a simple plain jane who believes Jesus is her only saviour.
she has an awesome family but in need of salvation.
her current addiction is 2pm but shinhwa will always remain as the love of her life.
| Wednesday, June 29, 2005 |
| looking back at my past =P |
I wonder how many people know about my old lj blog?? I was reading it this aftertoon. It brought back lots of memories, the sad ones, the happy ones, the memorable ones and the crappy ones. I miss all these memories, they form every part of what I am now. They help me to grow, refine me, mold me, tell me what friendship is and tell me what love is. The best time of my UNI life will always be the first semester of my Alpha year. Everything is fresh that time. I got to meet a lot of people, from someone who's shy turn into a more out-going girl who annoys people sometimes. I'll always miss the "OBH" day and the "EP gang" that doesn't exist anymore. I want to thank "you" for all those wonderful moments too. Thanks. ^_^
The way I blog is totally different from how I blog last time. This changes take place is because of a friend that is in Cyber now. Yeap, his name is Daniel, my dinner partner for last semester. Too bad he's gone, I have to get a new dinner partner now. =P He doesn't like the way that I blog, saying it's not complete as some words are left out. So I told him okays, alrite, fine and tried to write an entry with correct grammer and all. And guess what happen?? I love writing this way, it's easier to organize my thought. =)
Just finish watching Madagascar with my housemates. Thanks Andrew. Madagascar was funny, I had a good laugh watching it. Too bad I didn't catch it on the big cinema screen. Well, at least I got to watch it on my computer, it's better than not watching, right??
Yesterday's hiking was fun. At the same time, I feel guilty towards my housemates too. I can't help keep saying sorry to them. Sorry, gals.. Dark side is not ready to accept me yet. They will only accept me on the day I stop saying sorry to people. *Sigh*
There's this friend of mine is not having good mood recently. Seeing my friend makes me worry, wonder what I can do to make my friend feels better. I can see sadness, loneliness and sorrow in my friend. If can, I hope to take all these away and throw them into the sea.
Louis's ym status: Friendship multiplies the joy and divides the sorrow. |
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| Monday, June 27, 2005 |
| why am i takin law?? |
Malacca Tour was fun and if you want to see pics and stories, check out other blogs. I'm bad in describing things. =P
Just spent some time in the library, going over my tutorial questions. They are tough for me and I don't know how to answer them. Staring into the Contract of Law by Andrew Phang, I understood nothing. Yeap, you're right, I don't UNDERSTAND any of them. Sat down there, trying to stuuff everything inside my head and I digested nothing in the end. Wonder why I take up law now.. Am I able to study law??
Once again, I feel tired with myself, feel bored with my surrounding. I want a change and I don't know how. Cutting my hair is obviously a bad idea. It didn't help me to change my feeling much. I guess I'll figure out something later. |
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| Friday, June 24, 2005 |
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| posted by sippy @ 10:04 PM |
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| A mix entry. |
Silence is golden. It's best to speak when you have to and keep quiet when you don't have to. Perhaps I should be quiet more often so that people don't find me weird when I'm actually quiet because it's my nature to listen more.
It's easy to forget a person. You just have to forget the way to miss and he wouldn't appear in your mind. Or rather, you just get yourself occupied and busy, then you won't have time to miss the person at all. That's what I'm going to do now. I want to shrug off the missing feelings and focused on more important stuffs. Someone please give me something to do so that my mind is occupied. =)
Anyone interested to join VoicesMelaka?? VoicesMelaka is a english debate society which started forming this year. Excatly, it was formed a few years ago when the pioneer of VoicesCyber were still in Malacca. Like the new members, they weren't good at all, got trashed by other debate teams. Even though they weren't strong they have the guts to join international debates and met a lot of new people. I admire their attitude, admire their guts, and admire their positive thinking. After that, Cyber was built. This bunch of people went to Cyber and move Voices to Cyber as well. Therefore, the history of Voices stop and no one remembers anymore.. As years pass by, Voices Cyber becomes more and more famous and it's in the world ranking. It's one of the strongest debate team in Malaysia, and maybe even Asean. Don't you envy their achievements?? Turn the story back to Malacca, does anyone still remember Voices?? Does anyone talk about it?? Then how come VoicesMalacca appears from nowhere?? *confused* 0.o This story will be continue next time because.. I want to irritate you. =P
Cg was fun i guess. Joel's CG combined with Aaron's CG and we had a competition. Who wins and who loses?? I shall not reveal here. =P I got another younger brother today, meet Woon Keat who looks a bit like my youngest brother. He has fluffy hair, very nice to touch. I find this year Alphas very innocent and gullible, so nice to bully and brainwash them. I always find it easier to hang out with guys younger than me, especially if they are my bro's friend. During primary and secondary school, I always hang out with my bro's classmates, it's funny how close I'm with them, like a tai kar cher who wouldn't be bullied but respected instead (in my dream XD). But frankly speaking, hanging out with younger guys always make me feel young and relax. ^_^ I still don't know our CG name yet. Anyone care to inform me??
It's late now. Feeling much more better after chatting with friends. There are so many things that you can't change in life but there's always somebody who call friends that you can count on. I have many friends but not everyone I'm close with. Not sure how much like me or how much hate me but I like them all because without them, my life wouldn't be interesting as it is now.
Thanks a lot to you guys who are there to share my problems and listen to every single thing that I have to say even if I'm repeating.
Nites everyone. Nites. |
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| Thursday, June 23, 2005 |
| some updates in my life?? |
I have been pissing people off again recently. This is the wicked part of me that annoy people sometimes. I can't help it and it's lame to say sorry all the time.. I'm a stupid idiot, so sorry..
Voices melaka, a club which I'm joining now. It's an english debate club which hv 70 over members now. =) I'm so happy with the fact that there's so many members joining in. Not sure how many of them will be active but I hope I will. =D In fact, I might join SPB too, if I have time and provided they need me in. (hmm..will they want me??)
Nothing much happened in my life except getting closer with a few friends. I hang out with them more often than comparing last time. Is there different friends for different stages?? I want to devote more of my time to study now. Law is a very boring subject that can cause you to sleep in just few minutes time. I any of you have insomnia, try reading the Federal Constitution. It helps a lot. =P |
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| Wednesday, June 22, 2005 |
| sorry to u.. |
I get emo easily whenever I'm sick. If you're offeneded by me, get angry at me, I want to tell you I'm sorry, truthfully sorry. Forgive me, kays??
I had a busy day yesterday, feeling so tired now so I won't be writin a long entry. I missed this week CF because of decorating Voices booth. Didn't help much and only create trouble there. That's what I do best. I guess it's time for me to focus on other stuffs. I need to know more people and have a larger social circle. I want to run, I want to fly. Most of all, I want freedom to do anything, freedom for my heart.
Tired. Tired of everything. Tired of having conversation. Tired of communicating with people. Tired of not knowing what I want. Tired of doing what I'm not good at. I'm just tired because I don't have enough sleep these few days.
Nights everyone. Nights. |
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| Sunday, June 19, 2005 |
| i luv u, dad ^_^ |
Today is Father's Day. As I'm typing this entry, I'm actually crying. Just visited Kenny Sia's blog, a blog which I visited daily. His father passed away for 7 weeks and he's not able to wish him "Happy Father's Day" anymore. It makes me sad reading that entry. I'm lucky because my dad is still alive and healthy as well. I'm sorry that I make him and mom worry all the time. I'm not an obedient daughter but I'll try to be from now onwards. I love my dad, I seriously do. If one day he's going to leave me forever, I guess I'll be crying my eyeballs out. I wish that day will not come so soon.
Ben once said I come from a decent family because I don't speak any vulgar words. I guess it's because of how my parents educated me. Without them, there won't be a silly me living in this world. Sometimes I wonder why am I alive, why are they my parents whenever I had a problem that I don't know how to solve or after quarreling with my parents. I just realized one thing: My parents love me so much that they don't want me to miss all the wonders in this world.
Dad, I don't think you will be reading this entry because you don't read my blog at all. I'm not complaning. I wish you will be reading this because I want to tell you I love you. Writing it out is much more easier than saying it but the feeling remains the same. Dad, hope you will always be happy and healthy.
I love you, Dad. I'll promise to love you forever and take care of you in your old ages. Thanks dad for everything that you had dones. Thanks dad for taking care of me. Mom, I thank you too, please don't get angry because I didn't give you much credit, kays?? It's Father's Day today. =) |
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I want to hide from this world, I want to hide my feelings and I want to hide from you most.
Just ate a panadol, it's not working effeciently. i'm still having flu and headache. I wanted to sleep but I can't since I slept my whole day through. Falling asick is no fun. I wish I'll be healed the next day I woke up.
Was watching a chinese movie on 8tv, titled "my father is a jerk". In the story, a cute 10 years old boy wanted to spend his time with his real dad that he hadn't met for years before his mom getting remarried.
The movie was touching, can't help dropping tears. I always cried when watching this kind of movie, getting more and more "emo" these days. =P
The movie was a 1997 year production. I wondered how old the small boy is this year. He's super, extremely cute. If I have a son in the future (see the word "if"), I wish he will be like that too. Think again, I might become a single mother if I'm desperate for one (konnonnya). =P
I remember a friend of mine saying that it's dangerous to expose your personal feelings to others. This friend of mine is a he. That's why, he stays single and reluctant to get a girlfriend. I was always wondering why he said so until a certain incident happened to me. It wasn't a tragic or anything. In fact, it didn't influence my life or change the way I live. Just that, it's better not to be honest all the time. Sometimes, it's best saying "I don't know" or not giving an answer. I wondered what I did was right or wrong but I won't expose my feelings easily again. |
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| Saturday, June 18, 2005 |
| sick sick sick |
Yeah, finally, I'm sick!!!!!!!!!!
Falling asick is not something to be celebrated and yet I sounded so excited. I haven't been falling asick for a long time, forgot when was it the last time. I recalled myself falling asick last year and there's someone taking care of me, thanks a lot to that person. This year, I'm sick again but no worries because there's many people to take care of me, I'm at home what. =D
My internet connection is not working again, not sure it's because of my computer or my line. It sucks without connection. I'm going to bore myself to death. Luckily, there's stuffs for me to do this week, such as going home. ;) I went back on Wed, came back on Thurs, went back yesterday again. I have no choice though, left my SPM cert at home, had to go take it.. =P
Thursday I went for CG, Joel is my CG leader. My CG will be quite fun, with Stef, Shih Wen and perhaps Andrew doing the mind trick, poor Joel will be.... (you guys fill in the blank XD) I got to go to Stef's house, played with Trial. Trial is so so so so so super duper cute!! I can never understand why people hate snakes so much. At least, snakes don't have wings like the insects to help them fly everywhere. I hate insects, I hate butterflies but I like snakes. They don't make noice, they cling on you. Trial must be afraid on me indeed. He's so nervous, moving here and there. I can't help but feeling guilty. Guess snakes are wild animal after all, it's hard to tamed them or letting it close to human beings. Aaron, take care of your snake often, kays??
Hope my sickness will go off soon. I feel so terrible having sore throat, running nose and watery eyes. GOD, please bless me, please?? |
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| 藤 井 树 的 新 书 |
我 最 近 看 了 藤 井 树 的 新 书，<< 十 年 的 你>>。 书 里 面 的 男 主 角 叫 尼 尔。他 和 很 多 人 一 样 经 历 过 数 段 感 情，但 他 从 来 不 会 想 念 人，很 奇 怪 吧？？在 他 的 三 段 感 情 里， 第 一 段 让 人 觉 得 最 深 刻，原 因 是 那 叫 雅 容 的 女 孩 在 和 他 分 开 之 后，持 续 爱 了 他 整 整 十 年，直 到 她 去 世 为 止。
藤 井 树 的 故 事 让 人 心 酸，叫 人 难 过，却 又 让 你 充 满 感 动，使 你 矛 盾 不 已。看 到 结 局 让 我 想 哭，因 为 故 事 很 真 实，就 有 可 能 发 生 在 你 我 的 身 上 。
读 着 这 故 事，想 像 着 雅 容，竟 羡 慕 起 来。我 羡 慕 她 的 忠 贞，她 的 痴 心。她 能 在 分 手 之 后，继 续 爱 尼 尔 十 年。那 我 呢？ 跟 她 相 比 之 下，我 也 有 这 等 能 耐 吗？
故 事 的 结 局，雅 容 最 后 死 了，在 将 近 十 年 之 时，尼 尔 只 能 对 着 她 的 遗 照 拜 拜。
我 希 望 这 故 事 不 会 发 生 在 你 我 的 身 上， 因 为 我 承 受 不 了 太 多 的 打 击, 也 不 愿 意 看 见 你 难 过。。。 |
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| Tuesday, June 14, 2005 |
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The first picture in my blog --> this is the type of guy that I like =D
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It's so nice starting class again. I only got 1 thing to complain, I feel so so so free!!!!! Normally peopel will start complaning about not having much time to do their stuffs but I'm totally the opposite of them. Life's just too free for me right now, looks like it's time for me to get some mangas read again. Can't wait for 8pm today, it's CF time again!!
I'll continue with the orientation part II now. If I dont' finish writing it, I'll feel incomplete, weird feelings. Anyway, let's go back to the past again. =D
Under Vijay's suggestion, I really should note this down.
Reminder : MMU doesn't have reigstration on public holiday so never be too silly to wake up 7am in the morning and expect the parking lots in EP to be very crowded. =P The reason I'm jotting it down, ask those seniors. ;)
It's not scary to give out flyers. Once you give out the 1st piece, you can eventually give out the 2nd, 3rd, 4th.... I was giving out flyers on Sunday morning, which is the first day of Registration. Mark stationed a few of us in the campus and the remainings around EP. I was standing near SFC restaurant. (dun go there, it's the worst fast food restaurant I have ever been =P) At that moment, I suddenly have this feeling that I'm playing one of the tycoon games. When I'm playing tycoon games, I always hope more and more ppl will come in so that I can earn more. It's a pleasure to see my revenue grows. I'm money minded (you can even see the $$ sign in my eyes $_$). While giving out the flyers, I hope more people will walk along where I stand so that I can give out more flyers and my mission can be ended quickly. =) After that, we went to church. There's an Australian pastor preaching. As usual, I dozed off again and this time Renee is the one giving me a nudge. Thanks Reenzz!! =D
The routines were the same during Orientation. Day time give out flyers, night time go to YAC to play games. You will see a bunch of guys hogging onto PS2, not wanting to let go at all. Guys, no matter what age they are, they still behave likes kids. =P Our efforts paid off because there's new Alphas coming to YAC. =) We have a few siblings in CF now. =D I got to try out games like Cluedo and Battleship which I never played before.
I do think the freshies will lable the CF as weirdo or wacko after what the CF did during Orientation. I'm not saying that they are doing something weird or what, just that you hardly see other societies actually have cool board boys who wear shades or having a guitarist singing while he's playing. I do thing the whole thing is cool, hopefully we didn't frightened anyone away.
That's the important things that I can remember about Orientation. I missed out a lot of details but at least the big picture is there. If you wanna see pics, then go to mark's blog, there's a lot of awesome pics there.
Nites everyone. (It took me the whole day to write this entry, this shows what a terrible writer i am =P) |
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| Sunday, June 12, 2005 |
| let <3 flies freely.. =) |
I'm translating this story that I read from a magazine to English. I'm still not an expert on this, so please bear with me and enjoy this story. Thanks =)
Long long time ago (that's how all fairy tales start), there's an angel falling in love with a girl. Even though the angel had to fly to different places everyday, he's still able to accompany her from time to time.
One day, the angel told the girl, "If you stop loving me one day, I will leave you because I can only live on love. When you stop loving me, I will fly to another girl."
The girl told the angel, "I will love you forever."
At first, they were happy together. After a long while, the girl started to have worries. She always felt that angel will leave her anytime and fly to another girl. And so, the girl decided to hide angel's wings when he's sleeping.
When angel woke up, he was so angry and said, "Give me back my wings!!
Why do you have to do that?? I can't fly, I can't go out. You don't love me, you don't love me anymore.."
"No, I still love you. I didn't hide your wings. Really, I didn't lie to you. Please believe me, will you??" the girl replied.
"You're lying, you're a liar. I don't believe you anymore. I can feel that, you don't love me anymore." the angel said.
Then, angle found his wings inside the girl's cupboard. He left the girl, he left their home, without saying goodbye. The girl was sad ever since angel left, she missed the time they spent together.
The girl regretted, she repented in her heart, "No matter how much I love you, I shouldn't grab away your rights of flying freely, right?? To love a person is to give him enough space. "
"Is this what you're trying to tell me?? I understand now. Can you come back, come back to me.. "
Suddenly the angel appeared, saying to her gently, "I came back to you, my dear girl. "
"Are you leaving, you don't love me anymore??" The girl asked.
Angel smiled at her and said,"I can feel that you still love me, don't you?? If you still love me, I'll still love you back.. "
I like this story a lot. The first thing that appears in my mind after finish reading was posting it in my blog. I want to share this story with you, who's reading my blog. I'm touched by this story and i hope you will.
To those who are going steady with their special one, I hope you will get the lesson from this story. Don't be like the girl in the story. She's lucky in the sense that angel never really left her. In real life situation, things won't be that simple and a second chance seldom exists. Once you make a mistake, love will be gone for good.
Love is fragile and can hardly be healed. Do appreciate your love life. If you ever face a problem in relationship, pray to GOD and seek for help. I'm not an expert on this field either but I want to see your happy face from time to time. Don't show me a fake one. =P |
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| Saturday, June 11, 2005 |
| orientation week cf (part I) |
I'm back in my hometown once again and there's internet connection here!!!
It's driving me crazy to live in ep. I definitely desperately need to move out from there in the next academic year, when I'm in Gama. The reason I'm not moving out is still the same old thing, my mom forbiddened me, saying ep is the safest place to live since there's guards there (kononnya) and it's the nearest to MMU (then i should stay in hostel instead).
I guess this academic year would be different for me because my bro's here with me. Yeah, my bro, CW, after seeing me having a comfy, interesting and fun life in Malacca, he's following my footstep as well (yeah yeah~~ i'm his elder sis after all XD). He was in yellow group and became the cheerleader or whatever you called during orientation. My irritating, idiotic bro has vowed not joinning CF. He doesn't appreciate my efforts after wasting so much saliva on him, persuading him to join CF. I guess he's not interested after all. I'm not going to waste my time on him, he can slowly enjoy his uni life. Oh, how I wish there's a wicked senior who'll be torturing him in whatever he joins (the evil-hearted big sis is on action again).
This is my first time joining the orientation week with the CF-ers. I had a lot of fun meeting some new Alphas. Hopefully there will be another pair of twins in CF. Our CF really attracts twins, don't we?? =) The Alphas said the Betas were young. Hmm.. how should I react to what they said?? Never mind, we might look young but we don't act young, do we?? (I really doubt about that =.=") Can't wait to get my hands on the young Alphas, so gullible and innocent, it's time to refresh myself with some young, tasty blood. (Yummy, I have turned into vampire). =P
I have a new roommie, her name's Ly Ann (think i spelled her name wrongly). She's in Alpha Engine, a smart girl which is taller than me. Aiks~~ I'm older than her and yet I'm shorter than her. There's 2 other housemates in my ep unit, Hannah and Catherine. Give 3 of them a loud applause, welcome them to MMU's life, hope they will enjoy themselves here. ;)
There's a person I must mention here. She's none other than my favourite secondary school mate, Miss Priscilla!!! Yeah, Priscilla's here with me, hope that she will be active in CF in the future as well. Priscilla's a nice young lady with a great smile. She has a very gentle nature and has great faith in GOD. I love her dearly and always. I almost cry in tears when I see her appears in CF. After not seeing her for so long, she didn't change much. Still the same warm smile, still the same sweet voice. I'm glad she's here in MMU. =D
There's lots more stuffs that I haven't mentioned that happened during orientation. I'll continue the others later since I'm out of time here. =P Hope you guys have a nice dinner and don't fall asleep reading my blog. Tee & Tiun advocates and solicitors might sue you from doing that. Just kidding. XD
Stay tune for the next entry of Sippy's Orientation Week with the CF-ers!!! ^_^ Hopefully there's something for me to write) |
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| Friday, June 03, 2005 |
| Conversation in heaven..... |
GOD: Angels, do you know what I was just thinking about? ?
ANGELS: What were you thinking about?
GOD: Christians seem to have forgotten what kind of power they have available and the devil keeps on deceiving them!
ANGELS: God, exactly what are you driving at?
GOD: I have made my children in such a way that when the people of the world are sitting, they would be standing, when the world is standing,they will stand out, when the world stands out, my children must be outstanding and when the devil dares the world to be outstanding, my people will be the standards to be used!
JESUS CHRIST: They (Christians) are also forgetting the words in Ephesians 1:3.
GOD: Please read it out!
ANGEL: PRAISE BE TO THE GOD AND FATHER OF OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST , WHO HAS BLESSED US IN THE HEAVENLY PLACES WITH EVERY SPIRITUAL BLESSING IN CHRIST.
ANGEL: So what do we do now since the end is almost near?
HOLY SPIRIT: My Presence is still among men and I will teach and remind the Christians of all that we have discussed. I will also make sure that they pass this message on!
JESUS CHRIST: I will also keep on interceding for them and stand in for them even in their weaknesses.
GOD: I will also make sure that I give to all those who ask of me, seek me! and try to find me. The blessings I have promised them through my son Jesus Christ will be delivered to all those who discover that I,Jehovah, I am ready to bless them! Not because of any special things that they have done, but just because I LOVE THEM!
JESUS CHRIST: I will also give all my followers who are willing to pass this conversation on, enough strength to carry on!
ANGELS: We are all backing THE TRINITY and even the devil cannot stop us! How funny! Christians are finally taking over and .......
DEVIL (eavesdropping behind the gates): I hope you all heard! I will deploy more troops (demons) and make sure the Christians pray less, read their Bibles less, preach less and make sure this mail does not move anywhere! ?Also.....
YOU SURE HEARD THAT! THE DEVIL WILL MAKE SURE YOU DO NOT PASS THIS ON BUT PROVE HIM WRONG AND SHOW HIM THE POWER YOU HAVE IN CHRIST JESUS AS A CHRISTIAN. PRAY MORE, STUDY THE WORD MORE AND PREACH THE WORD! DO NOT DISAPPOINT GOD ! PASS IT ON! |
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| Thursday, June 02, 2005 |
| test ur english =D |
Your English Skills:
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Grammar: 80% |
Punctuation: 80% |
Spelling: 80% |
Vocabulary: 20% |
I got this quiz from a blog: viewtru so I tried it out. It shows that my english is not that sucks except my vocab part. Alright, I admit I don't have a wide vocab and I'm ashamed of that. How on earth am I going to be a lawyer without understanding those bombastic words?? I doubt with my capability, perhaps it's not too late to change it. For other parts, I'm not really satisfied. I want to get 100 instead of 80 but then it shows that there's still space for me to grow and improve.
I only attemped the quiz once and I could assure you that I didn't check the dictionary at all. If I did, my vocab should get more than 20. How about you? Are you willing to give it a try as well? Not checking out the dictionary and not attempting for a few times. Be honest with yourself and test how good you are. Trust me, you will definitely get a higher score than what I achieved. ;) |
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