a simple plain jane who believes Jesus is her only saviour.
she has an awesome family but in need of salvation.
her current addiction is 2pm but shinhwa will always remain as the love of her life.
| Tuesday, November 03, 2009 |
| my 2nd post to u, Park Jae Beom |
Jae Beom, I wanted to write my 2nd post to you quite long ago.
I keep contemplating what to write to you but at last I managed to.
Lately with 1.59pm comeback, there are so many news about 2pm.
Everything I read the comments on what people leave, I keep yelling at how stupid they are.
Really.. only no-brainers will scold those pro-boycotters as not true fans.
To me, they are the real HOTTESTS, not those who bash their movements.
Even though I have done nothing for you, but at least I would never say they are "being too much","go overboard" and etc.
Seriously.. I have no single dou that1.59pm is the right thing to do.
If the 1st album of 2pm actually sells well, it's all thanks to you, Jae Beom, since JYP uses you so much as marketing effect.
In my earlier post to you, I said fans would forget you within 3 months.
But well, they proved me wrong.
I was overestimating them. It only took them 2 months to move on.
They say seeing how the other 6 are so hardworking, they could not but to support them.
They say the other 6 will get hurt if the boycott goes on cos it seems like they only care for you, and not the rest.
And then they say they want you to go back to a 2pm that is successful since there's no point going back to a group that wasn't there.
When I read all these comments, I feel like just sneering at them like how Professor Snape does.
The current 2pm, or 1.59pm is not a 2pm that I like.
I like a 2pm which is dorky, funny, fun-loving, honest and etc.
I fell in love with you guys bcos of how you protray youselves in variety show.
I love your sunshine image.
I love how you guys can love so sexy yet so dorky the same time.
I'm impress with the dancing skill too.
So many acrobatic movements, and especially you, Jay, all those b-boy movements.
I saw Woo Young doing the spinning in the air thingy.. but it's just not as same as yours, there's no such beastly vibe from you.
I hate the new concepts.
I hate the gothic/ghastly feelings that they gave.
They said it's a mature concept but I can only see gloominess in them.
I know artists will change their albums every time they produce a new one.
But this album is totally not 2pm, not the beastly idols that I know.
It's so dark and gloomy, no wonder the album came out near Halloween time.
It gives people idea what to dress for next Halloween. >.<>
I can help but to compare Big Bang and you guys too.
No offence, but I feel Big Bang is much talented than you guys interm of music.
And that's why I feel variety show is ur strong points.
Since Big Bang doesn't join variety show frequently, and they can't be as dorky as you guys.
But since 1.59pm is banned from variety show, then there's no place for you guys to shine isn't it??
I'm tired of groups holding a perfect-boy image, I suddenly miss Shinhwa in their old days.
2pm's dorkiness is the only group that resembles with Shinhwa.
Without that.. I don't think I'll find 2pm attractive anymore. >.<
Jae Beom, I don't understand how the fans could be so ignorant, believing in JYP words that you went back to US on your own and how just one statement on some variety show could satisfy them so much.
Can I use the word STUPID to describe them?
Didn't they realise the word "IF" was used?
Didn't they realise the aim of the KHottests' boycott was not reached yet??
I was happy to tears when I saw the heading that JYP revealed the plan of bringing you back but I realised it was just as vague as before and the only difference is you will be going back to 2pm, instead of a new group or solo.
But to me it's like "DUH~", why want to anger the fans even more by placing you in a new group or waste money on you to make a solo album.
Korean's media really know how to generate attention.
JYPE couldn't openly say that they will leave the leader position for you.
It just bring me to fury when I read all those.
Why just can't "so-called fans" see that??
Even if 1.59pm is successful for this album, I know they won't be able to remain at the top unless they create different kinds of scandal.
It's just a matter of time for the other groups to catch up.
I can't deny JYP is a genius, using you as a marketting tool for this album.
So what happen to next album??
It's either you are coming back or.. well, I just don't want to imagine right now.
But let me just say this, without you, or without any of the 2pm member, 2pm.. is just not 2pm anymore.
7-1=0 is true.
And Khun's thank you note also annoy me as well.
I do not know how other people read it.
But why is he putting you in the way that you're not coming back at all?
It's like you will never return to 2pm, and so he wishes you well and wants to make you proud and hope one day in the future you guys can laugh and look back together.
It's just freakingly annoying me.
Perhaps it's my own interpretation, and he didn't mean it tat way, but why did he word it in such a way??
From the day you said you quit and went back to US, I still believe that it's not your own desire.
Perhaps partly it's what you wished, to escape and go back to US for a period of time, to seek comforts from your loved one then come back to face all things again.
I feel you have made the right choice in leaving everything behind for a while cos if you stay back, you might really be driven to commit suicide.
So I won't call you a coward, cos I'm just grateful that you'll still alive and hopefully, coming back to 2pm one day.
The thing is.. I feel JYP is the one that planted the idea for you to quit the group when he heard that you want to go back to US.
Perhaps it's for the rumoured advertising deal that prompted you to leave.
They don't want you to be in the advertisement, they don't want a so-called "traitor" to be filming their products.
Bcos of money, JYP decided to sacrifice you.
A person with average intelligence could tell that Jae Beom, you're not the key to come back to 2pm, JYP is.
You told your friend said you want to comeback but you don't know now.
Well, you are right.. Bcos it's not you who decide it, it's JYP.
If he asks you to come back, I'm sure you will be gladly to do it.
But he won't bcos he has an advertisement deal that he has to face, and fans have no value in his eyes since new fans can be garnered when 2pm comes out with a new album.
And yes, he is damn right.
He successful break the Hottest to 2 parties, even the iHottests as well.
I can't help but to applaud to his genius, for being able to say the right words at the right time.
Genius indeed, I wish I can have his marketing mind some day.
And now I wonder what he will do with the next person who's in trouble.
I really hope the pro-boycotters will go on cos they are the one that can bring you back.
If only people see that by supporting it would only lead to a failure of bring you back.
Look at Mohandas Gandhi, his silent protest and boycott lead India to independence.
So I believe the Hottests' boycott can lead you back as well.
As long as they are unite and believe in their aim and goal.
Jae Beom, remember the Hottests didn't ask you to return and resume your activity now.
They want the media to leave you alone, and not using you as a marketting tool.
All they want is just an OFFICIAL PRESS STATEMENT from JYPE regarding the withdrawal of your quit notice and there will always be an open space for you as the leader of 2pm when you feel you're ready to comeback.
But if really, it's your intention to quit the group forever, please make it clear to everyone so that everybody can move on and support a 2pm without Jay.
Even though the Hottests will feel sad, but they will be able to continue to love an incomplete 2pm and respect your decision.
But please say it from your heart if you really intends that.
So Jae Beom, until you return to 2pm, there will be no meaning to watch or listen to 2pm that is clearly using you as a marketing strategy.
Really really hope that if any 2pm fans choose to be so gullible and ignorant, then at least don't criticize on what the KHottests are doing.
You have no right to doubt at their passion and hardwork. So keep it to yourself and stop giving hurtful comments.
So Jae Beom, take good care of yourself for now. Enjoy your stay at home and don't forget to train hard for you choclate abs.
God bless. Byes byes for now.
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posted by sippy @ 5:14 PM  |
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| Sunday, September 20, 2009 |
| To Park Jae Beom, the ex-leader of 2pm |
(credit to: kpculture)
I'm surprise with myself wanting to write this post to you even though I know you will never read this, since there are millions of blog posts, sites, news dedicating to you.
But still, I just feel like writing this.
The day you left was the day that I got to know 2pm.
Before that, I have never thought of paying attention to 2pm.
The first time I heard the name, I was thinking, "what kind of group would call themselves 2pm?? They are so weird."
So after 2pm had debuted for 1 year, and after you, Park Jae Beom left, I thought of checking you guys out finally, since you have created much uproar.
I always decide whether a group is to my liking based on their performance on variety show.
That's the main reason why I love Shinhwa, they are so fun to watch, so natural and yet so lovable.
I started looking at 2pm variety show clips on youtube and guess what??
I fell for you guys after watching "Idol Army".
I love how NATURAL you guys are.
And I love how DIFFERENT you guys are from other idol groups.
You have the similar qualities that Shinhwa have and that made me addicted to you guys. Wow.. no wonder Minwoo said 2pm is similar to Shinhwa.
But Park Jay Beom, knowing this makes me regret watching those clips now.
Cos if I do not know how awesome 2pm is, I would never be troubled by the very fact that you have quitted the group.
I am lucky that I know Shinhwa much later, long after the incident of Andy leaving the group.
Shinhwa was lucky and so was Andy.
He left the group and came back almost 1 year later, and became part of the reason why Shinhwa still remains together after everything they have gone through, because they have experienced separation, so they know how precious each other is.
It's true that during that 1 year period, Shinhwa continued to be successful without Andy.
But were the Shinhwa Oppas happy without Andy??
The answer is NO and that’s why they had the "Guerilla Concert" to get Andy back.
To them 6-1=0 applied. Shinhwa is incomplete without Andy.
Shinhwa has proved themselves to be legendary, by remaining together after 11 years without changing any group member or having any member leaving the group.
But since I know Shinhwa much later, I missed the "Suwon moment", I miss the "4th fanmeeting", but still I considered myself lucky, to avoid the pain and agony of waiting for Andy's return.
And just when I am happily waiting for their reunion, and you, Pak Jae Beom, see what you have got me into??
You quit 2am, and now you made me experiencing the anxiety, pain and agony of waiting.
So Park Jae Beom, what are you going to do next??
(credit to: asiafanetic)
I have seen so many comments about missing you, hoping to see you coming back to the group, whether on youtube, allkpop, baidu, or 2oneday forum, everyday there will be people saying how much they miss you, how much they hate the korean net fans for digging out what you said in the pass, and the whole "patriotic issue".
To me, I find it ridiculous too but then again, everything happens for its own reason.
There's a Chinese saying 塞翁失马，焉知非福 (sai weng shi ma, yan zhi fei fu), it means even if unfortunate event happens, it might turn out to be a blessing.
Do you know much fans you have before leaving 2pm??
Do you know how much fans you got after leaving 2pm??
Do you know what an impact you made on people now??
Do you know how important you are to your members, to your fans now??
I don't exactly know what are the real reasons of you leaving the group.
Perhaps like you had always said, "it's a conspiray", JYPE forcing you to leave.
Perhaps it's like what JYP had said, "it's his decision to leave", and so you to return to Seattle.
But no matter what the reason is, it's not important now.
What the Hottest wants is an honest statement from you, whether it's really your intention of really quitting 2pm, or just a rushed decision, and instead you just need time to cool off and return when you are ready.
I know you're ashamed for the remarks that you've made 4 years ago, but it’s no big deal to me, and perhaps it’s not such a big deal to you either.
But what you could not accept is that how you are not forgiven for the careless words from 4 years ago. Despite the 4 years of hardship training, despite the efforts you show them on stage, on variety show, people still think of you as one who is not patriotic, who is a shame to Korean, who should die instantly.
I know how disappointed you are when they forgot you were only18 when you wrote it. They forgot even 4 years later, you were only 22, not mature enough to handle most things yet. They forgot as a third generation Korean American, you have problem adopting the cultural shock, and the loneliness away from your family and friends. They also forgot you are only a human, as fragile as they are, and you will make mistake like them too. And lastly, they forgot about the “Choi Jin Shil incident”, and luckily they only forced a talented singer away from Korea, not to death.
(credit to: photbucket?)
But Park Jae Beom, so what if the anti-fans have signed a suicide petition, so what many can’t forgive you now??
You do not need their support, you only need the Hottest. Idol group always called their fans their families, because they know no matter what happen, the fans are always there for them.
Your Hottest has showed it to you that they stick to their words, they are willing to fight for your return, as long as they know what your real intention is.
But if it's your intention to quit, then let them know as well, so that they can respect your decisions, and stop boycotting and continue to support the other 6.
So Park Jae Beom, state a date for that statement, think thoroughly with what you want, be honest with yourself, do not be afraid of anything, just pour out your heart's true desire, so that you don't regret for the rest of your lives.
Park Jae Beom, if you called yourself a true Christian, then think of it as a trial from God.
God will never give you a trial that you couldn't overcome.
So what if the mountain in front of you seems so large, with God behind you, His 1 finger can lift it up isn't it??
You might say I am in no position to say all these, cause I'm not you, cause I'm not hated by thousands, but so what?
I share the same God as you and I know how awesome He is, and I know He will carry you through, cause He has showed how much you are being loved right??
He has opened a door for you, He has showed your talents to the world, and now you’re going to shut the door yourself, without trying to endure it??
You’re a leadja, you’re not a loser, you’re the tough Park Jae Beom with 6-pack body, the centre of attention.
You dance well, sing well, rap well, and all the girls were attracted by your charms.
I bet God knows that too, and that’s why He lets this happen to you, to see how you would face it, to see how much you would grow from this, to see whether you can remain your faith no matter what happens, and to bless you greatly when you have proved yourself.
(credit to: flikr?)
So leadja, stop keeping quiet, stop being silent and stop sinking into your guiltiness and disappointment.
That’s not the Park Jae Beom that the Hottest like because the Hottest like a leadja who is 100% confident, always true to himself.
And always remember this, people are forgetful.
This might be a big issue now but 3 months later, nobody would remember it anymore.
The battle between JYPE and Hottest will not be long too, someone else will eventually take your place and even though 2pm is not the same without you, people will move on and continue to support the remaining 1:59pm.
Neither of us wants to see this happening, especially those that have captivated by your sexy charm, so Park Jae Beom, do something before it’s too late.
A statement from you will lead to a conclusion of how things are.
And I know you are well-aware of that too, and all you need now is courage and that’s why the Hottest are there for you.
I really, really do want to see more of you on variety show like “Wild Bunny” but then again, that is my wish, and whatever you have decided, your decision will be respected.
God bless you. :)Labels: 2pm, park jae beom |
| posted by sippy @ 8:52 PM |
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