Just Being Me - Sippy

a simple plain jane who believes Jesus is her only saviour. she has an awesome family but in need of salvation. her current addiction is 2pm but shinhwa will always remain as the love of her life.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
my feelin :(
Jealous.. I'm feeling JEALOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel like screaming rite now....
Aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


My Andy Oppa.. I know I'm supposed to be mature, supposed to be realistic, supposed to accept the fact that he is far away from me, I would never see him in real life n it's impossible for him to fall in love with me.
Furthermore I'm so short, dark, ugly and.. I can't make Kimchi, he wants a girl that can.
Still I feel so so so jealous watchin "We Got Married", makes me wish I'm Solbi so that I can be the one cookin for him, applying mask on him, sittin on his lap and kissin him.. and gives him all my love.
My heart feels like tearing apart when he gave Solbi a ring and said "Oppa's heart is slowly opening up itself" in the interview.
I dunno how true it is.. it might be acting, but it looks real, a nightmare for me..
But still I really hope Solbi can continue to make Andy happy.. cos he deserves to smile all the time. He's a cute sweetie. :)

Just ignore me.. I know I'm acting childishly again but I just can't help it.
Sigh.. dreams will only happen in dreams. *sad & jealous mode*

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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
my 2nd post of shinhwa. :p
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Well.. I have been shouting "Shinhwa Shinhwa Shinhwa" since I started watching them joining the first season of love letter(game show, not movie) on Youtube.
Bet ppl around me are starting to get annoy with my childish, irritating, idiotic behavior. :p
What would you think if I tell you I cried a whole afternoon for them??
You must think I'm crazy rite??
A whole freaking afternoon.. after I read what happened to Andy, the youngest member in the group & what they did to have him coming back to the group it just makes me cry even more.. whether I'm watching the video clip or not.
Just thinkin alone enough to generate my tears outs.
Ishh.. y do I cry easily?? Haha..


I have no idea how to post youtube clips on my blog.
So I'll just put the link here.
Shinhwa 2001 Guerilla Concert 1/3 (Eng Subs)
Shinhwa 2001 Guerilla Concert 2/3 (Eng Subs)
Shinhwa 2001 Guerilla Concert 3/3 (Eng Subs)


My addiction for them grew even more now. Haha~
Well.. I better stop cryin rite now, eyes are super red d. :P
For those who hv finish their exams, congratulation.
For those who hv not, continue to gambate.
Finals ending soon. Yeah~


Lastly, a cute song clip from Andy, the member I like most in the group.
He doesn't have the best voice, you might not like his singing at all but when I hear this song, I feel like listening over n over again.
Cos he's so cute, cos this song is so him, you will understand my feeling when u get to know him.
Super duper love him lots. Haha
Tas ppl. :)

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Monday, May 19, 2008
i'm tagged. wow~
I just notice this.. in my bro's blog, I'm tagged.
Oh well.. now I know how u tag ppl. >.<

RULES:
1. The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her crush or perfect lover. Whichever applies.

2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.

3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.

4. If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.

5. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

Obviously he must be a guy, I'm not lesbian after all

here it goes...

1. He must be tall & fair since I'm dark & short

2. He must wear specs & have a nice voice

3. He must be smart, funny & mature, so that he can handle me well

4. He must love me for who I am & not ashame of me despite what I do

5. He must not be musician or gamer, who thinks instrument or computer is his gf/wife

6. He doesn't need to be rich but at least from a reasonably well-to-do background

7. Hopefully he is as cute as Andy Oppa~

8. Lastly, and most importantly he must be a Christian who loves & obey God.

Now i tag.. whoever is reading.. Will there be anybody?? *wondering*

Btw.. the person I mentioned do exist.. but I'm pretty sure he's not straight. Lol~

posted by sippy @ 11:36 PM   0 comments

thanks a lot, bro :D
You have no idea how happy I am right now.
You have no idea how dreamily floating I am right now.
I'm just so super duper happy rite now *jumping & dancing around in my room*
My awesomely great bro bought me the thing I want most.. I shall not reveal now!!!!!!!!!!! :P
I just want to tell him million times thank you, he does sayang me after all. Haha~
Wait until my exam over, I got lots of free time, I'll take nice nice picture about it, then I show you but really.. you have no idea how much squeaky noise and how much jumping I made till Elvi gave me a weird stare or how wide my smile is when I show to Renee.


Who needs a bf when u hv an awesomely nice bro and an amazingly cute, mature & talented boy band to make you happy??
Haha~ Maybe I'm destined to be single for the rest of my life. Yippie~!!

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Sunday, May 18, 2008
<3 them lots XD
I'm crazily addicted to this group now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They are Shinhwa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It means legendary and they really are. :D
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How how how??
Andy
Eric, Min Woo Hye Seung
Jun Jun, Dong Wan

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Super gila like Andy, the youngest member in the group, even though he's 27 already :p
He's not particularly handsome, not the most outstanding member in the group, doesn't have the most stunning talents either.
But to me.. he's just so adorably cute, innocent and shy.. makes me feel like bullyin n sayang-in him the same time.. if only i can get my hands on him. (kidding lar!!)
Summore he got baby face, makes him look even cuter.
Every time I think of him, it just put a smile on my face, automatically.
I need serious help in getting out of this addiction. Lol~ 

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After Andy, I like Hye Sung.
He also has that baby fat which I adore too & he's quite handsome. Haha~
The lead singer in the group & very athletic.
He's quite tall btw, bet lots of girls are crazy for him. XD


As for the remaining members, they are awesome, but particularly favour these two. Yeah~
But I feel kinda sad of knowing them only now.
They have been around for 10 years and one by one they are shortlisted to be in military.
Sigh.. will still support them nonetheless.
It's has been quite long since the last time I'm crazy for a group.
The last one I'm crazy for is "5ive". Haha~
Want to buy their original albums. Yeah. XD


Andy Oppa, 너 귀엽다, 당신을 사랑합니다 !! (I dunno Korean btw.. so if the grammar is wrong, sorry la :p)

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Saturday, May 10, 2008
to the most import woman in my lfie
To my dear mom,


If God ask me what's the loveliest thing in this world, I would definitely answer is u cos there are no one is as lovely as you in my eyes. You're one woman that I love and fear most. I love u for the very fact that u are my mom and I fear of losing u most cos mom.. u're my strongest support, whether physically or morally. No one can ever replace u.

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People always tell me how great u are but mommy.. they will never know how great u are cos only papa & the 3 of us know how much efforts, how much sacrifices u put in to give in to let us enjoy the life we have now. You're the farmer who plough the land, plant the seed, while we, ur children are the one that enjoy your harvest. Sometimes I feel so guilty for taking u for granted.

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Comparing your old pics & new pics, mommy, instead of growing up, u have become more & more beautiful. Ur beauty is not only from ur outward appearance, but from your inward as well. U have an amazingly strong innerself, which u love & care for ppl around u. There are times that you're hurt & betrayed but mommy.. u never hesitate to love us more each time that happens. Thanks mommy.


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Mommy, u always tell us how proud u are having 3 beautiful kids like us. I always feel glad when u say that. It will pierce my heart to see ur tears running down bcos of how shameful u are. Mommy, I know u don't have much expectation for us. All you want from us is just our obedience, and able to be independent on our own. Mommy, that day will come. When I'm financially stable, I'll bring u n papa to travel around the world, just as how u hv done for us.


Mommy.. lastly, thanks for giving us such a wonderful family, wonderful home. You have no idea how much we look forward to go back home every opportunity that we have. Our home is our comfort zone. Everything we go back, we get to drink home-made soup, get to know what's goin on, and mostly importantly, get to have ur company n talk to u. Nowhere in this world beats our home for me.


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Mommy, thanks for all the things that you have done. I hope mommy you will always be happy & pretty. One day, when you're old enough, when u can't walk, mommy.. I'll promise to take care of u, n bring u around in ur wheel chair but I do hope that day will not come cos mommy, I want u to always be healthy & strong.

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picture credit: HKedCity Content Team


Lastly, mommy.. I want to tell u that "I LOVE YOU & HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Except for God, I guess I'll never love another person as much as loving you. Mommy, one day I hope u get to know Him. So mommy, I'm sharing this bible verse (1 Corinthians 13: 4-8) with you, hope you feel meaningful reading it. No matter what I do, I hope you know that I love u lots n my love will never fade. *many hugs and kisses to u*


"Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails."


From, your beloved daughter,
CP who loves u a lot.

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Thursday, May 08, 2008
Happy Birthday to ya~
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Happy Birthday to Jon Lim!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He's a senior who took care of his juniors.
He contributed a lot to the CFs, always see him doing the OBH.
He is kind, willing to help always.
Always not to be so tension when clicking the worship slides in church.
He has taught me a lot & always there to help.
I always troubled him by requestin to exchange "Media" time with him.
Sorry ya, Jon~
Jon cares for everybody n he's an obedient child of God.
Well Jon.. I really hope you had a wonderful birthday & I really hope all your birthday wishes will come true.
Continue to grow in God, n always seek for God's direction
May you have a bright future & be happy always.
All the best in whatever you do. :)
Once again, Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Wednesday, May 07, 2008
我的心情
觉得累了,明明知道没有任何东西可以轻易改变,却不肯轻易放弃, 到头来苦的是自己
是时候如此做了,因为我做什么都没有意义,到头来可能成为人家的笑柄,多无趣


我想看到自己更快乐,想看到自己更有笑容,也许生命会变得更有趣, 我的彩色盘会有多一些颜色,画出来的天空可能就是像我的梦境一样了
就写到此,泄漏太多心情了。
开始加油 :)
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Tuesday, May 06, 2008
it's cool~ ;)
I find this rather cool & I shall show it to you. Lol~


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Without flash.


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With flash, the effect super duper cool rite?


Like it??
I know I gila love it. Haha~
Did this while playing battleship with Zhong Qian.
He beat me of course.. since I'm busy building it but it's fun nonetheless.
Shall play again with him someday, n I'll build something else.
It's amazin he has the patient to endure my childishness lar.
Haha~


Happy studyin, peeps~ XD

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Saturday, May 03, 2008
sad, sickening news
Not too sure when this news is but I'm pretty sure is quite recent.
Felt sick & scary reading it.
The Austrian father incarcerated his own daughter for 24 years & had 7 children with her.
How horrible that is?
What if I'm the girl in the story?
For 24 years I never get to see any sunshine at all.
I would die of boredom.


Why is the father so sick?
The media called him a "monster dad"/"horror father".
It fits him perfectly.. how can a father ever do such thing to his daughter?
Sometimes I wonder will God forgive him for such sins that he done?
Well.. this makes me feel so glad that I have an awesomely great father.
It's scary.. I think I loss the courage of having my own kids.. who know what will happen to them.,

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