Just Being Me - Sippy

a simple plain jane who believes Jesus is her only saviour. she has an awesome family but in need of salvation. her current addiction is 2pm but shinhwa will always remain as the love of her life.
Friday, December 31, 2004
my connection's back
yeah, my connection is back at last
these few days quite a lot of things happen
especially the NOC promotion
i can't believe myself being the "board girl"
luv the t-shirt that dayze designs
damn cun sial
a few gals askin for the NOC t-shirt
i'm glad i'm involve in this musical play now, that shows how rockz CF is!! ;)
lookin forward to perform it on the stage next week, hope it turns out to be a blast :D
*
today's practice i hv lot so fun
as usual, there's so many fun and laughter in CF
somethin seems to go wrong with me
i hv been tryin to pretend as a boy the whole nite and hug almost every girl in CF
i luv huggin people, it gives me a super warm feelin
i'm thinkin if GOD gives me a chance to choose my own sex, which one will i choose
the answer is obvious, i wanna stay as a girl
cos there's so many beautiful stuffs that designed for girls
*
i'm playin with a bandanna the whole nite
until ben also shake his head bcos of my vanity
i actually askin people around whether i look like a gypsy and pirate or not
some say perhaps a bit like gypsy and others say i dun look like a pirate at all
too bad i dun hv an evil look on my face
if not i can be an outstandin pirate
i even play with wayne's MJ hat and wrist band, thank ya!!! :D
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today is yen wei's bday
they were celebratin it beside uptown
when i reached there, there's only a small part of it left
and it's not for eatin, it's for smashin on yen wei's pretty face
poor poor dear yen wei
i kena too, my new ELLE bag
chee seng so bad, apply the cream on it
feelin heart breakin now :p (just kiddin)
should see the amount of cream on yen wei's face and shirt
accordin to adeline, at least half of the cake's on yen wei
yen wei, u're surel feelin "sweet" tonite ;)
*
so relieved that i hv my connection back again
i can blog anytime i want now
hope no more prob in keepin the connection consistent
maybe i should stop spendin so much money addy
if not i'll hv prob survivin until next Friday
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~HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEN WEI~
*
~SLEEP TIGHT EVERYONE~
posted by sippy @ 2:46 AM   0 comments

Monday, December 27, 2004
love doesn't last forever <3
went to watch the final debate match between MMU & UNITEN
sadly to say MMU lost
but i'm not disappointed bcos they did their best
and happily to say I didn't sleep at all
i was awake through the whole debate
anyhow, i just wanna say MMU's the best team, u guys are great
i'm very proud of u guys who went up there and performed ur best :)
*
looks like this is a season of fallin in luv and breakin up too
maybe i'm not a good observer, conclude this too early
but that's what i feel and see
to those who just fall in love, i wish u all the best
to those who just broke up, no matter what happens, i'm at ur side, will always be there for u
As for myself, I'm recoverin rite now
my feelins are startin to get over
my heart, piece by piece, is comin back to me
the sadness and jealousy that fill my heart are fadin
guess GOD really did some miracles on me, healin me with the power of his LOVE
i'm not sayin i'm totally recover rite now, but at least "his" existence doesn't bother me anymore
in this moment, if any of u asks me whether i still like "him"
my answer is "yes and i always will"
but whether i still love "him", the answer is "i dunno"
*
what i realized is that love doesn't last, it will eventually turn from thick to thin
even though how much u love a person, the feelins will change and do not last long
i may be pessimistic but u can't disagree the fact, rite?
people come and go in life
there will be some moments that u wish to last forever
there will be someone that u wanna be together forever
but dreamin of it and realisin it are two different things
it took me a long time to figure this out
thank GOD that his love for us doesn't change
i'm not sayin people shouldn't be fallin in love or find a life partner
in fact that's the reason why GOD create Adam and Eve
to keep them company so that they won't be lonely
but think twice before fallin in love
the person u're in love with might not be up to ur expectation in the later part of relationship
and obstacles will always occur
ur relationship will either be stronger or collapse
cherish and appreciate it when u have one
regretness in later doesn't help, no use cryin over spilt milk, rite? ;)
and always bear this in ur mind that GOD should always be the top priority in life instead of ur Mr. Right
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sorry for writin so much about love
i experienced it, been through it just like many of u guys who are readin this
to tell u frankly, there's many regrets in my previous relationship
that's why i hope none of u hvin the same regrets as mine
but as i say, over is over, things changes, people changes, feelins changes, only regrets remain there forever
it's time to start movin on instead of lookin back
i'm determine to make myself happy and march forward :)
looks like i can be a love expert soon, anyone wanna try his/her luck on me??
lastly, L.L, which are my ear rings stand for "Love Lord Jesus" but it did has a different meanin in the beginnin :p
*
there might be a few days i'm not able to go online since EP is goin to upgrade their online system or whatsoever
leceh sangat ni ar~~~
so u people sure hv a few lucky days without me
but i'll try my best to torture u guys
haha~~~
neway, thanks for the good time that I had in CF tonight
sorry i was late but still i enjoyed myself
*
~HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN~
posted by sippy @ 2:07 AM   0 comments

Sunday, December 26, 2004
spent my christmas in KLCC
how did u guys spend ur Christmas yesterday?
celebratin with frens & family?
goin to church and praise Lord Jesus?
i went to KLCC with my family instead
went there shoppin
i spent a lot yesterday
i'm the only one shoppin
the best thing shoppin with parents is that ur parents will pay for all ur expenses
u get to eat what u want and buy you want
saw the biggest Christmas tree that was displayed in KLCC
it wasn't a real Christmas tree
it's hollow inside
this so-called Christmas tree is a few storeys high
if it's a real thing, i'll feel pity for it
the tree must be at least a few hundreds years old
and it was chopped down just for the purpose of Christmas
dun think that's what GOD wants it to happen
suddenly, havin a Christmas tree at home doesn't seem to be a very good idea :-?
*
was readin at the book that the CF members gave me
1 chapter per day and it will take me 40 days to finish it
the book really gets me thinkin, ponderin what's the purpose GOD has for me
what do u think?
why GOD created u?
what GOD has in for u?
my mind's full of these question these days
i ought to make a research on this question and let's see what people has to say :)
*
good luck to MMU Chinese debate team
they entered the final round
their opponent is UNITEN
let's hope MMU will win the champion back home
i hope so
*
~GOOD MORNIN EVERYONE & MERRY CHRISTMAS~
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Saturday, December 25, 2004
Merry Christmas
If's after twelve right now and it's Christmas day itself.
I really have no idea what I am doing now.
What should I do??
What am I doing??
My family don't celebrate Christmas. We are not Christians.
For once, I hope there's a Christmas tree at home.
For once, I hope there will be a roast turkey at the dinner table.
For once, I hope the whole family will be gather together and celebrate the joy of Christmas for Lord has came down to sacrifice himself to die for us and save us and gave us eternal life.
*
I'm a bit emotional now, not knowing what to do and act.
This is Christmas and I'm suppose to have joyous feelings in my heart.
The question is why I'm not??
Why am I feeling empty instead??
Will praying to GOD help to overcome the feeling?
GOD does do his part in everything.
The problem is on you, whether you do your part well or not.
A lot of times I pray to GOD, asking for miracles to happen. Some of them did and some of them not.
I ask myself well and realized that I didn't put in enough effort.
I didn't play my roll well.
GOD will only make things happen if you help yourself in the 1st place.
If it's in GOD's will, then the miracle you ask for will definitely be happening.
This is the faith I have in GOD for this moment.
Even though things don't turn out the way I wish, I know the blame is on me for GOD has always been there for me.
Just that I didn't realize it and neglect GOD for other stuffs.
*
I want to thank a few of the CF members for the gift you guys have given me.
You guys know who you are. ;)
I truly appreciate the gift
This is my first time receiving a Christmas present so it really mean a lot to me. :)
Thanks Aaron and Win Nee too.
*
I had fun going out with my CG last night.
We went for bowling and playing pool.
Made a decision that is not saying sorry easily.
I'm an apologetic. (did I use and spell the word correctly?)
I should boost up my self-esteem, lacking of it.
Anyone wants to borrow me?
Looks like it's a hint for me to go to bed, I'm starting to feel crappy.
Night, everyone.
Have a nice dream and remember to pray before you sleep.
*
~MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL & HOPE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE~
*
~GOD LOVES YOU~
posted by sippy @ 1:11 AM   0 comments

Thursday, December 23, 2004
i could not think of any title.
this is really 1 tirin nite
practicin choir in YAC tonite
after that was MOB
had fun too :p
*
just know my moral assignment question
state the factors of women gettin married
i like this topic
many stuffs come into my mind
maybe it's bcos i dun want to get marry and remain single
so i'm gonna enjoy doin the research n writin down my reasons
*
nothin much happen today
thanks GOD for today's a peaceful day
n i'm goin to sleep soon
nite guys!!!
*
~GOOD NTIE EVERYONE~
posted by sippy @ 2:31 AM   0 comments

Wednesday, December 22, 2004
me=weird??
i want to make a conclusion about myself rite now
i'm weird, i'm really really weird
dun ask me why i am, dun ask me why i conclude that out
i just wanna tell u i'm weird
that's what on my mind
that's what i wanna say
this is my blog n this is what i feel like typin
*
class was as bored as usual especially moral studies
what is moral ethic?
why is it important?
good question
answerin it makes me feel like wastin time
the only answer i'll be givin them is bcos i'm forced to take the subject n it's in the syllabus
if it's not, i won't be even layin an eye on me
basically i think thi subject is lame, very very lame
*
christmas party was alrite i guess
i got the biggest n the best present of all
not sure whether it was the best or not, but to me it was
i got this cute little blue bostal from Shi Wen
Shi Wen, did i spell ur name correctly??
sorry if i had it wrong
as for my gift
the lucky person was our Mr. Deric
glad u like the present
was worryin that the person i'm givin to didn't like my present
rite now my heart's relief
for i did not choose the wrong gift :p
*
i hvn't really hv the christmas spirit in me yet
in fact i'm lackin of it
what should i do?
i never know
one thing is know is that i luv the christmas tree in YAC
i hv this small dream of mine
in the future, if i ever have a house
i'll sure be buyin a big Christmas tree and decorate it
this is always my dream :D
*
~HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELVIN~
*
~GOOD NITE SLEEPERS~ ;)
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004
story that makes me guilty
bloggin has really been a part of my MMU life
whenever i'm back home here, i can't stop myslef but bloggin every nite
if not, there's some part of me feels not complete
guess i'm really addicted to it :)
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samuel yau, our CF president gv us a paper each today, there's story in it
my heart feels guilty n sad after readin the story n especially the poem part
it strucked me rite on to my heart
like a knife cut wide open my chest
with salt spreadin around it
it hurts n hurts n hurts a lot
knowin that I didn't luv GOD n serves GOD as how they describe in bible
i should always bear in mine that I should GOD in my first priority in doin anythin, especially on doin somethin like NOC, that the main purpose is glorifyin GOD
*
~GOOD NITE EVERYONE~
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Monday, December 20, 2004
MMU chinese debate team enters final!!!!!!!! :D
i didn't eat my dinner
was too lazy after 2 hours of sleep
i'm lackin of sleep these days
not feelin that hungry
can't say today's practice awesome
didn't do much anyway
but i had fun
i always enjoy myself when i'm in CF
this might be the purpose GOD sent me to MMU
to learn more about chrisanity, to know more new friends
*
there's this good news i wanna share
our MMU chinese debate team has entered the final
whoa~~~
lit khang, guo wei, wei teng, arcus, hoai meng, su bing
u guys surely did a great job
i'm so so so excited hearin the news
too bad i wasn't there to see u guys debate
but neway, i can still share the joy of enterin the final :D
there's only one more step to champion
i hv faith in u guys of gettin it
good luck~~~
*
i lost to Ben twice today
makin my "kesian" face, tryin to shake hands with him
he surely has this strong will
refusin to shake my hands
felt like i was defeated by him
i'm gonna train myself n make sure he shakes my hand tomorrow
wait u see, mr.ben, wait u see :p
*
can't imagine i'm skippin like a small girl before the pick pockets scene
Asher, bein someone very very nice n toleratin
actually skip with me
Asher, u're da man~~~
different from Ben, he rather shakes hand with me n hv the prob solve for once n for all :p
*
tomorrow is the first day of sem 3
i hv 8 o'clock class
looks like i should go n sleep now
nites people
hv a nice dream of NOC III
i shall dream of the door gift decoratin :p
*
~HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOMINIQUE~
*
~GOOD NITE EVERYONE~
posted by sippy @ 1:48 AM   0 comments

Sunday, December 19, 2004
i could not think of any title.
today is another fun day
at least most of the time
only a small part of is it's not
i dunno how many of u seen me
wettin my face then *walked out of YAC
those who hv seen me "might" be puzzlin of wat happenin to me
those who aren't, lucky for u guys :D
nothin really happens lar, just not feelin too good
need to take a deep breath :)
*
thanks Ben for ur "tang yuan"
really really nice ler
yummy~~~
oh yeah, thanks for sendin us home too
really really appreciates it n sorry for troublesome u
*
my stupid hp charger is not workin yet
i'm wonderin what's the cause to it
my fault, the charger's fault or the phone's fault
ponderin rite now
neway, gtg sleep, i'm determined to go to church tomorrow :D
*
~HOPE LUCIUS'S LEG WILL RECOVER ASAP~
*
~GOOD NITE EVERYONE~
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Saturday, December 18, 2004
i could not think of any title.
at last the MOB practice was finished
my feet hurt a lot, makes me lazy wanna stand
hungry again, is there somethin to eat rite now??
i'm so glad i finish my dinner today, i'm able to finish the whole place of rice
that's somethin that doesn't happen after i come back
mayb bcos my parents were here with me
thanks dad and mom, n also my bro CW for comin down
i'm so so so touched ^_^
*
the practices were tirin
but i had fun chattin away with my frens
u guys know who u are ;)
so i'm not bored at all
in fact I think NOC is the best thing that happens to me this moment
keepin me busy and lettin me knowin that able to sit down is actually a blessin :)
*
next time i must remind myself to bring my wallet out
check twice b4 goin out
sorry to ts, tw, lulu twins
dun mean to make u guys wait for me
so so so sorry :(
*
hope the rehearsal tomorrow will be alrite, nothin goes wrong
n huiyin, welcome back to mlk
i miss u a lot, n so is khan ling :D
we shall be the "studyin nerds" of group 42 again *givin a evil smile* (should it be an evil smile??)
*
b4 sleepin, wanna make a confession
sorry for not attendin devotion and choir
but it made me day bcos of some particular reasons :p
neway, i'll try to not repeat it again
*
~GOOD NTIE EVERYONE~
posted by sippy @ 1:44 AM   0 comments

Friday, December 17, 2004
i could not think of any title.
there's lot so much to do
there's like so less of time
this is what i'm feelin rite now
i wanna wash my clothes, sleep, read manga and even bath but i hv no time to do so
very very sleepy rite now but gotta charge my phone
sadly to say, my charger has not been workin the whole day
so i ended up not usin my phone at all
when dad called, the battery's empty
sadly to say, my phone is my only alarm
without it, i can't wake up
if i don't wake up at all, dun blame me cos there's no other sources of wakin system for me
sorry ya~~~
*
~GOOD NITE EVERYONE~
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Thursday, December 16, 2004
i could not think of any title.
i hv lots of fun today
talkin to friends and practicing skills
i wonder how the musical play is after everythin combines
it should be damn "cun" since we are sacrificin our holiday, sleepin time, no eatin chili or drinkin ice water
i'm really waitin for the moment to come
hope everythin will be ready by then
n hope i dun be the culprit of spoilin the practices again
i hv this weakness of not able to follow rhythm *sigh*
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~HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIJAY~
*
~HOPE JOASH IS OKAY AND RECOVER SOON~
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004
another tired day :D
the 2nd day for NOC practice
just like yesterday, history repeated again
i'm once again the culprit for everythin that i involve
perhaps others dun think so
but i do durin practices
after all my practice
went to hv supper with asher, wayne and kok wei
feelin hungry but didn't finish my roti kosong
but at least i ate half of it
so i only wasted 30 cents
we were talkin about dreams that we had :p
eyes r heavy, goin to shut down soon
byesss!!!
*
~GOOD NITE EVERYONE~
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004
feelin super duper tired :p
i can only describe my situation rite now with 3 words
i'm SUPER DUPER TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i didn't know NOC practice took so much of time
not that the practice are hard of somethin
but i didn't get much time to sleep
plus the practice schedule is quite hectic
the only free time i can fully relax and enjoy readin my manga is rite now
but sadly to say, i'm feelin very sleepy plus tummy is growlin, hunger for food
lazy people like me will just satisfy my tummy with 100 plus, since i hv 1 rite now with me :p
*
CF members are great
make a lot of mistakes today
i'm the culprit for JOB & MOB
sorry deric, sorry ts and tw for creatin troubles for u guys
i'll try doin my best tomorrow
the most terrible thing i encounter should be the choir part
i forgot all the tunes rite now, the soprano tunes
which require to sing a higher pitch
sucks, looks like i'm goin to be a culprit again :(
neway, eyes are heavy, should go and sleep now
hope tomorrow practice will go on smoothly
*
~GOOD NITE EVERYONE~
posted by sippy @ 12:28 AM   0 comments

Sunday, December 12, 2004
MMU chinese debate team won the first round :)
I haven't been sleepin for 2 days continously. Can't recall how much hours I slept, roughly 10 I guess. I'm really good at torturing my body. :p Glad that I'm not sick yet, still alright and alive, only feeling tired right now.
*
These 2 days i have been following MMU debate team to UNITEN. They were having their first match with UKM. Thanks to Marcus, I stayed up the whole night in his house, playing cards with Caren and him and there goes my sleeping hours. Can't deny that I enjoy myself too, so I guess it's worth sacrificing my sleeping hours. :) Lucky for me after eating dim sum, I got to sleep for 3 hours back in EP.
*
The place we were stayin was an apartment that's near Mines Wonderland. For unnecessary people like me, that didn't undergo any training, didn't involve in the match, we were quite free. In another words, we were free labour, making sure of everything, buying all the require stuffs to ensure our V.I.D were in tip top condition so that they could win the match. Since the place was quite small, with 14 of us there, some of us decided to go to the Mines shopping centre.
*
There's lots of stuffs in Mines shopping centre, lots of clothes and shoes to buy there. Sadly I don't have the time and budget to spend in there. If only my mom's there, I could grab all the things I want. Luckily I'm not a shopaholic yet, if not it's doom day for me. :p Anyway, we bought the stuffs that the V.I.D wanted and treated ourselves with KFC. Yummy~~~
*
Sleeping in the apartment was a torture for me. There's no bed at all. Even the V.I.D had to sleep in the floor also, lying on the sleeping bag or blanket. I brought my blanket and "Patrick" along. This reminded me of the camp Christian Fellowship had in Cameron. The room's so so so comfortable. I can enjoy sleeping the whole day, since I'm Sleeping__CP. ;) The only thing that this apartment is better than the camp in Cameron was that there's no bugs at all. Maybe they did exist, at least I didn't see them so it doesn't matter. :p We had to wake up at 6 in the morning because there's only 1 bath room, with 14 of us, it's impossible to have everyone ready in half an hour.
*
UNITEN is quite big. I didn't get to go around much there. I'm the "nanny" in the group, carrying the others' stuffs like handphones and even sunglasses. At least there's some task for me, if not I'll feel useless there. :) I wonder which campus is bigger, theirs or MMU? Perhaps theirs, many buildings around the campus. Their library looks more advance than us. Sigh, we lose to them.
*
MMU debate was facing their first opponent today, UKM. According to the seniors, the UKM chinese debate team is a team that's equal to secondary school standard. Don't look down upon on secondary school, there's this school called Catholic High School, forgot whether it's in PJ or KL, has the same standard as the university. That's why I really pay my respect to their coach for being able to train a splendid team like them. Cool!!!
*
UKM improves a lot. You can say their overall performance is better than us. The way they speak, their gesture and even the way they stand and sit shows a team that's unflustered. You actually enjoy listening to them debating. Whereas our MMU team doesn't show any of these qualities. In fact, the debators didn't show out their true standard, too bad for them. Luckily, we won in the end, a narrow escape from losing. Whew~~~ What a luck!!!
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There's something I'll like to confess here. I didn't tell my mom I'm following them to KL to watch this match. Dad and mom, if u guys are reading this, I'll like to say sorry here but the possibilities of u guys reading are really really low, so I have no fear of confessing here. :p But I'm glad I followed, I got this cool MMU debate team shirt that's really really nice. It's blue in colour, that's why I say it's fabulous. ;)
*
~GOOD NITE EVERYONE~
posted by sippy @ 11:15 PM   1 comments

Friday, December 10, 2004
my bro came home :)
my bro's, CW was back home
after SPM, he followed his class trip and visited some places
includin langkawi, penang and a few places
bought back some cookies
and most importantly, Hershey's chocolate
i love eatin Hershey's chocolate, especially with almonds inside
sweet and crunchy
can't stop eatin it
but i hv to control myself
there's so many pimples on my face
can't afford to add another one :p
really glad that he's back home safely
miss him a lot
too bad i'm goin back to mlk tomolo
dun hv time to share his wonderful experience
btw, he's sleepin soundly rite now
this must be one tiresome trip ;)
*
just luv this screen saver on my phone rite now <3 ^_^
*
~GOOD NITE EVERYONE~
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Tuesday, December 07, 2004
somethin happened tonite.............. :D
tonite somethin happened
an indian boy tried to break into my house
he's really agile
climb up the roof
and tried to break the window
but there's 1 thing showin his stupidity
he did all these too early
for ur info, it's not even 12 when this incident happened
i only manage to get a glimsp of him
let me recall what happened again...
*
i was sittin in front of my com desk
watchin manga, chattin and watchin TV the same time
not bad, huh?
can do 3 things together the same time :D
i heard some sound, as though someone was droppin somethin on the floor
but i didn't care, cos i tot the maid was watchin dishes or somethin like that
but i did get suspicious, she should be sleepin by now
so my bro went to check it out
then the sound stopped, heard my bro callin me
and i was surprised
i went out and hv a look
omg, there's someone on the roof
and it's an indian guy
my bro quickly asked him to shoo
and then he escaped, as quick as possible
i got to tell my parents sorry
cos after that, we woke them up
but that's somethin need to be done, rite??
this is consider an emergency, rite??
at least after lettin them knowin this happen
they will find way to solve it
now i realized bein parents are not easy
they hv more responsibilities and burdens
should thank ur dad and mom
they really work hard to bring u up :)
*
at least the thief was not able to break in
and my parents went back to sleep
thank GOD that nothins happen
just hope things will remain the same and stay calm as it is
kinda weird i dun find it frightenin
just like watchin a show only
am i heartless??
hope i really am lar
haha :D
*
~GOOD NITE EVERYONE~
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