a simple plain jane who believes Jesus is her only saviour.
she has an awesome family but in need of salvation.
her current addiction is 2pm but shinhwa will always remain as the love of her life.
| Sunday, January 29, 2006 |
| wat else last long besides GOD?? air?? |
This entry has nothing to do with any CNY celebrations is just something that I feel like pouring out..
Ever wonder how many things actually last for a long long time besides GOD?? The colour of ur shirt will fade off, the flowers will wither, the pages will turn yellow, ur calander will be teared off slowly, even ur feelings will go off eventually.. Isn't that true??
Sometimes, I wonder why GOD makes things this way?? Is that why ppl prefer new things over old things?? Is that why new products come out from time to time?? After having a camera, u will want a digital camera. After having a cellphone, u will want a clour-screen phone that can take pics with high megapixels. Ppl will never be satisfied with what they have. Their satisfaction only lasted a while, be it a week, a month or a year. It will be miracle if it lasted for 10 years. I guess this is human nature, they will want more once they tasted something fresh.
I guess whatever I have written above applies to relationship as well. Sometimes it amazed me why those old couples can lasted that long, why my parents who are so different from each other can married for 20 years. Don't they tired with each other?? Don't they feel hurt at times?? Then why are they still together?? Feelings will fade off right?? In these 20 years, doesn't hatred build and replace the love they hv with each other?? But why are they still together after this long??
I guess love isn't as simple as I thought, it's something much much deeper. Once u love, u love always. Even though the feelings might fade off, it will upgrade to something deeper and better. But for rite now, I guess I won't be experiencing it yet. It will take time to tell and I truly hope something will really really last for me.. |
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| happy cny~~ |
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
Yeah yeah, today is the first day of CNY which means today is the day where u probably be visiting all ur relatives. ^_^ I'm wearing my new clothes now. The upper part is an oriental dark pink piece of clothing, the bottom part is a white skirt which matches well with the upper part. I think I look great in the shirt (muka tembok sial). At least once a year everyone has to look great rite?? XD
Nothing much to write lar.. tat's all I wanna post. Get lots n lots of ang pow n belanja me makan kays?? :p
Chiaoz~~
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| posted by sippy @ 10:37 AM |
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| Saturday, January 28, 2006 |
| cny is comin.. yeah yeah~~ |
There's something very strong within me told me clearly that.. I ought to update my blog d. It's been a while again since I last updated my blog. Well.. can't blame me if there's nothing interesting to write rite??
Ever feel ur holiday is too short to do anything?? If u ask any MMU fellars rite now, 3 weeks is too short for a holiday, especially if u stay back for the intensive training which lasted 1 week long. For the 2nd week, if u're a chinese, u hv no choice but to help ur parents to prepare for the biggest chinese festival of the year, CNY. As for the 3rd week, which is next week, it's either u stay at home waiting for friends & relatives to visit u or vice versa. Now, there goes ur 3 good weeks. Isn't my holiday a bit too short??
Things dun always turn out the way u want. U may hv good intention but it comes out sulky. I wish there's a way to turn time back. With that, I won't make all the mistakes which I did. Sorry is a word that ppl use all the time & it's a word that nobody wants to hear. I dun like ppl saying sorry to me but I say it to ppl all the time. Funny isn't it?? Complicated human world where animals will laugh if they have a brain to comprehend. Lolz..
I got to watch Memoirs of Geisha. It's quite good I guess but I expect better. To me, Michelle Yeoh doesn't fit Mameha's role. I'm sorry if u're a fans of hers but she's kind of too old for that role. Maggie Cheung will fit better but sadly she refused to play Mameha's role. Aiks aiks.. But the novel is good nonetheless. To me, the book is better than the movie. Luckily, there's no much changes in Memoirs of Geisha except a few parts are cut off bcos there's not much time.
The other movie I want to watch is Jet Li's newest movie, Fearless. He looks great when he acts in all those olden time chinese movies. Dun u think so??
Gtg now.. mom's naggin.. she's scary when she starts to nag. Aiks aiks.. |
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| Tuesday, January 24, 2006 |
| i'm in mah ho-li-dae |
With the ending of intensive training of NOC4, I'm back in mu home town again, getting maximun rest so that I can go shopping to the fullest. :p Have u done ur CNY shopping, just went to MidValley with mah momma yesterday.
Compare to NOC3 intensive training, this year training isn't that busy but definitely tiring. It kills me when I have to wake up at 8am every morning to go to YAC. I'm not a morning person, having not enough sleep makes me grumpy, sometimes even lead me into "emoness". I admit I dunno how to control my feelin, everythin is shown on my face but my emotion doesn't last long, it only stays for a short while, at least I hope so.
I have been neglecting in my work, not academically since it's holiday but other stuffs instead. I used to be very enthusiastic but now the spark of moment has gone, wonder where it went. I still have my responsible to do, so have to get myself working again. Lolz.. Have to face my consti lec next sem, wonder will I survive?? Hopefully I won't be sleepin in class again, it's scary when she caught me sleeping.
One thing that is good staying at home is that u get to watch as much TV as u want, some luxury u'll never get staying in ep. Yesterday TV3 is showing one of my of all-time-favourite actor, Jet Li. I love watching Jet Li movies, especially the "Wong Fei Hong" series. To me, Jet Li=Wong Fei Hong. If u ask somebody elses to act as Wong, I sure dun watch one. I act like kung fu movies a lot but pls no Jackie Chan movies, bored of watchin him d. Another actor that I like is Chow Yung Fat. I like to watch his gambling movies. Aiks aiks.. I want to watch all Jet Li & Chow Yung Fat's movies.
Guess that's all from me.. Can't think of any interesting to say. Those who have blog pls update often ya?? Quite bored durin the holidays, wanna know how ur holiday is. :) |
| posted by sippy @ 10:40 AM |
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| Friday, January 20, 2006 |
| an emo entry.. still wanna read?? go ahead then |
I'm very very emo lately so pls just bear with me until the intensive training is over.. Sorry to those who feel my "emoness"..
Sometimes I wonder is changing a good thing?? Ppl tend to change from time to time, be it academically, career or in a relationship. I know I change a lot in a certain area.. I hate changes though, especially the way of a person treating me.. I know I'm not the best person to hang around with but I guess I'm not the worst person to hang around with either..
Feel like running away from whatever I'm dealing with. Life is not a bed of roses.. It's not smooth all the time. There will be challenges & obstacles around the way. But frankly, I dun like it when it happens.. I just want to turn myself away, hidin in a comfy place -- home. I miss home rite now.. There's still Fri, Sat & Sun morn b4 mom comin to fetch me.. Have to wait patiently for now..
I dunno about u but the type of person who can easily hurt me is those who are close to me, like my parents for example. Vice versa applies in this case, I hurt them back too, especially with my super duper bad temper which makes me irrational, not understanding & caring.. I guess I should be loner for a while until I learn not to hurt or be hurt by pp. I should stay away from ppl..
It's late now.. Eyes are not taking my order to stay way. The bed is waving at me, telling me it's feelin lonely. Chiaoz peepzz.. Gtg sleep now.
P/S. forget about this enry.. i'm feelin emo now.. i'll be alrite tomorrow. :)
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| Saturday, January 14, 2006 |
| are u interested to watch movie?? |
I was planning to watch movie with my dad yesterday. It's a Friday nite & he's free. Dad said he hasn't watched movie for quit some time so I agree to watch with him. I checked on the newspaper & both of us decided to watch in GSC, which is located in Terminal 1. Since there is no other nice movies to watch, I decided to pic "Pride & Prejudice" as the star show tonite. As many of u will know, "Pride & Prejudice" is actually a classic written by Jane Austen. Of the few books that I hv read which written by her, I like this book best. If u hv watched "U've Got Mail" acted by Tom Hanks & Meg Ryan, the book was mentioned inside there. For girls, go read it up if u like classic. As for guys, I suggest u dun. U will yawn & fall asleep.
Back to the movie, I have side-tracked a lot. If u ask me how's the movie, u'll be really really disappointed. The reason wasn't the movie not good, it was bcos.. I didn't get to watch at all, so I dunno how the movie is. :p Imagine on a Friday nite, there is no one buyin movie ticket for movie at all and it's a 7:30 show, not a late nite movie summore.. The fellar said they will play the movie if there's at least 5 movie tickets. I feel so so so sorry for GSC now man.. Why isn't any Sban ppl watchin "Pride & Prejudice"?? Why?? That's why I bought the next best thing -- pirated DVD. :p But still I haven't watched it yet, lolz. I also bought myself some books, can't wait to bring them back and enjoy myself in Mlk. Yeah yeah~~
Intensive training for NOC4 starting today. Whoever is involved, are u ready?? :D Lunchie now.. Chiaoz ^_^ |
| posted by sippy @ 1:17 PM |
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| Friday, January 13, 2006 |
| my holiday |
Coming back home helps me to realize something. I'm a very very carefree person who likes to be lazy. My mom said she can really really see that in me. Lolz.. intro u the newest member of "CP family" -- CareFreeCP. Bleh~~
The one thing that makes me happy in this this time around is that I get to play bowling with my dad. My dad said he hasn't play bowling for a decade and he's happy that I requested for his company. Looks like I have done a good deed. ^_^ Mom didn't play with us, she was busy taking care of a small boy. Hmm.. can't get to see how good she is in bowling. Anyways, it doesn't matter a lot. As long as I get to do whatever I want, get to buy whatever i want, I'm okay with anythin. Sounds like a spoil brat rite?? I know I know..
On Wed nite, both of us play 2 games each, dad was payin for it. Thanks dad. :) Dad was quite a good player, he's better than me but I got to beat him in the 2nd game. In the 2nd game, I broke my own record, which is 133. It might not be a big deal to many of u but it is to me. This is the first time I got more than 100 and I got 4 spares & 1 strike in this game. All thanks to the employee in the bowling alley. He told dad that I needed to bent down more & I decided to take his advice. And *poof* I suddenly beat my dad flat. :p Yeah yeah~~ Haha.. I'm not a good daughter I know. XD
The other thing that caught my attention is TV. My TV is waving at me at all times, urge me to go dating with it. So I switch it on and watch until late at nite, 2 am maybe. There's this show that attracts my attention: Mondo Magic. I like magic, like seeing ppl dealin with card trick. And I like to see the host, J.B Benn & another-dude-that-I-dunno-his-name. I like J.B Benn's look. He's very gentle looking with big soft eyes summore.. just my type. So so so cute lar.. ^_^ Isshh.. hope to see him more on TV. :">
I guess tat's all from me. Cya next time folks. Have a blessed holiday. \(^O^)/ |
| posted by sippy @ 12:07 PM |
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| Thursday, January 12, 2006 |
| i'm back in sban~~ |
Wheee Wheee Wheee~~~~~
I can't express how happy I am now and ppl has been calleing me sadist from yesteryday. Haha~~ A lot of my MMU friends haven't finished their exams yet and as for me, I'm chillin' at home now, enjoyin my bro's very very advance computer. :p
Banking was a sulky for me, no matter how much I wrote, I know I won't get high bcos I didn't insert much cases in. Can't seem to remember them suddenly. For my next sem, I'll have to do revision every day or makes it once every 3 days. Thay way, it would help a lot during final. But I dunno whether I'll really really learn my lesson or not.. Hmm.. have to pray about it, ask GOD to help me strenghten my faith and determination.
As for labor, I'm quite satisfied myself. I hope to score on this subject since banking gonna pull my grade way way down. If I can score well, my CGPA will at least remain. Dun ask me what my grade is, I can only tell u I'm very very disappointed with it. Lolz..
Let's just forget about the exam, I should be playing to the max man. :p To start having fun, I dragged myself back to my home sweet home. Why is it home so fun for me?? Got a nice big screen, got an advance com that my laptop can't be compared with & there's many comic books lying around, just waiting for me to dig the out once more to read again. I'm a comic addict. XD Plus, my parents are quite free these days. They are willing to bring me anywhere I want to. Me lucky rite?? Dun feel jealous kays?? :D
I'll update summore later when I got time. Going to KL now. Bbs ppl & good luck to u who are having exams. ;)
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| Monday, January 09, 2006 |
| The Oxford Dictionary's latest definitions |
These definitions are cool, at least to me it is. =D Hope u enjoy reading it. ^_^ Divorce : Future tense of marriage.
Cigarette :A pinch of tobacco rolled in paper with fire at one end & a fool on the other.
Lecture : An art of transferring information from the notes of the Lecturer to the notes of the students without passing through the minds of either.
Conference : The confusion of one man multiplied by the number present.
Conference Room : A place where everybody talks, nobody listens and everybody disagrees later on.
Committee : Individuals who can do nothing individually and sit to decide that nothing can be done together.
Office : A place where you can relax after your strenuous home life.
Yawn : The only time some people ever get to open their mouth.
Compromise : The art of dividing a cake in such a way that everybody believes he got the biggest piece.
Classic : A book which people praise, but do not read.
Smile : A curve that can set a lot of things straight.
Etc. : A sign to make others believe that you know more than you actually do.
Experience : The name people give to their mistakes.
Opportunist : A person who starts taking a bath if he accidentally falls into a river.
Miser : A person who lives poor so that he can die rich.
Father : A banker provided by nature.
Criminal : A guy no different from the rest....except that he got caught.
Boss : Someone who is early when you are late and late when you are early.
Politician : One who shakes your hand before elections and your confidence after.
Doctor : A person who kills your ills by pills, and kills you with his bills.
Just had my exam this morning, the paper I fear most for this sem - law of banking. Can't remember those cases names, I hate to remember names. I'm better in remember the facts inside the case. Why can't I have objective questions instead of the stupid structure questions?? Will be having my labor paper on Wednesday. Let's just say I'm so doomed cos I haven't started my paper yet. Looks like not much sleeping for me tonite. Have to stress again. Oh well.. What do u expect from a girl like me who's always burning midnite oil?? Chiaoz.. gonna get back study.. feel like taking a bath man.. body so sticky.. :p |
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| Sunday, January 08, 2006 |
| Old times.. do u miss them?? |
I'm having flu rite now.. my nose is very very itchy..anyone has any cure??
I dun usually reminise the old time u know.. I look forward to the future, appreciate the present and look back into the past only sometimes. But just 10 mins ago, I signed in to msn, checked out who's still online, saw Nick's name there. U may be wonder who Nick is. Nick is a guy who I know in my Alpha year and he's in Cyber now. I didn't know he has a blog, that shows how long I didn't keep contact with him d. The one I thing I'll always remember about Nick is that his birthday is one day earlier than me. ^_^
I open the link to his website, am quite surprise he actually keeps a blog. To be frank, it's just not so for him but I'm glad he keeps it, I get to know what happens in his life. In his blog, he mentions a few familiar names: Simon, Jolene, Ran, Adeline, Yen Wei etc. I can't help but remembering the good times I have with them, the ones who are in Cyber now. I miss the talk with Adeline, I miss calling Simon "father" , I miss Yen Wei's loud voice, and I miss Chee Seng's sarcasm I miss Aaron, Belle & Dayze, Daniel & Jasmyin too. It's so hard to see them now. Sometimes I wonder how they are... Are they satisfied, are they happy over in Cyber??
I guess seperation is part of growing up. It helps u to become more mature, helps u to realize nothing will stay forever. U have to accept the fact & deal with it. There will always be ppl sharing & leaving ur life. The only thing u can do is cherish their friendship & always keep them close to ur heart. I doubt any of u will read my blog but I just wanna tell u guys I miss u guys a lot.. If GOD ever grants me a wish, I'll wish I'm able to go back Alpha once more so that I can spend more time with u ppl & talk to u ppl more. An impossible wish I know but I dun deny I yearn for it. :)
Before ending this entry, I wanna wish the 2 bday boy today happy birthday.
Allow me to present u.... the LULU TWINS!!!!!
Right after Julian & Elaine, Lucius & Louis are turning 20 as well, good for ya. :D
May GOD bless u guys a blessed bday & may all ur bday wishes come true.
Happy always ya??
Florence, remember to treat Louis very very nicely, kays?? XD
Gtg back study now. Still hv lots more to cover in my banking law & I haven't started my labor law yet. I'm so so so doomed. :p Nite peepzz.. |
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| Thursday, January 05, 2006 |
| no more classes for sem 2 |
Well.. my classes in sem 2 are officially over now. I had my labor law classes and tutorials today. I feel empty now though, feel like going back to Sban. Home is always a good hideout for me. Lolz.
Have u ever feel u're double-faced b4?? I am at times. I'm a totally different person when I'm at home & when I'm in Mlk. If u think I am "manja" in Mlk, then u ought to see how I behave at home, definitely freak u out. Sometimes I wonder why am I so extreme.. Something told me I ought to think twice or more before I act.
The issue here is should I go back this weekend?? I have absolutely no idea. I want to go back but there's something tying be back here. It's definitely not BoyY, something else instead. Should I?? I miss the comfort of my home though but I doubt I'll do much study. The worst thing is my exam on Mon. I'm in a dilemma rite now.
I just realized I screw up my social life totally. I can't think of eating lunch or dinner with anyone if BoyY isn't eating with me. Lolz, pathetic rite?? I dunno how I ended up this way also. Haha.. but u must admit it's funny rite?? XD
Gtg now. I'm using my roommate's com without her knowing. Shh.. dun tell her kays?? ;) *just kidding*
Nite peepzz.. study hard for final. ^_^ |
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| Wednesday, January 04, 2006 |
| happy birthday to 2 friends |
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JULIAN!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELAINE!!
They are the first to turn 20 in my year. Haha.. U guys are no more kids, u guys are so so so officially adult now. :p I hate the thought turning to 20.. Can I be 19 forever?? XD
Lucky to both Julian & Elain, they hv their own bday cakes. Luckily their handsome & pretty faces were not smashed by the cakes. If not, the poor poor cake will be wasted. ;)
Julian, since u're the ta kor kor for us Betas, hope u will be a role model for the guys, ask them to treat us girls more nicely. Haha.. Hope that GOD bless u in ur studies & ur relationship with Shih Wern. Treat Shih Wern nicely ya?? :p
Elain, as for u, ta jie jie, must teach all the girls on how to bully & torture guys so that we can rule the CF. Haha.. just kidding. ;) I just hope u will always take good care of ur health & studies hard. U will be doin great & may GOD gives a smooth road for u ahead.
Another 2 more January babies coming out. Guess who they are?? :p
Chiaoz peeps. ;)Labels: birthday |
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| Monday, January 02, 2006 |
| new year resolution for 2006?? Nah.. :p |
Just deleted my 1st post in 2006.. let's just say I dun think it's appropriate to put in my blog. I want my 2006 year entries to be happy ones after all. I'm pretty sure not much ppl hv read the post, so I might as well delete it. :p
Normally ppl hv new year resolutions. They will want to change their bad habits or want to achieve something in the beginning of the year. As for me, someone who doesn't plan, I dun plan to hv any new year resolution at all. If u insist of me making one, I only hv 1 item to in my mind: not to lose temper or "merajuk" easily. ^_^
My bro's okay now. He's not really a dengue case. The stupid doctor treated lonely. Looks like he's not hving any big knuckles after all. Anyway, he's still quite weak yet. Mom treated him like a prince since he's sick. Oh well.. he lies on the hospital bed for 6 days. My poor poor bro *in an annoyin tone*.
I'm sure lots of interesting stuffs will be happening in 2006. Holidays are coming, NOC4 is 2 days after Valentine's Day. Finally, I'm able to celebrate Valentine's Day with someone, no more alone. ^_^V
Guess that's all for now. I have to prepare for my presentation now. I'll be chosen if I'm "lucky".
Chiaoz peeps. ;)
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