Just Being Me - Sippy

a simple plain jane who believes Jesus is her only saviour. she has an awesome family but in need of salvation. her current addiction is 2pm but shinhwa will always remain as the love of her life.
Monday, May 30, 2005
A trip to Cosmo's World Theme Park
Another entry on the same day, your eyes must be tired after reading an entry. Just take a rest and come back the next day to read. Perhaps I'll be updating my blog after a week, like what I do now. So please bear with me and let me update as much as I want because I'm in the mood now. =P


The next day after watching Star Wars III, I went out with a few secondary school friends, Chuah, Kenny and Arif. We went to the Time Square theme park, a place where I wanted to go for a long time. I'm the one forcing them to go since I'm the terrible classmate of theirs who always pestered them for doing such things. I know I 'm terrible ;)


We gathered at the KTM station at 9am. As usual, the guys were later than me. Kenny, the latest, is 15 minutes late. If there's one thing I can't stand about guys, that would be their punctuality. They never come in time. If the hat fits, wear it. If it doesn't, jsut leave it. No offence to anyone, ya??


The ticket to the Cosmo's World is RM25. Franky speaking, its' not worth it. That day, 2 rides were under servied so we couldnt' ride on them. One of them was my favourite, Supersonice Odyssey, a roller coaster. My heart breaks into pieces when I heard that. Disappointment can be seen on my face but still I bought the ticket and went in.


I always like theme park because I know there will be a thrill of excitement waiting for me, at least the thought is in my mind until I go for the rides.


Ooort's Express was my first ride there, driving me dizzy after riding it. It was a ride that goes in circular motion. It makes you feel like you're be throwing out any moment from the seat and land on a no-man's place (Crapping again). =P It wasn't thrilling for me.


The next ride was DNA Mixer. If you want to know more about the ride, click on this because I'm tired of elaborating it. Anyway, after the ride, I felt like I'm qualified to be an astronaut. =D


I have always wanted to try rides like Space Attack since I didn't have the chance to get on it before. And again, the ride disappointed me again. I couldn't get the thrilling feeling where I had years ago when I rode on Cyclone in Genting. Still, the ride is okay. I'm more dizzy after riding it. =)


Remember I mentioned Roller Coaster was closed for maintanence that day. Surprisingly, it was opened later after checking-up and all. Since I have the choice, I shouldn't miss it, right?? That's why I quickly ran for it, hoping to find back the feeling that I want.


Supersonic Odyssey is a short ride, There's a 360 degree spinning during the ride. I thoiught it would be so thrilling until my heart will juimp out. Disappointingly, it wasn't as much fun as I hoped. Again, I'm disappointed. Not that the rides in the park were disappointing, just that they didn't meet my expectation. Now I realised why CW wouldn't want to go for the park again. He too, doesn't find it amusing, Sigh~~ There goes my RM25.. A price that I failed to search for a feeling that I lost..
posted by sippy @ 5:01 PM   1 comments

I finally watched star wars III :D
Miss CP has been missing in action for the past few days, and now she's back into action again!! Continue to catch her in sometimes, somewhere, somehow n someone!!!!!


I'm bored, that's why I wrote something crappy up there. =P


Star Wars III is awesome, at least to me. I'm not a good movie critic or a good judger, that's why I enjoyed watching every type of movie, the crappy ones, the comedy ones, the scientific ones, the romance ones, the fighting ones except the horror ones.


Star Wars III: Revenge of the Sith, I'm sure most of you has watched this movie. To me, this movie is the movie of the year. Once, I asked a few of my friends this question:
If you were only given a chance to watch 1 movie among the three, which will you choose??
A. Star Wars
B. Lord of the Rings
C. Harry Potter
I asked this question before the last episode of Star Wars or LOTR came out. Different people gave me different kind of answer. I like the answer my dad gave me because it was the same answer as mind.
What will your answer be??


My answer is A. Star Wars. I'm sure many people grow up watching Star Wars movies. The familiar robots, R2-D2 and C-3PO definitely appear in your mind when mention Star Wars. How I wish I have a R2-D2 with me, that way I can be the laziest human being around. =P
The main reason I'm choosing Star Wars because it's a not-to-be-missed movie. There's 6 movies in the series. I have watched 5, definitely I want to watch the last one or should I say my dad wanted to watch the last one and I was influenced by him since young. ;)


In the last movie, the 2 robots didn't have much actions, especially C-3PO, the golden human like robots which reminds me of my name. Okays, I know I'm being "perasan", so don't need to remind me that. :D No doubt the George Lucas did produce a remarkable movie this time. I'm sure if this movie ever goes to Oscar, it will somehow win some awards. I wish the best to them. =)


There's something I can't stand wtaching the movie --> the chinese subtitle. I know the chinese subtitle is important for chinese-educated people, for spectator like me. The thing is if they want to translate it, please do it nicely or correctly, couldn't they?? It's so annoying reading the chinese subtitle when it's translating another meaning out.


Let me give you a very vivid example. You know the word "force", right?? A lot of times the Jedi were using it, "May the force be with you" or "Use the force". In these cases, what does the force means?? It means strenght, energy or power, right?? In the chinese subtitle, they didn't translate it that way, instead they translate the word "force" into "military team" (军 队). So the whole thing is "May the military team be with you". Reading it makes me feel like shouting "WHAT THE H***!!!" out. Seriously, if they don't know how to translate english to chinese, they can just always contact me and asked. I'll be willing to help you know. (just kidding here XD)


I was just being fussy anyway, so please bear with me. =)


Note: Mom didn't enjoy watching scientific movies like star wars, so next time do not force her again.. =P
posted by sippy @ 4:29 PM   1 comments

Thursday, May 26, 2005
~FRIENDSHIP AND LOVE ~
~<3~
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.


Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.


Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.


You can only go as far as you push. Actions speak louder than words.


The hardest thing to do is 2 watch the one you love, love somebody else.


Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff. Life's short.


If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it.



~FRIENDSHIP~
A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have.


If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the world to someone else.


When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.


True friendship never ends. Friends are forever.


Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.


Don't frown. You never know who falling in love with your smile.


What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?


NOBODY IS PERFECT UNTIL YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM. (Isn't that the truth?)


Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.


Most people walk in and out of you life. But only True friends leave
footprints in your heart.


When we look back on our younger years, we will remember the people who went to school with us, the people who made us laugh, the people who hung out with us when nobody else would, and the people who made our lives much better simply by being a part of it.


There may be somebody who is thinking about you RIGHT NOW and wishing that you were around. That's the wonderful thing about friendship-you always feel loved and cared about.


The most important thing to remember is... Always appreciate the friends that you have.


A fight may come and go very easily, but a friendship could last forever.


For every second spent in anger, a minute of happiness is wasted.
posted by sippy @ 6:37 PM   0 comments

an entry that i dedicate to my bros =)
I'm so happy recalling how my brothers treat me. They love me after all. I feel guilty treating them badly, no wonder they refused to call me "jie jie". I doesn't behave like one. In fact, I think I act like their younger sis instead. Guess what makes me realizing that?? :D Read on and you'll know.


I was out eating dinner with my parents and my bro, CW. CS, my youngest bro was left at home because he's having his exam right now. (poor, poor dear)


During the dinner (we ate at a restaurant), mom and CW were sitting beside me. At home, I'm really pampered by my parents. Mom took the food for me, putting them on my plates and I just ate the food from my plate. While I checked my bro, he's much more independant than I was. He took the food himself, he even took it for mom. I feel so ashamed all of a sudden. I'm not fit to be called the eldest among my siblings. I'm starting to wonder now why I'm not the youngest. While eating, my bro who sat beside me actually gave me a piece of pork which I'm eyeing for a few seconds, knowing that I wouldn't reached out myself. I'm really touched. I thought he was going to take the pork for himself and when I was about to curse him (was kidding on that =P), the pork landed on my plate instead...


Perhaps for many of you, it's not something great. It's just merely an action that you will probably do for ur parents, ur friends or even ur siblings. But then, I'm just so touched. In my eyes, my bro's figure suddenly becomes an angel with wings spreading and a gold ring (did I get the term right??) on his head. That's his image now to me even though he's a devil with a tail, holding his fork when he's pissing me off. I really love my bro now, hope this feeling will last as long as I live. =)


While CW is an angel in my life, CS is still not yet. Unlike CW, he calls me "jie jie" very easily when he needs me help or when he want something for me. I give you a very vivid example, he calls me "jie jie" with his extremely sweet tone when he wants my mp3 player. I just got my baby recently. She's a white colour baby with the dictionary function. That's what pursues me to buy my baby. =D Reason of him wanting my baby is simple, his favourite singer, jay chou's song is in my baby. I wonder why he's so different from me. I hate Jay while he likes Jay, have to check our DNA when we are free (was joking on that too, forgive me for saying that :p) Anyway, I do love my bro and I probably lend him my baby to him tonight even though he broke his promises so many times (he promised to keep my baby all time in the small purse!!).


Good night everyone. I better go to bed now, I'm starting to yawn. Sleep tight everyone, may you have a good dream you a good day tomorrow. I love GOD and I love you. ;)
posted by sippy @ 12:06 AM   0 comments

Thursday, May 19, 2005
For a quarter
Several years ago, a preacher moved to Houston, Texas. Some weeks after he arrived, he had to ride the bus from his home to the downtown area. When he sat down, he discovered that the driver had accidentally given him a quarter too much change.


As he considered what to do, he thought to himself, "you better give the quarter back. It would be wrong to keep it."


Then he thought, "Oh, forget it, it's only a quarter. Who would worry about this little amount? Anyway, the bus company gets too much fare, they will never miss it. Accept it as a gift from God
and keep quiet.


When his stop came, he paused momentarily at the door, then he handed the quarter to the driver and said, "Here, you gave me too much change."


The driver with a smile replied, "Aren't you the new preacher in town? I have been thinking lately about going to worship somewhere. I just wanted to see ! what you would do if I gave
you too much change. I'll see you at church on Sunday.


When the preacher stepped off the bus, he literally grabbed the nearest light pole, held on, and said, "O" God, I almost sold your Son for a quarter."


OUR LIVES ARE THE ONLY BIBLE SOME PEOPLE WILL EVER READ.



"A friend loves at all times." Proverbs 17:17


See God in every person, place, and thing, and all will be well in your
world.



This story reminds me of Judas sold Jesus for 30 silver coins. Just like this story, the priest nearly "sold" the driver for a quarter. A quarter isn't a big amount but because of this quarter, it shows the character and the greed of the priest. Luckily, the priest returns it to the driver in the end and gain the respect of the driver. Imagine if he doesn't, what will the driver think of him?? Is he still qualify to be a priest??
posted by sippy @ 4:53 PM   0 comments

Monday, May 16, 2005
TERRIBLE TYPO ERRORS
Here's some jokes to help those who are in down mood now. Don't worry about you problems and just trust in GOD, kays?? Everything will be fine in the end. I'm having some problems of my own too, quarrelling with my brother. Can't say it's my brother's fault that I fight with him. Both parties have to hold responsibilities and perhaps I'm the one to be blamed for quarelling with him. I'll end it here. Just hope after reading you will give me a super big grin and your feelins will turn from rainy to sunshine. =)



1. A daughter sent a telegram to her father on passing her B.Ed exams, which the father received as "Father, your daughter has been successful in BED."


2. A husband, while on a business trip to a hill station sent telegram to his wife "I wish you were here."
The message received by the wife was "I wish you were her."


3. A man wanted to celebrate his wife's Birthday by throwing a party.
So he ordered a birthday cake.
The salesman asked him what message he wanted to put on the cake.
He thought for a moment and said, "put getting older but you are getting better".
The salesman asked, "How do you want me to put it?"
The man said 'Well...put "You are getting older" at the top and "but you are getting better" at the bottom.'
When the cake was unveiled at the party all the guests were aghast at the message on the cake.
It read: "You are getting older at the top, but you are getting better at the bottom"


Moral of the Story:
1. Double proof read everything before you send.
2. Don't trust others to write it right for you.
3. Don't order cakes by telephone.



posted by sippy @ 3:41 PM   0 comments

Sunday, May 15, 2005
happy belated bday, reenzz
Happy Birthday Renee, sorry for the belated bday wish.
Don't angry, kays??
Wish you all the best and hope u will enjoy studying law for the ur beta year, can't wait to be your classmate when uni starts. =D
posted by sippy @ 12:38 AM   0 comments

Saturday, May 14, 2005
watching A.I yesterday
I watch the show A.I yesterday. That was my first time watching it since I don't have the chance to sit down and enjoy it. I know I'm outdated but at least I got to watch the whole show and I'm satisfied. :)


A.I was a Steven Spielberg movie, produced in 2001. Haley Joel Osment acted as the highly advanced robotic boy that longs to become a real human so that he can regain the love of his human mother, Monica. He stepped into the journey of finding the blue fairy that changes Pinocchio into a real boy.. For those who wants to know the story, buy a pirated DVD and enjoy urself for a 2 hours entertainment. =P I'm not going to jot the plot down here (since I'm not a good story-teller) but writing my views on the movie instead.


Watching the show from the beginning to the end makes me wonder how will the future becomes. Will we need robots in our daily life or we don't? Can robots have emotions?? Can they have their own thinkings too?? Are we fair to destroy them just because we are threatened by them?


There's one part of the story that makes me feel how pathetic we human beings are. In that scene, the robots who were being captured were brought to a place called flesh fair (i'm not too sure whether i got it right or not). These robots were put in a show for the human beings to destroy them. It was like an entertainment for them, a show that shows the cruelness of the human beings, a show that shows the heartless of human beings. I wonder what will I do if I'm one of the spectator. Will I feel sorry for the robots or disgusted by their looks (many robots who appeared in the fair were unwanted robots which were partially damaged) and feel like destroying them as well?


I don't know whether I like the ending of the movie or not. It's the best ending that the producers can think of, it's the best ending I can think of as well. I was talking to Burger about it after watching the show. He said he will make the same ending as well because it leaves some thing for the audience to figure out. That's what the best ending always do. At least David had his mother's attention for a whole day and that was the best day of his life. At least, if he was to be destroyed, he could finally rest in peace with his mother beside him.


A.I is a good movie I guess, at least it helps you to think what will happen in the future. Oh yeah, there's something I have in mind for quite a while. Why must robot be in human form?? Why can't it be in other forms?? Well, it just me and my silly question. =P Don't crack your head to think about it. If you're bored at home, just rent some movies and enjoy yourself in front of your tv screen with a remote control and a bowl of popcorns. ;)


Good day everyone~~
posted by sippy @ 6:11 PM   0 comments

Sunday, May 08, 2005
happy birthday, Jonathan =D
Happy Birthday to Jonathan~~
Wish you all the best in your studies and life and may all your birthday wishes come true. =D
GOD bless you~~
posted by sippy @ 6:36 PM   0 comments

Friday, May 06, 2005
love quotes that speaks out my feelings..
I checked out Renee's sis, Elvina's blog. I saw this entry of hers about love quotes. Somehow, the entry speaks out my feelings and tears almost run down but it didn't in the end because I'm trying to act as a tough girl.


Here's the thing:
Love Quotes....
Who do you turn to when the only person in the world
that can stop you from crying,
is exactly the one making you cry?
Some day you'll cry for me like I cried for you.
Some day you'll miss me like I missed you.
Some day you'll need me like I needed you.
Some day you'll love me, but I won't be there for you.


It breaks your heart to see the one you love,
happy with someone else.
If my heart breaks that will be because of you.
If i die i just want you to remember one thing.
No one will love you like I always do.


You can't "just be friends" with the person you're in love with...
it's not that easy.


Nothing is more painful than knowing he meant
everything to you and you meant nothing to him.


Have you ever loved someone more than you have expected?
Have you ever loved someone in spite of all the pain?
Will you keep on loving that person even
when they whisper someone else's name?..
I did... for you.


I want to tell you that I will always be there for you,
even though the one inside you is not me.
I will never lose hope on the person I choose to give my love to,
If you'd always be the reason why my heart aches, who cares?
You'd still be the reason why my heart beats.
If the sun should refuse to rise.
And the moon doesn't hang in the night.
The tides won't change,
Seasons rearrange when the world is through.
I will still love you.


We can cure physical disease with medicine,
but the only cure for loneliness,
Despair and hopelessness is love.
It hurts to see someone you Love ignores you...
it also hurts to see that he doesn't feel your Love.....
but it is more hurting' to know that he also loves you
but he doesn't want to let you know.
A man loses his sense of direction after four drinks;
A woman loses hers after four kisses.


Some hearts are broken and mended,
Others are shattered or torn,
Although it was never in tended,
For love is eternally sworn,
I've cried and prayed and pleaded,
For that love to hold its ground.
Hope was all I needed,
And pain was all I found.
Have you ever cried your eyes out until all the tears in this world have dried,
and yet the sourness in your heart still hasn't gone?
That's when the person causing you the pain is the only one you ever loved.


How can I forget you when your always on my mind?
How can I not want you when you're all I want inside?
How can I let you go when I can't see us apart?
How can I not love you when you control my heart?


You'll never understand why I'm hurt so much
because you're not the one..
posted by sippy @ 2:49 PM   3 comments

i want hamster..
During this holiday, I have nothing much to do. One of my favorite activities is reading other people’s blog. A few days ago, I was reading Reene's blog. Through her blog, I know about her sisters’ pair of hamsters and I envy them so much. I used to have a pair of hamster few years ago, Happy and Welcome. Those two are my precious pets. How I wish I can own them, touch them and feel their fur again. Holding them on my hands again is always my dream but I know this will never again because they were dead long ago..


These few days I was trying my best bugging my parents to buy me hamster again. Sadly to say, there’s no result for my hard work no matter how much effort I put in. You should see the salvia I wasted, it’s enough to fill a swimming pool (okays, I know I’m exaggerating/crapping, but that’s what I’m good at XD). I tried asking my parents again today and guess what happened?? My annoying+irritating+irksome brother step his stupid foot in objecting my will to own a hamster saying that there’s no space at home for the hamster plus who’s going to take care of the hamster if I’m gone?? Listening to him only causes me frustrating because he’s so not fit into the picture. I didn’t ask him to take care of the hamster, I’m not going to use his space, I didn’t even ask him to help me persuade my parents!! I shouted at my busybody brother to shut up and hoping he will keep his butt off my matter. And again, my efforts fail because there’s no one to take care of them after I left.


There’s another blog I read today makes me sad. Remember me mentioning Kenny Sia's blog in my previous entry before?? Well, his father passes away. I understand the feeling of a closed one leaving you forever because my grandmother passed away when I’m form 3. Frankly speaking I was sad but wasn’t as sad as my mom, my aunts and my uncles. I wasn’t growing up taken care by my grandma, seldom spent time with her because I she spoke hokkien and I don’t. Still remember the day my grandma died, me and my mom rushed down to KL. It was too late when we reached there, my grandma already passed away. I couldn’t help but letting my tears flow. There’s nothing you can do when a closed one leaving you forever. You should appreciate them when they are around instead of regretting when they aren’t there anymore.
“树欲静而风不止, 子欲养而亲不在”


I finally installed a DVD player in my CPU. I got a pen drive too; it’s a mini red colour one. It’s only 128 MB but I guess I can deal with it. If in the future 128 MB is too small for me, I’ll just beg my dad to buy me a new 256 MB one =D *evil laughter* Right now, my brother is enjoying himself using my computer while I’m blogging using the laptop without the internet connection. =.=” I make a deal with him, letting him using my computer for 5 nights and watching TV on Saturday night (he wants to watch WWE). I’ll survive well these few days. God bless me~~
posted by sippy @ 2:37 PM   0 comments

Monday, May 02, 2005
an emo entry, read it at ur own risk.. =P
My dad made a very terrible mistake today and due to that he was scolded terribly by my mom. I understood the reason of mom scolding my dad, in fact I don't blame her for doing that. The incident happened like this..


Yesterday was labor day so I wanted to go for swimming. I have been wanting to swim for a long time so I have been bugging my dad to bring me swimming. I'm a very dependant girl who always depend on my parents. At home, without them, I hardly have anything done. XD It's not something to be proud of, in fact, it's something I should be ashamed of myself.. Back to the story. I went to Seremban 2 sport stadium with my dad and we had a good swim. I'm lack of stamina so we didn't swim for long, just swam for a while. Dad was wearing short pants after swimming and that was the factor for the mistake..


Later, dad went to terminal bus station. My parents have an outlet there so dad went there to the outlet while me and the rest family members comfortably sat in a restaurant waiting to eat steamboat. Steamboat was good and we enjoyed ourselves but that's not when the things happened. Later, we went home and as usual, I'm sitting in front of the computer desk online reading manga again


Suddenly, mom came into the living room (note: i'm sleeping in the living room everyday now *sob sob*) and you should see her face, darker then the ink that you used to fill your pen.. She started scolding us and telling what my dad did.. My dad lost something very important indeed as the thing fell off fromt his pants.. I'm not supposed to reveal what it is here but trust me if your dad did the same mistake, your mom will be acting just like my mom..


My dad went inside the room to see my mom. He closed the door as my mom started to scold me. I can't help but standing outside the door listening to what my mom scolding my dad. My mom is a very awesome speaker, I'm surprise why she didn't join politic and elect for something. The probability of her being chosed is very high indeed because my mom is the kind of person that will really do whatever she say. Listening to what she said to my dad only let me realized one thing: I'M-NEVER-EVER-GETTING-MARRIED!!


It's weird to talk about my parents relationship since I have no right to do so. I'm not sure whether it's good or bad but sometimes I do think they should divorce. This way my mom won't be suffering and my dad will be able to do whatever he wants. On second thought, I don't really want them to divorce because I know it will be hard for me to see them seperate. Besides, my younger brother still need both of them, he's only 15 even though 15 is consider mature for some people..


Frankly speaking, I don't want to be someone like my mom. My dad's friend said that my mom has a very strong personality and so I am. I can predict myself to be excatly same like my mom.. I don't want another relationship to have 2 unhappy person who's unsatisfied of each other. I have this fear.. Seeing my parents makes me realized single is much more better than coupling up or in a marriage. I guess I do have a phobia for marriage after all. Maybe single is the best solution for me.. I just hope my mom won't be angry at my dad later.. I'm worried about my parents now..


I know this entry is "emo" but please deal with me, kays?? I don't want to write an "emo" entry as well because it means something terrible happens in my life but bad things do happen to help me you grow faith in GOD, right?? Good night everyone and have a nice day tomorrow. Byes!!
posted by sippy @ 1:42 AM   0 comments

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