n sayin bye bye to me
whoa~~ what a relief~~
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i started readin a new book yesterday, entitled "The Secret Dreamworld of a Shopaholic" by Sophie Kinsella
renee recommended me so i bought it last sunday when i went to CCC
i finished readin it this mornin when i could finish it last nite
my eyes were too tired cos was watchin a movie with my bros
my bro bought 3 DVDs for RM10
so the quality wasn't that good
n now u know i support pirated stuffs :p
back to the book
the book's interestin, makes u wanna laugh in some parts
lots of branded stuffs inside that i never know
for eg. Danny & George's scarf, Karen Millan, etc.
there's too many to list
n i hv the same experience in chapter 11 of the book
not excatly the same thing, but it's similar though
not goin to reveal here :p
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the movie i saw yesterday was "Fat Albert"
in the movie, he kept goin, "hey, hey, hey" all the time
Fat Albert was actually a cartoon character n due to some reasons he came to the realistic world
helped a girl by the name Doris
n fell in luv with Doris's foster sister, Lauri
Aaron Carter was in the movie too but only for a few scenes
feel kinda disappointed that he didn't appear much
i like cute boys like him, the younger the better ;)
the movie's not bad cos it's a comedy n not horror, just suits my taste :D
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this is my so-called borin diary of the day
i can't wait to go to KL tomorrow
my grandpa's bday, this time i'm can meet up with most of my cousins
i really meet my nephews from ipoh & singapore
hope to see them there
life's so good when everythin's smooth ;)
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~GOOD DAY EVERYONE~
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p/s. i hope to be a journalist like Rebecca Bloomwood in the book but definitely not for the finance sector :D
posted by sippy @ 3:01 PM   0 comments

He was not handsome...
story time again!!!
found this story in friendster's bulletin board
as a copy cat, i'm copyin this story to my blog
quite a meaninful one n i'm out of story to post :p
so do bear with me if u hv read it
if u hvn't, do enjoy it ;)
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He was not handsome..But he had feelings..
One day, he felt in love with a woman..
A woman he really had a crush on..
But he realized that he was not handsome..
So he kept it deep inside his heart..
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He was not handsome..
Knowing this, he still approached the girl he admired..
Upon approaching her, he asked her name and asked for her number..
They came into contact with each other..
The guy was happy and he felt nice talking to the lady..
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He was not handsome..
He had to remember this all the time..
He knew he couldnt say out his wish to the lady..
However, one day, he took up the strength to call that lady..
When he was about to pick up the reciever, the phone rang..
It was her..
His crush...
His lady of his dreams..
She asked him out on that night..
There was no reason for him to say NO..
That night, they went to a restaurant..
for dinner..
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He was not handsome..
This was proven to him at that night..
When the lady told him that she had a crush on a guy..
He was crushed into pieces by his own crush..
but he didnt say a word..
He knew it..
He was not handsome...
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He was not handsome..
and he knew he wont get his girl of his dream..
So he intended to help the lady out..
He took the lady to the guy whom she had a crush on..
After a week, he saw the lady dating with the guy..
He knew that there is no more hope for him..
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He was not handsome..
and this made him loose his love..
He just kept his feelings deep inside his heart..
But it was okay for him..
as his love was happy with the guy she loved..
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He was not handsome..
but maybe his powerful love brought his lady back to him..
One day, the lady came all the way crying to him..
She said to him that she lost her virginity and the guy dumped him..
She was all in tears and didnt know where to go..
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He was not handsome..
but he loved her..
He wiped the tears off the lady and gave a warm hug..
The lady felt the warm feel gush through her nerves and touch her heart deep inside..
She realized that this is her true love..
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He was not handsome..
but he found his love finally..
and he was happy ...
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p/s: looks are not really the most important
thing in love..
Consider the feelings of the ppl around you..
You might just find that true love of yours..
He may not be handsome..
but he might love you more than anyone could ever love you..
and that is greater than some handsome idiots who doesn't love u.
posted by sippy @ 2:58 PM   0 comments

Friday, February 18, 2005
a crappin entry :p
another 2 hours n 11 minutes will be 3:30, my suffer will be over then, the last mid term paper for me n the subject i fear most, PBS
PBS stands for Statistic n Probability
i hate maths, i hate formulars, i hate calculations n that's why i dislike this subject n not takin engineerin or IT
even though everyone said i look like an IT or engine student :p
but i do luv to count 1 thing, that is money, especially when it's mine
haha~~ *evil laugh*
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i'm not afraid to take the test, i'm fear of the moment when takin my result
as u know, i'm a laid back person, lazy to study, wanna hv fun all the time
but sumhow there's always a voice inside me tellin that i can get a better result then i hv rite now
so whenever i get hold of my result, i'm never satisfied, knowin that i can do better if i put in more efforts
there's 1 thing weird about me, i never learn my lesson, repeatin my mistakes over n over again
so it serves me rite if my results turn out badly
i didn't study or practice for PBS at all
told ya i hate the subject
whenever i dislike sumthin, i dun approach or do anythin about it
i'll just stay away, hopin it will go off
but i can't fail this paper, if not i can't proceed to beta
so i'm force to grab the book n see is there sumthin i understand, is there any prob that i can solve
n obviously the answer is a no-no
just got a past year paper from huiyin
the questions inside seems quite difficult but when i first browse on them
but when i see how's the answers are worked out, then i immediately find it simple
but there won't be any answer provide on the test afterwards
i'll hv to crack my head n squeeze the answer out
i'll hv to remember the formulars n the way to answer it
n there won't be hvin the same type of questions for each year
alas, i'm so so so gonna die this time
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since last nite, i hv been checkin out the flash link on wontdieone's blog
tat's the main reason tat prevented me from studyin PBS (just kiddin :p)
the server's slow n i didn't enjoy myself much
but there's a lot of cool stuffs in the albino blacksheep website
how i hope i can move the streamyx at home to ep, replacin the lousy server of theirs
i dun recall how many times had i complaint about the server, looks like sumthin will never change
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went to eat ice kacang in BBI with k lyn last nite
it was nice hangin out with k lyn
we hv a lot to talk :)
the best time to eat ice kacang is in cold weather :D
it will freeze u to the max
hehe~~ i admit i'm a psycho
but i like eatin in a hot day too
that's the 1st time i went there n there's quite a number of selections in the menu
dun mind goin there again, the next time i wanna order sumthin that has mango in it
i'm a mango fanatic~~ (anyone same like me??)
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hope god bless me for the test later, i hope i won't flunked it
if i do, u will see me either in tears, silent, or redish eyes
dun worry, i won't be horrible as Juon
mind u, i don't hv long hair n pretty face like hers n i dun crawl out from the tv
glad i dun hv tv here, i only hv monitor, so i guess i'm safe :D
can't wait for the test to end n then go home
i'm startin to miss home now
n i just find myself holdin a new record, not eatin rice for 3 days, my mom's gonna kill me if she knows that
haha, life's like that, isnt' that interestin??
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~GOOD DAY N GOOD LUCK EVERYONE~
posted by sippy @ 1:53 PM   0 comments

Thursday, February 17, 2005
a poem :D
the poem i'm postin is a meaninful one
i hv read twice, n i read it for the 3rd time when i copied it to my blog
maybe a lot of u read it b4, but still i wanna post it here to remind u about how short life is n how important friends r
perhaps i posted it last time n i'm postin it again
hope u enjoy readin the poem below
n dun forget to think twice after readin it

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This is the poem:
Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
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Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might
be too late.
Seize the day.
Never have regrets.
And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today.
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the words above are not written by me
not sure whether it's part of the poem or not cos it's from a forwarded mail
but i prefer to seperate them, look nicer n neater mar :)
posted by sippy @ 9:16 PM   1 comments

read it if u want but it may seem borin to u (dun say i didn't warn u :p)
well, this entry will sound kinda moody bcos i really am now :p
"it's alrite to miss the person that u luv from time to time but remember to move on with ur life when they are not there for u anymore.."
the phrase above is my ym status, is what i'm puttin this moment
went to a friend's place just now with another friend of mine
i dun feel like revealin who they are here
on the way back, we met a person where this friend of mine dun wish to meet
n again, i'm not revealin the reason of it
but it has somethin to do with my ym status
so u might hv guessed it
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in my life, i miss a lot of people, whether i'm close with them or not
i'm missin idols like singers n actors
i'm missin my primary sch mates who i hvn't contact for a long time
i'm missin my relatives that i get to see perhaps once or twice a year
i'm missin my 2dary sch frens who now studyin in diff place
i'm missin my frens who i'm once close with in mmu
i'm missin my ex that i think i'm still befriend with
i'm missin my teachers who hv taught me in various subjects
i'm missin those elders who hv given me a lot of advices
even though i miss them but i can't go back to my past n spend time with them once more
there's a lot of changes in life
a decision u make will cause a diff in ur life, whether it's a major or minor one
be grateful if the wrong decision u make turn out to be a minor one
be cherished if the correct decision u make turn out to be a major one
but most importantly, appreciate the people around u no matter u like or hate them
at least, bcos of them, u know tat u hv emotion, u're not heartless
n bcos of them, u r what u r today
they help u to grow, help u to decide things, help u to think, help u to experience
they may give u dilemma, they may bring u probs
but do bear with it n enjoy their company cos life is short, it's merely 70-80 years
n do remember human bein can never be solitude, they will always seek for companion
tat's the main reason why people get married n hv kids
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sorry that i brag so long
was feelin down bcos of somethin
my mood is ruined for tonite
i wish i can forget whatever happened
but then the feelin just doesn't fade easily
i wish i can forget all the probs in this world n go to sleep
missin my roommate now, dunno where she went
saw her this afternoon b4 she went to class n she hvn't returned rite now
looks like i'll be sleepin alone tonite again.. (dun get me wrong, we sleep on diff bed :p)
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~GOOD NITE EVERYONE~
posted by sippy @ 2:01 AM   0 comments

Wednesday, February 16, 2005
BSAD was a huge success
i really had fun in BSAD nite
the guys are so so so sweet
i came late so i dunno what they were doin earlier
but then i was in time to watch the sketch they performed
there were 2 sketches
1 by aaron's group, entitled "if there's no woman in this world"
aaron, kok wei, benjamin n louis were in the same group
in the last part of their sketch, kok wei acted as a pregnant man n delivered a baby
it turned out that louis's the baby
damn funny lar, haha~~
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2nd sketch was by vijay's group
if i'm not mistaken, vincent's was the narrator
vijay, julian, lucius and alex were actin
there was 2 parts in this sketch
the 1st part was how terrible the guys treat the girls
the 2nd part was how good the guys treat the girls
vijay n "grace goh", julian were the girls
u should see how vijay act
also damn funny, can't stop laugin all the way
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besides that, there's CF's BSB version
their members were justin, jonathan, joash, llyod n ts, host for the nite, winnee was also host too
the song was played from the recorder
but the funny part was their movements
the way they sang, their face expressions n their hands movements
u should see n hear all the girls scream when they came forward to sing
we girls were really cooperative, treatin them like superstars =D
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the next group that presented was the sweetest though
they didn't do sketch or sing songs
they recited a poem that they made themselves
we girls are so touched by them, especially when our names were mentioned
if i'm not mistaken, mark wrote the poem rite??
i really give him 2 thumbs up
*
the last group was lead by our CF president, sam yau
he composed a song entitled "Oh Babe"
it was very funny indeed
too bad i didn't remember the lyrics
then he asked all the boys to go out and sing another song
i dun recall the title of the song, perhaps u can check it out from other people's blog
*
finish talkin about how bro appreciate sis, now it's the sis's turn
after the guys finish their performance, winnee shooed them to the store room
feel sorry for the guys, so many of them were stucked inside
so we tried as fast as we could to arrange the place to 2 parts
1's the waitin lounge, the sofa there
then the other side was the hand massage thingy
*
my 1st customer was andrew, very difficult to serve, need a lot of patience to deal with him =p (just kidding)
i dun think i put enough pressure to massage him cos my hand had not much strength
in return he gv me 2 tickets but i think i lost it
sorry ya~~
*
my 2nd customer was the director of NOC3, mr. mark himself, i feel so honoured, sincerely speakin from my heart *sincere look*
his hand kinda stiff, dunno why but i'm glad he's satisfied with my service, at least he didn't complain :D
he even told justin i was good, i'm so so so touched
thanks mark for bein so nice
*
my 3rd customer was justin
once again, i got to say i'm honoured, i'm massagin for the vice president of CF
justin's one was special, 3 girls massagin from him
me n huiyin massagin the hand, shih wen massagin the back for justin
whoa~~ justin got special priviledge
i'm glad he enjoyed himself to the max =)
*
my next customer was kok wei
i wanna massage for him bcos he's my bro mar
well, he also got the same previledge as justin
kok wei, lucky u~~
oh yeah, dun forget to give me the pic u took usin ur handphone
i want it too =D
the other victim was sam ng
he was sittin there, so i decided he's my next target
n he was forced to let me massage
haha~~
promised to massage for julian
but dunno why didn't massage for him lar =p
perhaps he's lucky, dun need to torture by me =D
*
i really had a fun time talkin to CF members
another funny part was applyin cream on andrew's face
haha, can't help it lar
i tend to bully people who's sittin alone there
n he was sittin alone =D
my dear friend, looks like the lady luck was not with u just now =p
*
after tat, we went to eat supper at ramalan
i didn't finish my roti canai cos it's hard to tear apart n the "kua"(dunno how to spell) isn't that nice, really miss the time when su be sittin beside me n tore for me, so nice ;)
forget about the things that passed
mark came late n sat beside me n andrew
i was sittin besides sharon, so lucky lar me, got to sit beside her =D
was listenin to mark n andrew talkin about anime n manga
one was manga's fans n the other one was anime's fans
i'm defintely on mark's side cos i luv manga so much =D
there's 1 thing i dun understand, it's about final fantasty
is it that nice?? especially the 7th version??
i never played b, that's why i'm really blur about it
there's so many games that i missed out
*
besides BSAD, nothin much happen today
except hvin english test n went to hv a quick lunch with aaron, apple, asher n george
aaron drove there n we had lunch in johnny's
the lunch was kinda expensive
i still feel guilty that lettin aaron to pay more
nvm, next time i'll treat him with some other food
aaron liu, u just name n provide transort, haha~~
but not too expensive please, i'll be bankrupt =D
*
nites everyone
thanks guys n gals for makin BSAD day a success
i'm lookin forward to next year's BSAD now =D
a good news to HARRY POTTER's fans
the 6th is realin on July
just a few months more, it will be fresh n well make
yeah!! =D
posted by sippy @ 3:43 AM   0 comments

Sunday, February 13, 2005
a moody entry..
these few days. whenever i chat or talk to any of my friends, the 1st question that they ask was "how's ur CNY??"
sadly speakin, my CNY isn't as fun as past few years
in fact, it's no fun at all
my CNY is quiet n lonely
compare to the previous years, i felt that the CNY spirit never comes to me
i never get to stay overnite in KL n hv a long talk with my cousin sis when we hv so much to update with each other
i never get to see my cousin's new born baby
i never get to see my nephews who i favour
i never get to meet up with my friends who i hvn't seen them for long
*
1 week break is just too short
but this 1 week break makes me feel like stayin away from home for a long long time
yes, i miss home n yet i wanna stay away from home
many things that should happen in this CNY didn't get to happen
many things that shouldn't happen in this CNY happened
i guess able to stay in mlk, studyin in mmu is a blessin from GOD
that way i dun get to face my mom that often
that way my mom won't be frustrated at my behaviours or my unstable mood
i'm glad i'll be goin back to mlk tomorrow
i'm glad she won't be readin my blog
sometimes i wonder whether she cares how my life is or not
i feel so difficult to communicate with her
i even wonder why she's my mother
n the main reason i wanna stay single bcos i'm fear of marriage, fear of the tot that i'll be someone like her in the future
*
sorry if this entry might sound moody to u
these 2 days was ruined bcos of certain reasons
i'm so disappointed at myself, angry at my family n lost my trust in GOD
i even told myself to stay away from HIM, not to blieve n luv HIM anymore
i knew it was wrong but i was so depressed that time
that's why, i asked GOD to forgive me for my wrong doins
i can't promise that this will never repeat
but i'll try my best to luv GOD always..
posted by sippy @ 1:23 AM   0 comments

Tuesday, February 08, 2005
i hv found what i want :D
i found the forwarded mail i want
thanks to GOD's grace that i hv found it
looks like i can sleep well tonite addy
i'm so so so relieved rite now.. *showin a relieved face* :D
posted by sippy @ 2:39 AM   0 comments

my so-called long borin entry :p
i tried findin the forwarded mail i want
i really really couldn't find it
feel so helpless rite now, tears goin to burst out
but there's nothin i can do except prayin to GOD
neway, CNY is near
perhaps bloggin about it will help me forget about the mail..
*
ever since i hv memories about my childhood, CNY always reminds me of "fa gao"
for those from the chinese traditional family, who pray to the buddhist god n goddess
this "fa gao" (in chinese) is definitely somethin familiar
perhaps different places they hv different terms for it
"fa gao" is actually a type of cake that can be either white/yellow or red colour, sometimes mix
this cake is an offerin to the buddhist god n goddess
basically in sban, if i'm not mistaken, my mom should be the biggest producer for this cake
there's somethin diff between the "fa gao" my mom produces n other people ones
my mom adds eggs in it
so it's not "fa gao" now, it's more known as "ji dan gao"
but i still prefer to call it "fg"
n that's why my mom's "fg" is more delicious than other people's ones
i'm always cravin for it
whenever my mom makes, i will eat at least 2 ice-cream cups of "fg" :D
*
okays, i hv introduced this "fg" thingy addy
so what does this thing gonna do with CNY?
remember i told u that my mom produced it in large amounts?
so she's always busy before 2 or 3 days of CNY
u can see a lot of "fg" in my shop
at least a few thousands per day if i didn't exaggerate
sometimes it's so packed that there's no space to put in the shop
my parents would move them up to the floor where we live
as small kids, we can't help much
so i remembered me n my bros will be guardin the "fg" up there, killin every ant that's comin near :p
i'm a cruel killer that time ;)
lots of people will be comin to the shop too
pickin up the "fg" they want so that they can offer n pray to the buddhist god
*
i recalled my parents workin basically until 12am durin that time where the msia's economy was still good, where the people were able to spend more
but that was when i'm still in primary sch, when my parents r still physcially young to work this late
the workers would be stayin late, workin OT n my dad would be buyin dinner for them
still remember that my dad would buy fried rice n i always enjoy myself eatin it :p
if there's one thing that i can help, that would be puttin "red dots" on the "fg"
that's what i enjoyed doin
if i'm not mistaken again, this "red dot" thingy started from my grandpa's time
where they took a stick, which was round for both edges, then craved a cross on it
so just imagine it's a circle with a cross in the middle
n the red colourin will always be seen on my hand
n it will take 2 or 3 days to fade
oh yeah, forgot to mention that my mother's side uncle n aunts are also doin this "fg" thingy
for some customers, they prefer the chinese caligraphy (did i spell it correctly?) on it
my mom's good at writin those
she has very neat writin n i'm always amazed by her skills
the common phrases she wrote was "he jia ping an", "bu bu gao sheng", "sheng yi xing long" etc.
for those who aren't chinese based, please ask ur friends what they mean
i'm lazy to translate here :p
so u can see her takin 1 cake then another, writin these cake with the red colourin
perhaps this is the reason why people choose to buy from my mom
*
i wanted to explain the method of producin a "fg"
but my vocab is limited, so it's hard for me to explain n illustrate out
sometimes, a pic worth a thousands words
too bad i dunno how to upload pics from digi cam to com
i tried my best to write n erased the whole thing
but i guess it isn't a lose for u guys who aren't involved in this cake business thiny
so there's really no time for my parents to hv any CNY preparation
n i seldom see my house in red like some others do
puttin red ang pow or CNY cards on the wall
this is somethin that will never ever happen in my house
since my parents r too busy n the 3 of us r too lazy to bother about them
but i always hv CNY spirit instilled in me durin my childhood
*
this year CNY is so diff from the previous years
business has dropped tremendously
my parents aren't that busy
instead, they r able to close the shop at around 5 or 6
which is so so so unusual n i'm so so so unused to it
guess the inflation's high n people dun spend much
but mom n dad aren't worried about this at all
she said that she's happy that she needn't do much this year
but one thing definitely didn't change, the wall's still white instead of a sea of red ;)
*
looks like i wrote a long entry for today
will blog about how my CNY was spent durin my childhood later
hope u guys won't be fallin asleep readin my blog :p
*
~GOOD NITE EVERYONE~
posted by sippy @ 1:56 AM   0 comments

Monday, February 07, 2005
searchin for my lost forwarded mail..
was tryin to find a forwarded mail in my hotmail account
i couldn't find it
tried to search in my yahoo account
i couldn't find it either
am so frustrated rite now
but realized somethin
it's difficult to trace or get back the thing u lost it
so when u get hold of somethin, appreciate it
dun lose or let it go for no reason/stupid lame reason
u may regret later :p
hope i find the forwarded mail out
if not i can't sleep well tonite
sigh~~
posted by sippy @ 6:58 PM   0 comments

Thursday, February 03, 2005
i'm bein good today :p
opposite from yesterday, i went to all my classes today
checked out my PBS attendance, found out i hv skipped 2 weeks classes
can't help it, i hate maths n it's a torture for me to attend that class
but for the sake of attendance, i went to sit in the class for 1 hour n study my accountin which i hvn't study finish yet :p
durin PCA, the paint shop pro 9 really gv me a headache
i hate doin art stuffs
i'm not someone creative or patient
hv probs doin the tutorial that the lec gv
kays, i admit i wasn't listenin
that's the main reason why i kept buggin my friend to teach me
durin the class, i had been buggin Geetha who sat beside me n KL, who sat behind me
sorry gals n thanks for toleratin me :)
u gals are so so so nice :D
*
came back to my room, on my com n i started checkin out the pics CD i bought for 1 buck on CF few weeks ago
was busy with tests, assignments n games lately, neglected the poor little disc
so since there's still few hours distance from my test, i started browsin whatever pics n videos were inside there
well, what can i say, past memories flow in me again
a pic worth a thousane words n plus altogether u can write a book out of it :)
too bad there's no pic where jess, jas, n me took together
if not, i want to put it on my friendster
oh well, there's always a next time provided they will come to CF in the future
provided they will continue to stay in mlk *hopin n prayin for it*
*
advice of this entry: treasure n appreciate the good moments u hv with ur friends, forget the bad moments that's gonna haunt u in the future :D
*
wish my luck in the test tonite cos i reallly really need GOD's mercy to help me pass this test with flyin colour
*
~GOOD DAY EVERYONE~
posted by sippy @ 3:57 PM   0 comments

Clean Humour-MOM =D
it's story time again
but this time it's not a story
it's a Q & A session
everythin u wanna know about ur mom, it's in this entry
so enjoy fellars
thanks to k lyn for sendin me this :D
*
The following are different answers given by school-age children to the given question:
Why did God make mothers?...
1-She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is.
2.-Think about it, it was the best way to get more people.
3.-Mostly to clean the house.
4.-To help us out of there when we were getting born.
*
How did God make mothers?...
1.- He used dirt, just like for the rest of us.
2.- Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring.
3.- God made my mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts.
*
Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom?
1.- We're related.
2.- God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me
*
What ingredients are mothers made of?
1- God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean.
2.-They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string. I think.
*
What kind of little girl was your mom?
1.- My mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff.
2.- I don't know because I wasn't there, but my guess would be pretty bossy.
3.- They say she used to be nice.
*
How did your mom meet your dad?
1.- Mom was working in a store and dad was shoplifting.
*
What did mom need to know about dad before she married him?
1.- His last name.
2.- She had to know his background. Like is he a crook? Does he get drunk on beer? Does he make at least $800 a year? Did he say NO to drugs and YES to
chores.
*
Why did your mom marry your dad?
1.- My dad makes the best spaghetti in the world. And my mom eats a lot.
2.- She got too old to do anything else with him.
3.- My grandma says that mom didn't have her thinking cap on.
*
What makes a real woman?
1.- It means you have to be really bossy without looking bossy.
*
Who's the boss at your house?
1.- Mom doesn't want to be boss, but she has to because dads such a goofball.
2.- Mom. You can tell by room inspection. She sees the stuff under the bed.
3.- I guess Mom is, but only because she has a lot more to do than dad.
*
What's the difference between moms and dads?
1.- Moms work at work and work at home, and dads just got to work at work.
2.- Moms know how to talk to teachers without scaring them.
3.- Dads are taller and stronger, but moms have all the real power
cause that's who you gotta ask if you want to sleep over at your friend's.
*
What does your mom do in her spare time?
1.- Mothers don't do spare time.
2.-To hear her tell it, she pays bills all day long.
*
What's the difference between moms and grandmas?
1.- About 30 years.
2.- You can always count on grandmothers for candy. Sometimes moms don't even have bread on them!
*
Describe the world's greatest mom?
1.- She would make broccoli taste like ice cream!
2.- She'd always be smiling and keep her opinions to herself.
*
Is anything about your mom perfect?
1.- Her teeth are perfect, but she bought them from the dentist.
2.- Her casserole recipes. But we hate them.
3.- Just her children
*
What would it take to make your mom perfect?
1.- On the inside she's already perfect. Outside, I think some kind of plastic surgery.
2.- Diet. You know, her hair. I'd dye-it, maybe blue.
*
If you could change one thing about your mom, what would it be?
1.- She has this weird thing about me keeping my room clean. I'd get rid of that. 2.- I'd make my mom smarter. Then she would know it was my sister who did it and not me.
*
if u're free, drop me some comments about ur view on mom :D
posted by sippy @ 1:39 PM   0 comments

angel in my life??
GOD's really kind to me
everytime i feel down, heart-broken, HE will definitely send an angel to lift me up, to heal me n put a smile on my face :)
well, for those who are chattin with me this mornin, u know who u are n u really make my day
all those negative feelins are swept away n only calmness left within me
so u guys are angels to me :)
*
i skipped all my classes today
i admit i'm a bad student, skippin classes all the time..
didn't do much study, seems like the mood's just not there
i really tot i won't be steppin out from my room today until arron pm me in YM
asked me wanna go watch aaron n dayze's drama or not
i defintiely say yes, not wantin to miss the good shows of 2 main casts of NOC3 rite?
i enjoy myself watchin their drama despite knowin i hv test tomorrow
i dun care cos just like sam ng said, "life's too short to be a miser"
i want to hv the max fun from it
n it's a nice experience watchin other people act
*
talkin to aaron liu made me realized one thing
i'm really pampered by my parents in many ways
let me be frank with u
i never do housework at home b4
i only start learnin to iron clothes when i'm form 3
the only 2 things i know how to cook is maggee mee n egg
i never go to sch by sch bus b4
in fact, everywhere i go my parents will drive me
i get basically everythin i wan if only i ask
there's still lots more to prove
guess i'm really a spoilt brat, not knowin how to take care of myself, bias n rude at times
but thank GOD for givin me parents who will still punish me when i did somethin wrong
so i didn't turn out to be someone with very terrible character
terrible perhaps but not with word "very" in front
*
i should go back studyin now, if i dun wanna fail my test..
a gud nite to everyone
most of u should be sleepin by now
wish u hv a sweet dream at this very moment
posted by sippy @ 4:02 AM   0 comments

Wednesday, February 02, 2005
emo person who's lazy to blog, satisfied cos this entry's short
lazy to blog
lazy to blog
lazy to blog
*
brother fook meng came to CF n gave us a talk
he had a great voice, very nice to listen, makes him a good lawyer :)
lookin forward for the next CF
too bad i had a test on BSAD nite
can't skip it, it's ENGLISH!!! (emoin)
*
nothin much happened today except went to moral class 1 hour late
at first lazy to go cos i woke up late
then asked aaron (L) whether i should go
he said i should so i went for the sake of attendance
*
thanks justin for the ride home
thanks for talkin to me too
thanks dayze for sendin me 2 songs, i'm gonna hear them later :)
hope stef g will be well soon, worry about ur health, gal
hope mark can survive still sat, i know u can, gambate!! :D
*
while goin to supper, i'm a bit emo, sorry ya
guess u guys know why
will try to be cheerful n not so emo next time :)
posted by sippy @ 3:09 AM   0 comments

Tuesday, February 01, 2005
sometimes, somewhere, somehow n someone
just had my drama presentation today
i wouldn't say my group's awesome
but at least out of 6 groups, my group is in the best 3
i hope i'm not wrong about this
inem's really good, the first group who presented their drama
i like the way their narrator narrate, her name's rubavathi
since my vocab is limited, i dunno how to describe the way she narrates, what i can say is that she's just... natural in her own way (cool sial!!)
if our lecturer ought to choose a group for the competition or whatever thingy
she can really consider the awesome first group
i guess they will get the highest mark for props, think they hv almost everythin that's needed
n for my group, i just hope we can get A for our drama
cos we hv put in lots of efforts n times to prepare it
just hope the results won't disappint us
oh yeah, thanks sam yau, twins n ts for comin to support us
i owe ts a meal bcos he helps me to change the props settins
can't help it cos i'm short, not tall enough to reach
haha~~
thanks adeline for comin too, u're really really supportive, gal~~ :)
*
went yam cha with 2 aarons n george
was cravin for the mango juice in CD
can't help it, i'm so so so in love with the taste of it
to me, mango juice's the best drink in the world
u will hv to drink it to understand how i feel
sometimes words can't describe the feelin out
or rather it's plainly bcos ur english is not good enough
can't think of somethin much to describe a certain feelin
*
good luck to all of u who are hvin midterm test tomorrow
i wish u all the best n may GOD bless u when u're answerin questions
nites everyone
i can't stay awake now, hv to surrender to the Goddess of Sleepiness (I created it out, there's nothing like tat at all)
hv a good day after readin my blog ;)
*
~GOOD NITE EVERYONE~

posted by sippy @ 3:04 AM   0 comments

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