a simple plain jane who believes Jesus is her only saviour.
she has an awesome family but in need of salvation.
her current addiction is 2pm but shinhwa will always remain as the love of her life.
| Wednesday, August 27, 2008 |
| hate you.. |
i never tot i'll have so much hatred for youtube before.. until now.
they hv suspended another subscription of mine.
my subbed source for WGM.
not only tat.. and all the other shinhwa clips.. the memorble and funny one.
how can they do tat??
how??
they have suspended coolsmurf (eng subbed), and now they suspended s12yovup (chinese subbed) & sophiajs (shinhwa first debut clips) , wonder who they'll suspend next.
wish i can vent my anger out.
stupid youtube. :( |
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| Tuesday, August 26, 2008 |
| i hv fun. :) |
It's been a long time.
Can't remember how long it was.
Remember the days I used to go out at 12am, thinkin tat the nite is so young, and it's still early for me to go out.
Remember the days I came back home around 3, 4am thinkin tat why did I come back home so early?
Going out yam cha with frens are basic daily routines, diff nite, diff frens.
Sometimes I wonder where these days are?
Sometimes I wonder where are the frens I used to hang out with.
Nowadays, I don't even walk out of the house after coming back for dinner. Lol~
Thanks for tonite (or is it morning?).
Thanks for the yam cha session.
Thanks for the one to one talk, even if it's "corrupted" one, at least I have a lot of fun.
Thanks for remembering me when u need someone to go supper with.
Haha~
p/s. went to visit Wayne yesterday n he was discharged yesterday itself. ><
but at least he recover now. Btw.. so tempted to steal the "moo" borstal. :p |
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| Sunday, August 24, 2008 |
| hope Wayne's okay |
i forgot how to be happy..
i forgot how to be true..
i forgot how to care for ppl..
and i forgot how to love..
hope Wayne is alrite.
hopefully can visit him tomorrow.
Lord, I pray that Wayne has quick recovery so that he could pass up his asst in time.
Amen. |
| posted by sippy @ 9:13 PM |
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| Tuesday, August 19, 2008 |
| 我小时候的偶像 - 林志颖 |
这一篇就想用华语来写
所以就请你们多多包容吧。 ：）
Credit: all pics from baidu jimmy thread.
他是我小时候的偶像
从第一眼看到就像嫁给他的人
一个当年红透半边天的人
18岁就在红堪体育馆开演唱 会
他告诉我什么是花美男
F4不是始祖，他才是
他叫我应在何时把“漂亮”用在男生身上
浓郁的眉毛
明亮的眼睛
柔顺的头发
直挺的鼻子
薄薄的双唇
许多女生都比不上他
他实在太可爱了
就这样他让我变成一个外貌协会的人 XD
许多男生都嫌他粉
但我偏偏就钟情他那张脸
喜欢他的六四发型，俗称麦当劳头
当年许多男生争相模仿，但我觉得还是只有他适合
喜欢看他演的戏，虽然演技不太精湛，但有他那张脸，我看得心满意足
最喜欢就是他的“祖孙情”，让我哭得哗啦啦。
重听他的歌，其实他的歌声不错，起码我不会皱眉头
当年一出道就超红的，连泰国公主都要嫁给他
他的魅力绝对不是盖的
他的微笑纯真、无邪，叫人看了就有好感、只想好好呵护他，不让他又半点委屈
当年的他无人不晓，贴纸海报周围都是
到处都播放着他的歌曲 “17岁的雨季”、“今年夏天”、“野菊花”等等
但本人爱的还是他后来的作品： “快乐至上” 和 “稻草人”
有人说他是典型的“时势造英雄”
那时的娱乐圈正需要像他这样健康、可爱、阳光造型的男孩
他犹如一股清新怡然的风，叫你看了就如沐春风，想把他捧在手心上疼
如果他有受委屈，相信许多歌迷都会为了他“大开杀戒”吧 （笑）
一个在外貌上能震撼郭富城的歌手，他如果不是红那是什么？
可是有时候不经令人感慨
如果他当年没这么红
而是慢慢越变越红，会不会更幸福呢？
自从退兵役后，他不像当初大红
如今的他，已经35了，人气自然不如从前
但他已是一种传奇，事业跨越了各种领域
从歌手到赛车手，再从开科技公司到自己的餐厅
谁敢说他不行？
他证明了自己无数次。
还有这不得不说，他在23岁时就有自己的法拉利车了，羡慕吧？XD
若要说变，我可不想讨论他的样子
样子是上帝给予的，不是说变就变的
我要说的是他的笑容
非常喜欢他刚出道时的笑容，非常灿烂、非常快乐、眼里总带着调皮、淘气的神采
他去了当兵，回来时人已变成熟，同样的笑容，但味道就是不一样了
有时想想他不再这么红是不是因为如此?
很不喜欢人家所说的审美疲劳观
他的帅气、他爽朗的笑容不论到何时依然能迷倒一大票女生
“放羊的星星”不是一个最好的证明吗？
如今的他是帅气的赛车手，又是演员，又是歌手，拥有多重身份
但我只希望他能实现所有的梦想
过着平平安安、快快乐乐的生活，不再因赛车而受伤
平且找个贤妻良母、 生出小小的“林志颖”
那我就觉得此生喜欢这个偶像实在太好了。
谢谢你曾经出现在我的生命中
谢谢你成为我最初、也最敬佩的偶像
谢谢你度过低潮期依然用最乐观的态度面对
谢谢你依然还在演艺圈，让我可再次喜欢上你
最后还是一句，谢谢你。^_^
最后。。 我只想要用这首歌来作结尾
黄安的 “样样红”：
青春少年是样样红
你是主人翁
要雨得雨要风得风
鱼跃龙门就不同
可是太匆匆
流金岁月人去楼空
人生渺渺在其中
荣华富贵呀飞呀飞
世上的人呀追呀追
何时放下歇一歇
能不能愿这吉祥夜吉祥
愿用家财万贯
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| posted by sippy @ 6:11 PM |
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"Don't look down on yourself because of your age.
Don't look down on yourself because of your ability.
Don't look down on yourself because of your appearance.
God does not want you to be little yourself."
These words of Pastor Ronnie (hope I get it right) hammered heavily into my heart.
All 3 of them, especially the 2nd one.
Ability.. I don't have any actually.
I can't sing, I can't dance, I can't play, I can't even pray properly.
I can't serve in much areas.
In church, I only serve in media, which doesn't require much skills and I make mistakes every single time I'm in duty.
So what ability do I have?
Can't think of any except typing.
But let's not be little myself. I'm pretty sure God will think of something that only I can do.
Right right right??
K lar.. sorry for the crappy post.
Too tired I guess.
Nites nites.
Btw.. V2 Camp is kinda fun. haha~Labels: random |
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| Thursday, August 14, 2008 |
| I had fun!!! |
Today I had a lot fun.
It makes me love my CG more n more.
Fellowsheep rocks (name given by Joash)!!
Btw.. Ana-chan's CG rocks too!!
My new try today: 麻辣香肠 (spicy sausage) and siham at longkang.
The sausage is super duper hot & the worst part is.. I can't take super spicy food.
Let's just say it worth trying once. Haha~
Cos I don't think I would ever try again.
Should really thank Asaph for pushing me into trying it.
Oh yeah.. had fun racing to Julian's car too.
Feel young again. *wink*
Was sitting between Asaph and Karen at longkang.
Let's just say I respect both of them, for daring to try out the siput babi.
The thing looks so eerie to me.. Can't figure out what's the red colour thingy is.
Later.. Joash kacau me sayin that I should try out.. if not I'll die regretting without tastin it. Yeah rite. :p
So finally I can proudly tell ppl that I, CP had try the food at longkang and also the spicy sausage.
I can finally graduate with honour. Haha~
The best part of today: Joash's bday bash!!
Okay.. I know his birthday is not today.
In fact today is Wayne's birthday.
Happy Birthday, Wayne!! You're well-loved by many.
"For you're a jolly good fellow, for you're a jolly good fellow
For you're a jolly good fellow (pause), and happy birthday to you."
Alright.. back to Joash.
It doesn't mean we can't have pre-celebration rite??
We went to MBMB fountain.
The guys are cute and funny.
They were all squeezin in one bench, trying to hide the birthday cake, which is very very cute of them.
Still wonder whether Joash notice. *think hardly*
We did bully Joash in the end lar.. in a very nice way.
Only forced him to take out candles using his mouth kay??
It's so tempting to throw him inside the pool.
But oh well.. pity Joel which goin to send him back home later.
Fellowsheep CG: Merrilyn (group leader), Joash, Julian, Joshua, Jason, Kean Guan, Kelvin, Albert, Yeong, Asaph, Deborah and me.
Ana-chan's CG: Ana-chan, Soly, Justyne, Joel, Grace, Hui Lee and Karen.
And also our Mr. President, Jia Tsing. XD
Hopefully I didn't leave anyone out lar. Thanks for all the fun that I had. *super satisfied*
p/s. I think my phone gone haywire d due to me dropping it 2 times today. It's not functioning anymore. :(
Mommy.. Can I have a new phone now?? *pleading eyes*Labels: cg |
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| Wednesday, August 13, 2008 |
| Happy Anniversary to me. Hehe~ |
Credit: http://www.greattreasures.co.uk/store/store/toc.html
CP, Happy 1 year Anniversary.
You know what this date means to you.
Many things had happened since then, but you know you're slightly more matured compare then.
You grow to love yourself more too & of course, you think you deserve better, in every way. *ppl reading rolling eye*
So what is happening in your life now?
Life is good to you. You have friends to hang out with. You have a Korean group that you can be obsessed with. And you have juniors who bully you but you still love them nonetheless. *wink*
So CP, how do you feel now?
You feel nothing actually. Life is pretty calm for you rite now, besides busy with mid-term & asst, and of course reading updates about Shinhwa. But nothing really affects your emotion, after all one year has pass, you know you have moved on.
So, CP, what have you learned for the past 1 year?
You learn to be independent, you learn that things are not meant to be forever, you know that there are friends who care and you also learn that rumours spread easily. But most importantly, you know what God wants for you & you know who is your ideal partner (Andy or course!! XD).
Then girl, what is your wish for future?
To learn Korean, to be smarter, to increase my CPGA, to read my bible, to treat my friends and family better, to get various kinds of Shinhwa products & most importantly, to love God more.
Once again, Happy Anniversary CP!!!!!! ^_^ |
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| Monday, August 11, 2008 |
| can't see him d? |
Saw the result yesterday.
He competed in heat 4 of Men's 200m freestyle.
But sadly to say, he didn't qualify for the next round.
Can't watch him swim d. Ishh ishh..
Oh well.. at least the Opening Ceremony is more fun to watch having him there. :)
Got to know another cute swimmer, will always remember his name from now on. Hehe~
Let's hope in another 4 years time, he will have better performance in the next Olympic.
Compare to many, still think he's good nonetheless. :)
Midterm today. Dies. :p
Have a good day ppl.
p/s. Happy Birthday to Andrew & Jerome!!! Hope all your birthday wishes come true & God bless. :) |
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| Saturday, August 09, 2008 |
| 2008 Beijing Olympic.. not really?? |
He's so so so cute!!!!!!!!
Alrite, I have been saying I dun like younger guys but now I can't help it.. I like him!!!!!!!
Haha~
I was at home watching the 2008 Beijing Olympic opening ceremony.
This is my first time watching Olympic opening ceremony.
The whole thing was awesome, indescribable.
Even though I never watch the previous ones before, but I believe this is one of the best Olympic opening ceremony ever. (hopefully I'm correct la :p)
I'm pretty impress with 2 programmes from the whole event.
Not to say the others do not impress me, but these two just blow my mind off.
The first one was 60 seconds countdown.
I wish I can show you the pics.. but I can't find any online. Aiks~
If you watch it, you know what I mean.
Can't believe it's manual, absolutely respect the performers, they really worked hard for it.
Credit: somewhere in cyber?
This is another one that made people go "wow".
Manual as well, absolutely stunning.
They form the word "和", meaning peace.
I'm so glad I watched it.
Yeah~
After all these fabulous performance, all the athletes from various nations come in.
None of my family is interested. =.="
I was the only watchin it.
And guess who I saw??
Lots of cute guys of course!! *wink*
The cutest among all:
Credit: CCTV?
The flag-bearer from Luxembourg, Raphael Stacchiotti!!!!!!!
He looks so cute rite??
Look at his eyes.
Look at his smiles. *melt*
My eyes just shine when I saw him.
So I searched about him online.
Apparently lots of girls found him hot too.
One even commented him as A-grade Hottie, which I totally agree. *grin*
Even my own mom agreed that he's hot.
Then guess what I found??
He's only 16 this year!!!
I straight away GG.. he's younger than my youngest bro, CS.
I don't want to be called a pedophile.
Felt so old suddenly.
Credit: Roland Miny Press Photo
He's the one on the left.
Such nice figure rite?? *drool*
He was born in 9-3-1992, & he's joining 200m freestyle men swimming (hope I'm right) in this Olympic.
I can't watch his match.. it's scheduled tomorrow nite. *sad eyes*
Hopefully a cute guy like him will win a medal for his country.
Conclusion for the day: I like cute guys~ *dancing across the room*
K.. CP, stop pedo-ing and go back to your study.
Tatas, ppl~
update: for those who are interested in him, click here or here.
There are more pics of him. :)
Apparently he's the most discussed Olympic athletes now.
Seems like all the girls searching for his news only. *wink*
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I want this.. I want this badly!! *pouting lips*
This is a limited edition watch, Swatch only producing 3000 & they are selling it in Japan.
Sigh.. I know I'm not going to get it but still.. I can still blog about it rite??
I want a lot of things.
I want all Shinwha CDs.
I want all Shinhwa posters.
I want all Shinhwa products.
I want to watch all shows with Shinhwa in.
I want to know how to read, write, speak & listen in Korean language.
And you know what I want the most??
I want to meet them in person & tell Andy how much I like him.
Well.. you're rite.. I'm obsessed with Shinhwa, very much but you can't blame me.
It's so hard to get any of their items in Malaysia.
Not much people know them, not much shops selling their stuffs.
I felt so deprived.
I went to Sungei Wang once.. the one place which I thought I'll have my hand on any Shinhwa items, whether is a CD, doll, poster, sticker, fan, document holder.. or anythin, just as long as they are on it.
But no.. I can't get ANY.
I spent a few hours walking around, searching for all shops that were possible selling, be it a comic shop or music shop, but there is no sigh of them.. all I saw was DBSK.
My bro told me that they're old, that's why they aren't popular.
He was right, I can't deny it.
The truth hurts.. but it made me love them even more, appreciating every single thing of theirs that I had.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm not deprived, would I cherish them as much?
It's just like my walk with Christ.
I'm not deprive of him, so I do not appreciate him as much.
I joined CF, I had a lot of Christian friends.
Even though my family aren't Christians, they never stopped me from going to church.
I have the freedom to attend any church, my parents even send me there.
I'm allowed to join Christian camps, Christian conference.
There are a lot of Christian CDs, Christian books around.
But do I ever seek them or buying them?
I know that Jesus will never leave me, no matter how sinful I am.
I know He will never forsake me despite of how much I hurt him.
But what I did to repay him?
I do nothing.
I listen to Shinhwa's songs everyday but I can't even spend 15 mins a day to spend with him.
I watch Shinhwa's youtube clips everyday but I can't spend 15 mins reading my bible.
I'm willing to spend more than I can afford to buy SHinhwa's stuffs but I can't give God just as much.
I tell people how much I like about Shinhwa but I never tell people how much God loves them.
So it makes me figure..
What if one day I'm really deprived of Christ's love, what if one day Jesus was so disappointed with me and decided to let me go, what if one day all my Christian's friends decided to leave me alone?
How will I be and what will become of me??
Will I wake up only on that day and realise how important God is to me?
Will I cried until I have no more tears and there is still no forgiveness for me?
Will I be resentful learning there's no turning back and there's no way ahead for me as well?
Erm.. turning into quite an heavy post, didn't mean to develop it that way but I'm glad I blurt them out. :p
Looks like I ought to do something about myself.. hmm..
Alrite, thanks for reading & hope you enjoy the remaining of your holiday. :)
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